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[knightatem]

The Farmer 🌻

[sweetlovingearl]

I don't know why it's not saying that I answered, but I did ages ago, so just letting you know.

[knightatem]

The Farmer 🌻

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel had to advert his eyes when Sebastian started stripping and he could feel his face burning. A part of him had known he’d have to take his clothes off to sleep comfortably, but it didn’t really register until the fact. He took slow breaths to slow his racing heart and force the heat from his face to dissipate as much as he could the man would join him in bed. Oh... He’d be sharing his bed with someone for the first time in years. Someone who wasn’t his father. The last time he’s done something like this was years ago, when he was quite young and still afraid of the dark. How was he supposed to do this? Was he supposed to keep space between them? Or would he be able to cuddle up against him?  That question was answered for him when Sebastian slid under the blankets with him and pulled him close. All the effort he took to get rid of his flush was for nothing because as soon as he got close, it was back in full force. He was so warm... Ciel was certain that his hands must be freezing in comparison, but that didn’t stop him from cuddling close and letting out a soft sigh of content unconsciously.  “There’s nothing to thank me for. I’m happy that you’re here.” He would never have complained before, but it got lonely sometimes when his father was gone all night. He knew he was busy though, knew that he was working hard, 

[knightatem]

The Farmer 🌻

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel felt like he was floating on cloud-nine, having had the most amazing day. It had seemed is whole life just seemed to blur together, days being the same again and again with the occasional visit from his doctor. It was safe, comforting in its repetitiveness, but overall, it just made him long for more. Long for adventure and exploration into the world beyond his yard. He didn’t see it happening any time soon, if even at all. Medicine for his condition was expensive, and he knew his father couldn’t afford it all the time, which is why he was so confined to the house. He knew there was money set aside to get him into a hospital for a more permanent solution to the problem, so he could finally live his life to the fullest. It was a slow building fund though, and there was nowhere near enough saved up just yet. He let out a soft sigh as he settled down onto his bed, content after giving Sebastian a little wave goodnight. A warm, pleasant feeling twisted in his stomach as he closed his eyes, planning on going through the events of the day once more before drifting off to sleep. But before he could get started, there was a knock on his window and his eyes flew open. How…? There was no way anyone could get to his window, his father had made sure of that when he had been born, and he cautiously got out of bed. He hesitated a moment before pulling back the curtain, eyes widening at the sight of Sebastian. How had he done that? He pulled open the window to let him in, not wanting to stall and end up having him fall.  “Are you okay? Did you need something?” What could have prompted him to climb up the side of the building?

[knightatem]

Sebastian immediately climbed into the room with little effort- not a single grunt had drug from his lips.

Perfectly sculpted slabs of muscle rippled and flexed as he pulled himself up and inside. His eyes darkened as he finally laid eyes on Ciel- Ciel, and his small, delicate, perfect form.

The curtains rippled from the light breeze of the open window, and without closing it, he approached Ciel, and caged him to the wall.

He lowered his head, bangs shifting into his face, lips parting as he let out a soft breath.

“I had to see you.” He whispered quietly.

He’d seen him ten minutes ago. He’d seen him, had exchanged ‘good-night’s, and yet…

Yet he was terrified of losing him. So sickly, so unwell- Ciel, so fragile…

He painstakingly, slowly, aligned their lips, and kissed him. His tongue filled the other’s mouth, suckling his sweet muscle because god- his flavor…

This was the first time he’d truly kissed him this deeply, but he couldn’t stop himself.

His knee shifted between Ciel’s pale thighs, spreading them just to get closer.

His palms slipped behind him, cupping the small of his back, urging him even closer. He pressed their bodies flush against one another.

“I needed to see you… I want to lay down with you…” he whispered onto his lips.

He withdrew from that deep kiss, his lips skimming down his jaw, his throat. He felt Ciel’s legs wobble, become weak, and he wondered, briefly, if he did something wrong.

“Please- I want to hold you…” he murmured softly, wrapping his arms around the smaller in a firm hug.

“Your father won’t be back tonight- I think sometime tomorrow morning, since it’s Monday…” he murmured. “May I? Stay? My stomach gets nervous and I can’t sleep- and all I can do is stare at your window…” he whispered hastily over his skin, lightly trailing kisses over his shoulder.

