An RP/Ask blog featuring UnderSwap!Alphys. Follows personal headcanons regarding a ROLE swap AU of Undertale. theydeservetolive is my main. RP blogs, please read rules and bio before interacting. Tracks tag #swaphys and #noodlesandknuckles. Icon/sb img via siclyprince.
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Again, not any new info on my Hiatus status. Rather this is me explaining what’s been happening with my personal life lately. It’s a bit lengthy, but if you want information there it is.
Right now, I’m at this stage where emotionally I can’t really be interacting with people so if you message me on Skype or anywhere else don’t take offense. As well if you even message me about this, I won’t respond until I can handle interactions again without pushing myself. (Predictably another 2 weeks or longer.)
For base knowledge, I went to take a gap year from college to work and currently have a job. Plan remains I'll finish college in 2018.
Anyways, since college I had moved back to my dad's house and also my mom's house. 50/50 time split. My dad is a bit well... I'm frankly rather scared of him. He had quite a lot hanging over me (important papers access to my bank account and car) so I had aimed to just keep him appeased until I graduated and got a steady job. However, an incident happened a bit back which got my mom sickly worried for me and triggered her PTSD to the point where she was briefly hospitalized. She's back at her normal now, so don't worry about that.
After that I resolved to make it feasible for me to safely move out. I made it so he longer had access to my money saved up. I managed to convinced him to transfer the car I've had for 5 years actually into my name, as well that allowed me to change the car insurance to my name. As for papers, it turns out my mom had actually filed for my social security card so that if we ever had to leave we'd have it, and everything else I can figure out a way around.
Anyways, during the past few months I've been working hard on appealing to achieve all this subtly without arousing his suspicion. However, that included being around him a lot more and was added on fear to generally being around him. And a few weeks ago, after an escapade with decorating the Christmas Tree I reached this point where I couldn't handle any more interaction than I was already forcing myself with him to keep him content (and a few others to keep them from voicing concerns to my dad and put a spotlight on my actions.)
I'm just so emotionally spent because I haven't actually had a day to myself for months and I just really can't be talking to people. It's interaction entirely. I'm sparing myself as much as possible because I'm already incredibly stretched with my Dad, and I simply need alone time to recover, but I can't afford another setback. Another setback would cost me another two months here, and frankly while I could manage it I would much rather just push through it to get moved as safely as possible.
At this stage, I've been subtly trying to move all my stuff over. Recently, he saw me take a small box to my car. Which, while that may be fine I really don't want to risk it. As soon as I figure out a day where he'll DEFINITELY be away from the house for a solid 5 hours I'm going to move EVERYTHING I have over, leaving only what I don't care about to ensure the room doesn't look barren so if he looks he won't get mad.
At that stage, I'll finally tell him I'm moving out.
If he gets upset then I'll be fine since all my stuff is over and I can make it to my car then just drive off.
If he is actually accepting of it then I'll stay for a few days to spare hurting his feelings by already having actually moved out by the time I told him.
I'm not sure how he will react, but I'm preparing for the worst case scenario as well as trying to spare hurting his feelings as much as possible if he does happen to be supportive.
Frankly, depending on how he reacts to this is going to determine if I ever come around to see him apart from family gatherings and social necessities. Personally, I want to believe that he won't try to stop me and will allow me to go.
Even if he is fully accepting and supportive though, I still have to move out. I've been scared of what he may do or try and the only thing that'll stop that is actually making sure he has no control over me anymore. This isn’t healthy, and I’ve known that for a while honestly. There’s been countless instances where I decided against something simply because I thought he would get mad at me for doing it even though it was with my own time/money/etc. For example, I still haven’t actually bought Undertale because I know that if he found out I downloaded a game onto my laptop he would get really upset.
So, I think I’ll post another update once I’ve successfully moved over and talked to him just so nobody gets concerned that the situation went South.
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tl;dr (A Summary):
Living with my dad has been terrifying, and after an incident I decided to move out. I’ve managed to make sure he can’t take away my savings my insurance my car or do anything else. I’m moving my stuff over to my mom’s house as soon as I can then I’ll tell him I’m moving out.
If he tries to make me stay then consider me gone, if he’s chill then I’ll come by to see him when I can.
[[ Still on hiatus. This actually doesn't have to do with rp or when I'll come back or anything like that. Stuff has been going on so I'm about to post a status update to sort of explain a bit for people who talk to me through Skype. Recently I went offline on skype and uh, well everything really. I havent been able to talk to people for 2 weeks now. Anyways, this is to say the following update is to let skype people know what's been going on. As well as well anyone else, really.]]
[[ I’m going to make sure my mobile is tuned into this set of blogs so you can message me and I’ll see it as well as I’ll actually see when someone posts about a livestream.
The blogs on here: swaphys, theydeservetolvie,sixfingeredanomaly, swaphysblogs, and then I’m going to transfer my youturnmetron over here at some point, but rn this is it. Message me on any of them and I’ll see it.]]
[[ I’ll provide details later, but due to real life circumstances I am just straight up announcing a hiatus here.This is not a temporary hiatus I will come back from in a month or whatnot. It’s done here, for at least six months and a 50/50 chance of not coming back at all.There MAY be an instance where I do start up this blog again, later, but there’s at least a foreseeable 6 months where I will definitely NOT be on here. If after that time I want to come on here and restart it up and rp with peeps then I will, but as it stands right now it’s not happening.
Ultimately, this means I won’t be on this rp blog at all. I’ll still come to livestreams and similar, but rp blog wise no.
I’m also at theydeservetolive and sixfingeredanomaly. Those are going to go through six months of silence as well, I imagine. Honestly, there’s going to be silence on the 3 rp blogs no matter what for a while from here on, but I’ll be coming back to at least one of them afterwards. Preferably, I’ll come back to all THREE and do a daily/weekly rotation with them since I can’t handle multiple blogs at once. ]]
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Example, if your muse kisses another muse, it is totally fine for you to get on anon and congratulate my muse, or to say that the other muse isn’t right for them. I will answer ic.
So this is my headcanon on monster sex and monster children, in comic form, brought to you by the lovely Harold and Andromeda. Any questions or side theories can be put to my inbox. Thanks to everyone in the stream for finally making me motivated enough to draw it and put it into words! ))
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