Valley Girl

aries sun w libra rising <3

[sweeterrthanhoney]

I don't miss you, or what you made me feel or the person I was when I was with you, I miss what I was before you, what you took from me and what I'm never going to be again.

[love]

[dearlymei]

do it for yourself

[sweeterrthanhoney]

sin rencores porque tus amigos no son tus amigos, y no hay ninguno de ellos que no haya intentado algo conmigo

[sweeterrthanhoney]

que tan vacía tuve que estar para meterme con el hombre que mi amiga amaba después de verla llorar por él

[sweeterrthanhoney]

yo estaba en mi peor momento, y tú nunca habías tenido la atención de una chica tan bonita como yo

[sweeterrthanhoney]

si realmente me conocieras, sabrías que soy el último bocado que dejo en cada comida, todas las estampas que guardé porque nunca supe dónde pegar, la pestaña que me arranco porque se sale de la línea, el abrazo que necesito para dejar de llorar, las canciones que escucho cuando estoy triste, los peluches que abrazo al dormir, el diario que escribía a los 11, la caja de recuerdos que guardo bajo de la cama, la ropa que nunca uso pero tampoco puedo tirar, los zapatos que compro aunque no sean mi talla, el tiempo que tardo en decidir una cosa, el primer cigarro que le robé a mi papá, el lugar que siempre escojo para sentarme a la mesa, las fotos escolares en las que nunca salí, los plásticos que me gusta quitarle a las cosas nuevas, el baño donde comía en la primaria, la primera droga que probé y lo que me llevo a probar todas las demás, la marca que me quedó de varicela, la historia de todas mis cicatrices y el lunar que tengo en mi cadera, que es probablemente, lo único que conoces de mi

[sweeterrthanhoney]

solo regreso a qu(t)í cuando me siento triste

[sweeterrthanhoney]

I’m probably killing a part of me to keep you alive, but I don’t want you to leave bc if you do I would die by fully.

[sweeterrthanhoney]

There’s something about the smell of pumpkin spice latte and the smell of christmas that reminds me of the family I used to have before it broke up.

[sweeterrthanhoney]

I spent half of my life trying to be like you, as beautiful as you, as funny as you, you were always the cool girl, the one who listened to good music, painted her hair and ran away from home at night, always so free, so confident, so fashion, so many clothes, so many bags, so many piercings, so many boys, so many parties, so much alcohol...

I remember putting on your earrings and painting my nails like you when I was 11, I remember all the times we went to the movies and as always you took me to eat my favorite food, I remember the vacations I spent at your house and keep us awake watching horror movies, if I close my eyes I still listen to the music you played in the mornings and I still smell your perfume, I remember the fight you had with my mom but I was too small to understand why she wouldn’t let me see you anymore.

Now you are no longer here, I miss you and what hurts me it’s that what fucked you up was the lifestyle I wanted to lead to be like you.

[sweeterrthanhoney]

Do i look like a glass half full or half empty?

[genevieve-nollinger-deactivated]

[sweeterrthanhoney]

[sweeterrthanhoney]

I fucking ♡ rapture rose

[k-enneagram]

3w4 Guide

The enneagram 3w4 personality is characterized by traits like being ambitious and independent, as well as extroverted, but at the same time seeking beauty and a desire to be unique, along with a tendency to want to create a name for themselves in the world.

These individuals may want to create something significant, or leave behind an amazing legacy, as they are a mix of ambition and the artist or romantic.

The 3w4 personality has the core traits of the enneagram personality type 3, and they may also have the personality traits of type 4, which may make their drive and ambition geared towards accomplishing something great and wanting to be significant.

It is unlikely that the 4 wing would cause their traits to become mellow, instead, the desires that fuel the type 4, which are wanting to be important and make a unique identity, may get fueled by the ambition and achievement-focused attitude of type 3.

The 3w4 will be more focused, and serious in their behavior than the typical type 3 or the other variant, 3w2.

3w2 is also likely to be very career-oriented and may be more introverted than pure 3 or 3w2.

Most of their identity is in their work and they may be very task-focused.

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