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel’s relief at Sebastian not falling from the window ledge was quickly transformed into nerves as he was backed against the wall and his heart started pounding. They’ve been close plenty of times throughout the day, but this time seemed different, more intimate with very little light in the room. His arms had come up automatically without thought to try and keep a little space between them, but then he was being kissed, and oh, his mind went blank. Fingers twitched before he moved his hands to rest on the man’s shoulders, just holding on lightly.  His heart was racing, stomach fluttering pleasantly with each passing second, and it didn’t take long before he was feeling a little light-headed. He was breathless by the time Sebastian pulled back from the kiss and it took him a few seconds to get his mind back in working order.  “I... I would like that..” He hasn’t slept in the same bed as another person for years, and the last time was with his father. Just the thought of this new experience sent a thrill through him. Being able to be wrapped in Sebastian’s strong arms was just an added bonus.

[knightatem]

The Farmer 🌻

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel felt like he was floating on cloud-nine, having had the most amazing day. It had seemed is whole life just seemed to blur together, days being the same again and again with the occasional visit from his doctor. It was safe, comforting in its repetitiveness, but overall, it just made him long for more. Long for adventure and exploration into the world beyond his yard. He didn’t see it happening any time soon, if even at all. Medicine for his condition was expensive, and he knew his father couldn’t afford it all the time, which is why he was so confined to the house. He knew there was money set aside to get him into a hospital for a more permanent solution to the problem, so he could finally live his life to the fullest. It was a slow building fund though, and there was nowhere near enough saved up just yet. He let out a soft sigh as he settled down onto his bed, content after giving Sebastian a little wave goodnight. A warm, pleasant feeling twisted in his stomach as he closed his eyes, planning on going through the events of the day once more before drifting off to sleep. But before he could get started, there was a knock on his window and his eyes flew open. How...? There was no way anyone could get to his window, his father had made sure of that when he had been born, and he cautiously got out of bed. He hesitated a moment before pulling back the curtain, eyes widening at the sight of Sebastian. How had he done that? He pulled open the window to let him in, not wanting to stall and end up having him fall.  “Are you okay? Did you need something?” What could have prompted him to climb up the side of the building?

[sweetlovingearl]

This blog has been kind of dead for awhile, I know, but I'm wanting to get back into roleplaying on it, so if anyone is interested, hmu. I'm pretty open to most plots and pairings, so I'm sure we can work something out.

[memes-for-the-rper]

Not-doing-too-good sentence starters

“Whoa, are you okay?”

“You took that hit pretty hard…”

“Don’t stand up yet.”

“That definitely looks broken…”

“Walk it off.”

“How are you feeling?”

“When was the last time you slept?”

“You look like shit.”

“Have you been eating enough?”

“Here, let me help you.”

“Why are you limping?”

“You’re really pale…”

“Did you just go throw up?”

“Why aren’t you eating?”

“______? You’re bleeding…really bad.”

“That looks infected.”

“Why didn’t you tell me earlier?!”

“I told you you’d get sick.”

“How many fingers am I holding up?”

“Wake up–you were hyperventilating, are you okay?”

“It was just a dream, you’re alright.”

“Look at me–you’re safe.”

“Take a deep breath.”

“Are you bleeding?!”

“How’d you get a bruise like that?”

“What happened?”

“Let me help you!”

“Can you hear me?”

“You hit your head pretty hard.”

“Don’t move.”

“I know it hurts, I’m sorry.”

“Breathe.”

[knightatem]

The Farmer 🌻

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel’s heart thudded in his chest, a faint flush spreading across his cheeks as a warm flustered feeling twisted in his stomach. He wanted, more than anything, to be able to spend all day with Sebastian, to stay here in his arms and just soak up being with him, but he knew that wouldn’t happen, probably not any time soon. Not while he was still sick, not when he was stuck on only having an hour of freedom a day. Not to mention this was the most interaction he’s had with another person who wasn’t his father or a doctor in such a long time.. It’s a nice change, refreshing to spend this time with Sebastian. “I don’t mind waiting up for you.. I would sleep better if I could get the chance to say goodnight.” If Sebastian was going to be climbing up in the morning anyway, then there was no reason why he could do it tonight as well. His father would be in bed early, if he even came back tonight, so there was no chance of getting caught. And if Sebastian was going to come to him... Then he’d just have to sneak out and go to him instead. “I want... to spend as much together as we can... if you’ll let me.” Who knew what would happen in the future, who knew if they’d be together for much longer. Anything could happen and he would rather not think about the future just now.

