Nothing feels right, everything feels wrong, I cant calm down, I cant just breathe and relax, I'm fucking trying.
I thought leaving you would make everything clearer but instead it has only made things blurry and grey. I found happiness in someone who isnt you, but everything still feels off.
Maybe it's no persons fault. Maybe the answer wasnt as easy as leave the toxins and have no toxicity. Maybe its just me.
I think my time is coming soon, and it's so scary.


















