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please check out my new blog

it’s new and terrible 

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but thank you I really appreciate it 

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i won’t use swanfairy anymore sorry

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new tumblr: SCHLAF-MOHN.TUMBLR.COM

i won’t use swanfairy anymore sorry

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new tumblr: SCHLAF-MOHN.TUMBLR.COM

i won’t use swanfairy anymore sorry

[swanfairy]

new tumblr: SCHLAF-MOHN.TUMBLR.COM

i won’t use swanfairy anymore sorry

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kinda wanna delete all my posts and start freshly fresh 

[swanfairy]

sad. triste. traurig.

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i feel weak and i need a cigarette and someone that brings me food

[swanfairy]

You are beautiful. It's true, you are. You fought anorexia and you have a boyfriend und you have cute clothes and stuff. And i dont know you, its a bit weird maybe but i have to write it to you because i whish i had a boyfriend but im shy and stupid & i just want to say you could be proud of yourself. You are a beautiful person with your own history, and your own opinions, life can be so beautiful, just be life, just be you, be beautiful!

oh i want to hug you so badly! your words mean more to me than you probably think. i really appreciate what you said and i want to let you know, that you shouldn’t be so hard on yourself. you sound really lovely and I’m sure you have no need to feel stupid or to be shy. love is something that keeps me alive on hard days. i’m sure you will find the right one for you too. 

thinking positive and finding, keeping and sharing love is not always easy, but it’s something worth fighting for. the will is by my side.

sending lots of love to you anon <333

i may sound like a wannabe hippi but bluuarghhh

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i don’t like my forehead. i don’t like my nose. i don’t like my muffintop and my legs. i feel so ugly sometimes and i want to loose weight again. but i don’t want to got back to anorexia and i’m scared because everytime when i’m trying to loose weight, it ends up in massive selfloathing and uderweight. i want to eat healthy, be skinny and be happy. like i haven’t weighted myself in a long time, but this morning the scale told me I’m at 58 kilos (I’m 171cm) and I feel like my body is swollen. like no... not swollen but you know. i want to be happy with myself without effort. most days I’m ok with the way i look. for example when I’m with my boyfriend or when my outfit and make up is on point. also i don’t want to go to art school anymore. i want a job where i’m happy with what I’m doing and i where i get enaugh money. when look in the mirror i want to think: you’re beautiful and you can be proud of yourself. 

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i won’t apologize for being happy

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today’s mood: dark blue/light grey

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if you don’t want happiness, you won’t get happy.

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This is the Amazing Person Award!Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of 8 different people who deserve it.if you break the chain nothing will happen,but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're amazing inside&out ❤️❤️❤️(hohoho ich bins ;))

bist du süß! dankeschön! 

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Today i started crying as a friend of mine told me that i’m a good person and only deserve the best in the world

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