[knightatem]

Blind Date 🌹

[knightatem]

Sebastian flashed him a grateful glance, shoulders relaxing.

He grinned. “Lead the way.” He said softly, gesturing to the outdoors. “If we need to go somewhere, I can call Angus and have him pick us up.” He offered, pulling out his phone.

Though he tried to remain subtle of the hum between their bodies, he found himself drifting and walking closer. Hands bumped, shoulders touched, and their words were exchanged quietly the closer they became.

“I apologize for all of this,” he said softly. “Claude tricked me into coming- business and all that- but this is fine. I’m glad I met you.” He said warmly. “Besides, I didn’t really want to hang around them, anyway. They’re… Weird together.” He laughed lightly.

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel was acutely aware of just how close Sebastian was to him, could feel the other man’s warmth with each brush of their shoulder, with each touch of their hands. He had the strong desire to close that distance between them, to grab his hand and just soak up that warmth. They just met though, were still relatively strangers and that would be more than inappropriate.  “I’m glad I met you too. Hannah dragged me along, wouldn’t listen to anything I said otherwise, but I’m glad she did. I was sure I was going to have to sit through two hours of uncomfortable small talk, but I’m enjoying myself.” The small little cafe he was leading them to was just a couple strets over, and they were approaching it quickly. It wouldn’t be to crowded at this time of night, for which he was grateful, and the regulars there would surely give Sebastian some space. They weren’t ones to pry after all, so they would be able to have a nice chat and enjoy a slice of cake as well in peace.

[knightatem]

Blind Date 🌹

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel only looked up when he heard Hannah greeted her boyfriend. His gaze drifted to Claude, only barely registering him before his attention was stolen from by the man standing beside him. He was breathtakingly beautiful and his forgot how to breath for just a moment. This couldn’t have been on purpose.. Hannah didn’t know he was into guys, it wasn’t something he really talked about, so it had to be an accident. But oh what a lovely accident this was. It took a moment for his brain to kickstart again, and it was then that he noticed the cameras and the chattering girls. He knew who this man was even before he said his name, knew his face from the books that Elizabeth loved to read and he could already see her jealous face when he let her know he met her favorite author. He licked his lips unconsciously as he stood from his seat, a hand raising without hesitation to take the man’s hand and giving it a little shake. “Ciel Phantomhive… It’s nice to meet you.” Sebastian’s hand was warm, pleasant tingles shooting up his arm in a way he wasn’t used to, and it took all his concentration not to say something embarrassing, not to flush or do something equally as embarrassing. But because he was so focused on that, it made it easier to block out the cameras around them.

[knightatem]

Sebastian lingered more than he should have in the handshake, and took a seat to join him.

Claude and Hannah continued arguing, both standing, but Sebastian paid them no mind. They weren’t important. The flashing cameras weren’t important, either. But they were annoying.

The second he opened his mouth to speak, someone stepped forth, got in his face, and began demanding answers to his questions.

He waved him off even though others stepped in to join him.

“I’m not hungry, are you?” He tried to tell Ciel.

Words overlapped his own, and before he realized it, he was surrounded by cameras and people- heated, irritated questions about his last release.

This was exactly why he hated going out in public.

He stood abruptly, chair grating against the floor with a harsh metallic scrape.

He took Ciel’s hand, waving at the camera people, and hurriedly pointing at Claude.

“IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS ASK HIM. HE KNOWS A LOT ABOUT WHAT I DO AND WHY. GO BUG HIM.” He said, voice raised in irritation.

He smacked the restaurant door open, and dragged Ciel out.

The cameras stopped. No one followed. The voices quelled.

Sebastian sighed softly in relief, breath warming the surrounding air in a sort of fog.

“I’m sorry. I hate that. Let’s talk out here. Maybe get something from the gas station or whatever…” He said softly.

But as he relaxed, he realized his hand was still in his.

