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Bullet

Welcome to my page

but my interests and hobbies I'll be posting, such as music

art or any kind, my poetry and lustful endeavors to get all the good shit out in a healthy way so trigger warning to any and all who aren't accustomed to that form of art and self expression.

Me and my partner

Love to post ourselves occasionally and our interests/kinks

Shes my world and I love her so much.

Music

Hard-core punk

Anarcho punk

Egg punk

Grindcore

Power violence

Crust

D-beat

Reggae

Anything from the cyberpunk music album lmao

Country

Folk

Death metal

"Grunge"

Anything else imaginable.

#Spotify #crust punk #anarcho socialism #music #lifelover #live music #diy punk #liz vicious #dsbm #black fashion #d beat

nvvr

kissywendy

horror-aesthete

Evil Dead, 2013, dir. Fede Álvarez

dailycatsblog

ppups

guerrillaxoperator

LIMP WRIST AT SUBMISSION ART GALLERY. SAN FRANCISCO, 6/12/09.

What do u do with such high anxieties. Can only imagine the pain shes going through. What we lost because of me.

I finally got everything I wanted and blew it.

People speak of grace, and life, and love. I robbed myself of that, a new life. Because I couldn't get a grasp on my mentality, that was my life and I took it for granted, by far the worst ive ever felt. No one knows what true redemption looks like, I found the woman of my dreams and shes gone, I felt like this before she knew and I feel this way now.

I dont deserve her, but ill fight. I cant reward myself with instant gratification. Gonna do everything in my power to see her, be with her.

She doesn't care for me anymore or respect me, i feel like she never will.

Can't believe i did that to her, cant believe i couldn't figure myself out, won't let this happen again.

After what happened.

Theres a deep crater in my I.D.

You make me feel like I can try again.

My life and heart is forever in dept to you and yours. Being your brother has made me realize that its hard for me to conceptualize how someone could care for me so much, your sacrifices and support for me is something uncanny, unheard of, and unexpected. I love you forever Adrian, thank you for being a friend.

No matter what anyone says, you're a good guy.

When shit hit the fan, I had two people in my life who didnt even bat an eye, didnt dare to question me, they knew I couldn't do what was said, they stood by my side as the world around me collapsed and I sunk into myself.

The days and months I was pushed so close to suicide I had to be on watch, nothing special about those days besides the fact that I made it. I learned so much from that morning, who was there, who wasn't, watching my peers shut the door in my face, and my family not leaving my side. I love you, I miss you, everyday.

Now im surrounded by love and I hope to give nothing but love in return, I still fail to overcome the pressure of my own confusion, ive watched every step ive taken since that day, and question everyone else around me as well.

I long for the day im no longer confused. I long for the day I set myself free of my trauma. I long for the day where im nothing but the love that spared my life.