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel could feel some of his nerves ease as Sebastian sat down, even if the nervous anticipation was still strong in his stomach. Even if this wasn’t an actual date like he thought it was going to be, this was still an amazing opportunity that has been presented to him. It wasn’t very often that he got to meet someone famous like this. What should he do? What should he say? Surely he was going to end up embarrassing himself if he wasn’t careful. He could do without all the flashing cameras though, and he couldn’t help but frown when the crowd that had gathered started bombarding Sebastian with questions. How rude could they be? He was about to say something when he was pulled from the building and his heart skipped in his chest at the sudden contact. Sebastian’s hand was warm... No, don’t be weird. The chance of him embarrassing himself was higher now that they were alone, and he needed to stay calm. He wanted the chance to talk to him again later after all and he wasn’t going to ruin it now. He nodded once, slowly, regretfully, pulling his hand back, missing the contact immediately. “That would be fine.. Or if you want, I know a place that’ll be a lot quieter to eat and you won’t have crazy fans jumping at you.”

[knightatem]

Blind Date 🌹

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel only looked up when he heard Hannah greeted her boyfriend. His gaze drifted to Claude, only barely registering him before his attention was stolen from by the man standing beside him. He was breathtakingly beautiful and his forgot how to breath for just a moment. This couldn’t have been on purpose.. Hannah didn’t know he was into guys, it wasn’t something he really talked about, so it had to be an accident. But oh what a lovely accident this was. It took a moment for his brain to kickstart again, and it was then that he noticed the cameras and the chattering girls. He knew who this man was even before he said his name, knew his face from the books that Elizabeth loved to read and he could already see her jealous face when he let her know he met her favorite author. He licked his lips unconsciously as he stood from his seat, a hand raising without hesitation to take the man’s hand and giving it a little shake. “Ciel Phantomhive... It’s nice to meet you.” Sebastian’s hand was warm, pleasant tingles shooting up his arm in a way he wasn’t used to, and it took all his concentration not to say something embarrassing, not to flush or do something equally as embarrassing. But because he was so focused on that, it made it easier to block out the cameras around them.

[knightatem]

Blind Date 🌹

“Come on- it’ll be fine.”

“You literally shoved me out the door before even asking me!”

“You guys will be fine- you’ll be so cute together! I just know that whoever Hannah is bringing will be the best fit for you! The way she explained the girl to me made it sound like just your type.”

Sebastian Michaelis, dressed in a tuxedo and tie, accompanied his best friend, Claude Faustus, who was also dressed nicely, to a dinner date the man’s girlfriend. Somehow the two had gotten it in their heads that they needed to invite two of their friends- two people who, apparently, were by their definitions ‘lonely and desperate.’

Sebastian was perfectly fine being by himself- he had a house filled to the brim with books- he was a famous writer, after all, but apparently being married to his work wasn’t okay for Claude, and he’d drug him from the house anyway.

“You told me we were going to a book signing at the local theater.”

Claude shrugged with a laugh. “Chill out- like I’ve said a million times already- you’ll be /fine/.” He pressed, steering the car into the parking lot.

Sebastian grimaced at the size of the restaurant. It was mansion-like; of course, it didn’t compare to his mammoth of a house, but it was beautiful nonetheless. Though a rich man with good taste in fashion, food, and any other department, this was pretty fancy. He had to wonder if he was expected to pay the bill on this one- or if Hannah or Claude were going to take it up.

“I think you’ll like Hannah’s friend. I hear she’s an avid reader like you.”

Sebastian rolled his eyes, and leaned back. He never went out like this- didn’t really want to. He was too busy writing to be involved in a commitment, and he was gay, besides. Not that Claude knew that- but still…

He doubted this would end well for this poor girl.

“What’s her name?” He mumbled grumpily, crossing his arms. “She’ll probably recognize me from the cover of ‘Sins and Things’ since the damn photographer chose to make my face the fucking cover. Oh! But let’s not forget-” he added, more as a jibe than anything, “-‘The Tears of Maidens’, 'Stardust Rain’ and 'A Crimson Moonlight’ all have my face on the back, too, just in case you forgot who wrote them.”

Claude’s eyebrow rose, clearly not having any of the attitude.

“One night- please? Hannah wanted to meet you, too. She knows who you are, but I think she’d appreciate you in person. You get along really well with a lot of people.”

“Yeah, If I’m not mobbed and beaten to death first.” Sebastian retorted dryly. 'The Fallout’- the one I just published three months ago- didn’t exactly end happy. People will attack me for it.“

Claude killed the engine, and stepped out of the vehicle.

“You’ll be fine. Stop whining. It’ll only be for two or three hours. Enjoy yourself for a little while. It’s not like you have to kiss Hannah’s friend or anything. If you don’t like her, don’t call her.” Claude reasoned.

Sebastian hissed menacingly, but took a moment once he was alone in the car to collect himself.

Just two to three hours… He could handle that. He had to. Claude was his only friend, and if they had a disagreement, he’d get stuck for a long while.

He pulled out that trophy smile, breathed deeply, spritzed a little more of his favorite musky cologne on, and then stepped from the vehicle.

Claude immediately locked the car, and turned.

“Ready? Hannah and her friend are already inside.”

Sebastian closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and smiled. “As ready as I’ll ever be.” He responded coolly.

Ready, sure, but nervous, too. It’d been years since he’d last gone out like this. He prayed that Hannah and the friend that she had brought wouldn’t sense that he was gay- if they did… A storm would surely let loose over his life.

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[knightatem]

@sweetlovingearl

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel fidgeted nervously as he followed Hannah into the rather expensive looking restaurant. He had tried to get out of this, had made excuses, done everything in his power to get out of this surely to be embarrassing situation. He didn’t like being put on the spot like this, and he already knew he’d do something to embarrass himself. “Stop that!” Hannah scolded, slapping away Ciel’s hands were he was fixing his tie for the upteenth time. “You look fine! You keep fidgeting like that, then you’re going to ruin the whole look.” She didn’t spend dragging him from store to store all day just for him to ruin all her hard work just because he was feeling nervous. They had been friends for the last two years now, even if it started a little begrudgingly. They worked together, and she had taken Ciel under her wing, and she looked at him as if he was her little brother. And since she thought of him that way, she’s been trying to set him up for the last several months, all ending rather awkwardly. But this time was sure to succeed. Claude assured her that he had the perfect girl in mind, so she was going to do everything she could to make sure this goes smoothly. She led them to their reserved table, and she had to bat at Ciel’s hand again before she took her seat. Claude was due to arrive any moment now and she kept an eye on the door, perking up when she saw his familiar face making his way towards her. Her gaze drifted behind him to see what girl he had brought, and she blinked, confusion pulling her mouth down as she seen a man.  It only took her a second to recognize the man though and while she was thrilled to finally meet the author of her favorite books, she knew this was going to be awkward regardless. She glanced back at Ciel, who was resolutely staring at his plate, fingers twisting in his napkin at his nervousness. She didn’t know how to break it to him that he wasn’t going to meet a new girl, but they were getting closer, so he’d find out soon enough.

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nsfw starters; fifty reasons to have sex

send a number for a drabble/starter. they are sorted into categories ;

 CATEGORY ONE; general

‘i can’t sleep’ sex

‘make up’ sex

‘break up’ sex

‘revenge’ sex

‘rebound’ sex

‘i’m bored’ sex

‘curiosity’ sex

‘first time’ sex

‘homecoming/prom night’ sex

‘hotel room’ sex

‘distraction’ sex

‘the condoms are about to expire’ sex

‘anniversary’ sex

‘snuck out of the house to hook-up’ sex

‘post-argument’ sex

‘we’re drunk and horny’ sex

‘comfort’ sex

‘walked in on while naked’ sex

‘to change the subject’ sex

CATEGORY TWO; risky/kinky/strangers

‘i need a place to crash’ sex

‘your friend just told you about a new position’ sex

‘the elevator broke down’ sex

‘end of the world/the world is in chaos’ sex

‘i can’t believe we survived’ sex

‘i caught you masturbating’ sex

‘you caught me masturbating’ sex

‘crotchless underwear is a thing’ sex

‘i’m/your pregnant and horny’ sex

‘we’re in a public place and i just spent the last half hour making you ridiculously aroused’ sex

‘you’re my teacher and i finally seduced you’ sex

‘i’m your teacher and i can’t believe your my student’ sex

‘best friend’s younger sibling who suddenly got hot’ sex

‘i saw a cool scene in a porno and i want to reenact it’ sex

CATEGORY THREE; cheating/assumed cheating

‘everyone thinks we’re banging, so we might as well just do it’ sex

‘we’ve been friends-with-benefits for a long time, and now that one of us is in a relationship, are we going to stop?’ sex

‘randomly hooked up one night and the next monday you walk into my work and i discover that my favourite colleague is actually your husband/wife’ sex

‘one or both of us is in a relationship, but we can’t help it’ sex

‘we’ve both been cheated on by our respective partners, so fuck it’ sex

CATEGORY FOUR; established relationships

‘we just got engaged’ sex

‘i thought you were dead, but you’re not and i can’t believe it’ sex

‘we were childhood sweethearts, and we haven’t seen each other in years’ sex

‘i need to lose my virginity and you’re the only person i want to lose it to’ sex

‘you just walked into my office for a job as my secretary/assistant and we haven’t seen each other in years, but sexual tension is a thing’ sex

‘our families hate each other for (insert reason here) but that doesn’t matter to us’ sex

‘we’re in a dysfunctional, toxic relationship but i still love you more than anything in this world’ sex

CATEGORY FIVE; lgbti+

‘my girlfriend left me with blue balls, and you’re her brother and i’m pretty sure i’m not gay but lets go for it’ sex

‘we pretended to be lesbian lovers to get a creepy guy to stop hitting on us, so we kissed to complete the charade and we both kind of liked it, so…?’ sex

‘you’re my room mate and you’re really hot, but we’re both guys/girls and this is new to me’ sex

‘i’m gay and you’re curious and you asked me to show you what it’s like’ sex

‘you’re gay and i’m curious and i asked you to show me what it’s like’ sex

[knightatem]

The Farmer 🌻

[knightatem]

“Of course it was special.” Sebastian smiled, finishing the other half of his sandwich quickly and wiping his hand and mouth on a napkin.

“You made all of this with me in mind didn’t you? You thought about how much to make, and you thought about which meat to use, too. Even the blanket- you picked that out, too.” He smiled. “You did this for me- for us- and that’s what makes it special.”

He crawled over to Ciel, and encouraged him into his lap.

“Thank you- for all of this.” He whispered. “I didn’t expect it, and it means the world to me that you thought to do it.”

He kissed his cheek and held him close and smelled him. He rocked back and forth lightly, holding him.

“I’d love to spend more time with you, but you probably need to go back inside, huh.” He whispered softly, smiling despite how sad that made him.

“If I finish transferring the animals to this barn and cleaning out the other, will You wait for me so that I can kiss you goodnight? I’m afraid it’ll take me the rest of the day to clean the other barn.” He murmured. “Ah- if it gets too late though, don’t worry about it. A good-morning will always work, too, for tomorrow.” He murmured.

He pressed his face into his neck and hummed softly. He kissed his neck, and closed his eyes.

He could totally sleep like this, but he knew better than to test that theory.

Linking their fingers, Ciel was held to his chest like a porcelain doll. He was reminded, through Ciel’s frailty, why he’d been saving money for the past… However long he’d been working for Vincent.

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Ciel wrapped an arm around Sebastian’s shoulders, shifting slightly to get into a more comfortable position in the man’s lap. This was nice, warm, and he felt safe and secure in his arms. It was a nice feeling, and a sense of contentment twisted in his stomach. “I don’t mind staying up for you. I want to see you before I go to sleep.” He wouldn’t be able to sleep otherwise, if he couldn’t see him just one last time. It’d be easy enough to wait until his father was asleep, so he wasn’t worried about getting caught. He absentmindedly trailed his fingers through the hair on the back of Sebastian’s neck, nuzzling up against the man’s neck and letting out a soft sigh in content. “I want to see you in the morning as well.. If I can..” He wanted to spend all day with the man, but he knew that wasn’t an option, so he wanted to get what he could, when he could.

[knightatem]

The Farmer 🌻

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Sebastian smiled widely, and he pulled himself over to the younger.

Cupping his jaw, he kissed him.

“You’re amazing… Thank you so much for all of this. You must have spent a lot of time on this for me… Thank you.”

He kissed him again, sweetly, and hugged him lightly.

When he shifted back, he took another half of a sandwich. His eyes were light with amazement. How good it all was- it was indescribable.

He grabbed his hand, lacing their fingers as he ate. He let out a soft, contented sigh, not realizing just how hungry he was. His eyes closed only for a moment, and he smiled.

[sweetlovingearl]

A pleased flushed spread across Ciel’s face and he couldn’t help but smile softly. It warmed him greatly to see just how happy something so simple had made Sebastian, and he wanted to do anything he could to keep him from feeling like this. Even if it was making him small treats throughout the day, or spending his allotted hour outside with him, he was more than happy to do it. “It really wasn’t anything special.” He said, softly, dismissing any sort of praise even if it made him feel happy. “If there’s anything you want though, all you have to do is ask. I’d be happy to make it for you.” 

[knightatem]

The Farmer 🌻

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel smiled softly when Sebastian joined him on the blanket, and he scooted a little closer, pleased that he hadn’t had to push for him to join him. As much as he’d like to think he wouldn’t, he wanted to be close to the man and he wanted him to feel relaxed while they enjoyed their time together. “You can eat as much as you want you know.” he said, grabbing the bottle of juice and pouring himself a cup and taking a sip. He carefully set it to the side before picking up one of the sandwiches, It was made with chicken, lettuce and a slice of tomato, just how he liked it, and he didn’t hesitate to take a bite.

[knightatem]

Sebastian watched Ciel carefully, staring at him for the longest time, before he pulled back a little, and glanced over the plate.

He blinked a few times, never having seen so many sandwiches on a single plate before.

He licked his lips, and, with another glance at Ciel, took a half of a sandwich.

He glanced over it, and then imitated Ciel, taking a small bite.

…

Instantly his eyes widened, practically sparkling as the rest of his face lit up. Never in his life had he tasted anything so /good/!

He grinned from ear to ear, and thanked Ciel profusely for the food as he continued to eat it- though careful to keep in pace with how slow Ciel was eating his own food.

Eating this slowly reminded him of how hungry he’d gotten. It’d been a rough few days, and he’d gone a while without food, but he did have some stored away when Vincent brought him soup. Mainly the crackers were stored, but he ate when he deemed appropriate to survive.

Before he knew it, he was licking his lips and his fingers, and asking if having another half was alright.

He reached behind him to take a small sip of his water, and then swiveled back with renewed excitement. Having food like this- it was so different.

Who knew food could taste this good?

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel blinked, smiling as he watched Sebastian’s face lit up at just a small, simple thing. Had his father not been feeding him appropriately? There was plenty of food in the fridge, so why did it seem like he was practically starving for something decent? He’d have to talk to Vincent about it when he got home. He picked up another sandwich and pushed the plate closer to Sebastian, a small smile on his face. “You can have as much as you want. You don’t have to ask for it.” He’d give him all there was to offer here if it would make him happy. There was a lot of sides as well, and plenty of juice for the both him them and he was more than happy to share.

[sweetlovingearl]

Tease Me

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel’s heart was thudding in his chest, want and a need to just pull Sebastian into the back and be completely alone with him. But he was still working, he still had an hour before the club shut down, and he couldn’t get away with it on his first day here. He wasn’t going to risk losing the job after all, where he wouldn’t be able to tease this man any more. “I’m here all week.” He promised quietly, already thinking of what he could do next to tease him. More touching could work.. A change of outfit would be good too. Oh yes.. This will definitely be fun. “Maybe next time, we can make the dance a little more... private.” Just the thought of being alone, being able to touch, maybe more, made want twit in his stomach. He was glad for the tight briefs he was required to wear, as it hide any sort of arousal. It wouldn’t do for someone to get the wrong idea and think it okay to touch him.

[sweetlovingearl]

Tease Me

[knightatem]

Sebastian swore he was fine. He got off, handed out and made drinks like nobody’s business. He was a master. Or at least he was until he was forced to stop- both by the sight of Ciel and the sudden, sharp decline in drinks. And customers.

He labeled himself as a professional. As a sophisticated man who set standards, goals, and had a large reputation for not only getting what he wanted, but also for being a scary individual who tolerated next to nothing. No excuses, and no bullshit. His motto- yet surprisingly, though dark and demeanor, that bit, along with his pride, left him when be found himself drooling while he watched Ciel dance.

It was like a fantasy- he’d dreamed of something like this once- a faceless individual wearing a school uniform like the one he wore now…

And god did it press his hot button.

He wasn’t normally a man associated with the words ‘loving’ and ‘kind’, but this moment changed too much too suddenly.

He threw down his towel as a whoop of laughter escaped Bardroy, and he punched him. Just in his shoulder, but it was hard enough to cause both pain and get his message across.

Angrily he stomped over to the stage, yelling that he was done for the night over the music, and shoved past people.

when he got close, however…

Everything changed. His world flipped upside down. Everything he ever knew- everything he ever thought he knew- especially where another person was concerned, changed completely.

He licked his lips, smiling like the pervert he found himself to be. He couldn’t help it. He pulled out a twenty from his back pocket, and shoved it- quickly- down the front of Ciel’s pants.

God was he sexy. That uniform brought all his sinful fantasies to light, and all he wanted to do in that moment was to fuck him senseless.

The song was nearing its end, and he hardly recognized, too absorbed into his dance to realize.

God he wanted him.

His hand reached up, clasping the necklace. He fondled it for a moment, watching those tempting, swaying hips.

His thumb grazed the surface of the cross, and he breathed deeply. As Ciel stepped off the stage, he let go of it, and tucked it back in.

He had to remember. He had to be careful.

Somehow, though, it felt like…

Like Ciel would be the exception.

This time he didn’t follow Ciel back. He wouldn’t have to. If he waited, he’d come to /him/.

He crossed his arms, and shuffled a few steps back. He grabbed a table near the front, and sat down.

…

What he didn’t account for, though, was the unnecessary attention- both from the other women on stage who stepped down to paw at him, and the other women- customers- who tried so desperately to strike up a conversation.

[sweetlovingearl]

Ciel’s heart was racing as he stepped back into his room, a grin pulling at his lips. That had to have been one of his best performances to date and he was thrilled at the looks he had been receiving. It was a good feeling, to know how the men and even some woman wanted him, wanted to touch him, and it was great to know that they couldn’t without paying the price. The only man he wanted to touch him though was Sebastian. Was he going to come back to the room again? He poked his head out to look out into the hallway, frowning slightly when it was empty. It wasn’t like Ciel could go hunt him down. He was underage, and wasn’t technically supposed to go out in the main room when he wasn’t performing. But… He pulled the 20 he received from Sebastian. A thoughtful grin formed and he put the money aside before slipping back into the main room. He had technically been paid for for at least 20 minutes, which would allow him to go out without trouble. There was still a rather large crowd, and it took him a few minutes to hunt his target down, while dodging hands and inappropriate offers, keeping a pleasant smile on his face as he approached Sebastian, trying not to frown at the girls who had surrounded him. That won’t do at all. Being as small as he was, it was easy for him to wiggle in closer and he ran his fingers up along Sebastian’s arm, leaning in to talk softly into his ear. “So you paid for a personal dance.. Do you want it now or later?”

[knightatem]

Sebastian was more than annoyed. He was irritated.

If it were possible, his ears would be red, and steam would burst forth from his ear canal. But it wasn’t so. He waved the women off angrily, trying to be alone- the strippers on stage were all, particularly, interested in him. It was the very first time he’d sat down to watch- it was the first time he’d even shown a slight interest- and they took full advantage of it.

Sebastian hated it. Hated it, until one particular touch- one he was unfamiliar, yet extremely heightened to, grazed his arm.

His lips, frowned and down turned, immediately raised and parted in a smile.

His attention immediately directed toward Ciel. Grinning, knowing he was right, his legs parted a little, and he leaned back a little in his chair.

The strippers paused their dancing when they realized another had stolen his attention, and rude, angry gazes flashed Ciel’s way.

“Well, well, well.” He purred. “Did I pay? I don’t recall specifically asking for one.” He teased.

His fingers gripped at the arm of the chair, and his arms flexed, trying to resist the urge to return the touch. Everything was going according to plan.

He licked his lips.

“Dance? Wouldn’t that be private? More for, I don’t know, /me/?” He whispered. “I was on my way out- I clocked off about ten minutes ago; I didn’t want to miss your show… There is no later.” He purred.

“If you wish to fulfill, then please do.” He smirked, blatantly eyeing the boy up and down.

[sweetlovingearl]

Sebastian didn’t technically pay officially, the twenty he had given no where near enough for an actual private dance, but it was enough for a public one and he was only so happy to oblige. The corner of his mouth quirked up and he gave the lingering girls around them a look to get them to back off, which they did so begrudgingly. Ciel was still wearing his uniform from his last dance, the top few buttons undone, and he didn’t hesitate to dive into his dance. Hips were swaying, fingers lightly teasing along Sebastian’s shoulders and chest as he moved around him. He wasn’t suppose to allow the client to touch him though, despite how much he wanted to, he had to make sure to follow that rule. If he let Sebastian touch, then the next guy will want to touch, and he just wasn’t okay with that. But he did get close to him, teasing against him with just the barest of touches and stepping away when it looked like he was going to reach out. He could feel eyes on him, which he completely reveled in, and he put a little extra swing in his hips during the last half of his dance. But before he knew it, time was up and he was stepping back completely before he gave in to temptation and just hopped on the man’s lap.