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Nakakamiss. sobra.

Yung tipong naiiyak ako habang tinatype ko'to. kasi namimiss ko yung mga kaibigan ko dito. Yung madalas ko makasama sa meet up at makausap dito. Oo. tang ina! nakakamiss nga ng sobra. I've been blogging since October 06, 2010 pero sobrang inactive ko na kaya malamang most of my friends here don't recognise me anymore or most of them deactivated? I don't know. I know some of them are busy, working, studying and still blogging. hahaha :) haay. I lost contact simula nung ninakaw yung cellphone ko T.T nakakaiyak kasi di kona sila nakakatext . Nagcoconfe pa nga dati eh tapos kakanta ako tapos tatawa sila. hahahaha! Tapos may mga biglaang meetup din :( Medyo mahirap isa-isahin pero kung nababasa nila to. IMISSYOU! :* <3

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I don't know why it has been so easy for me to forget everything and to turn my back to those things I loved for you but its been hard for you to do anything for me.

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Kamusta ka Mariel? Miss ka na namin ni Daph hehe

hi angeloooo! miss ko nadin kayoo :(( hihi :3 ninong at ninang kayo ng magiging baby ko ah? hahaha :D

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I hope that you catch me cause I'm already falling.

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uyyy! :))

hello pooo ^^,

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Yeeeeeeeng mishu haha jeng to :D

jeeeeeng hahaha xD miss kona kayoooo :(( hirap pala magtumblr sa cp? xD

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I really like the flying hearts .

hi. goodmorning?

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I should have told you I wasn’t happy without you. I should have told you I need you. I should have hold you tight while you were there.I should have turned to look back at you. I should have said I love you too. Maybe if I was brave enough that time, I still have you.

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THANK YOU! GANDA NAMAN NG NAGFOLLOW

awww :3 :)) you're welcome. haven't updated this for long but I hope we can be friends haha :)

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Goodeveninggg :')

hi :)) goodeveninggggg 

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Nakaka tangina :D

nakakamiss mag blog at saka pumunta ng mga meet ups kaso di ko alam kung may kakilala pa ako dito. nakakamiss din kase yung mga naging friends ko dito.well ayun. ge

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Don't wake up for any other reason. Live.

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She stopped caring.

She finally realize her worth. She’s already tired of everything especially to the people who made her feel unworthy and useless. She used to care about people but nobody’s there to listen and no one even gave a single damn about her. Even the people whom she expected to care, made her feel even worse as if she doesn’t deserve anyone’s attention and love. They made her feel a complete trash and didn’t even made her feel important. They made her feel that she didn’t exist in the first place as if she was invisible and just another waste of time. They didn’t even appreciate all the things she has done to them, instead they tossed her and threw her in the middle of nowhere. She tried her best for the people to notice her, to let them know that she exists and she deserves to be treated right and to be loved. She tried her best to make them feel that she’s important and she’s worthy. She just wanted someone who will listen to her and will never let her down but no one’s willing to become that kind of person she was looking for. For her, that person doesn’t really exists. She’s already tired and that made her realized to stopped caring. She needs to stop. It’s getting viral and if she’ll continue it, she’s afraid that she can’t find her way to escape. She realized her worth and a lot of things. She doesn’t even care if she’s alone and if the world suddenly crash down right before her very eyes. She stopped hoping that one day, she will meet someone who would appreciate her entire existence and who would make her feel that she is worthy of everything. She doesn’t care anymore if no one’s willing to be her for her. She doesn’t even want anyone to stay beside her. She doesn’t care anymore about the people she used to care. All she wants right now is to disappear without a trace and just leave this world because no one’s gonna notice her absence anyway.

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This Is How You Lose Her - (Complete)

You lose her when you forget to remember the little things that mean the world to her; the sincerity in a stranger’s voice during a trip to the grocery store, the delight of finding something lost or forgotten, like a sticker from when she was five, the selflessness of a child giving a part of his meal to another, the scent of new books in the store, the surprise, short but honest notes she stuck in her journal, and others you could only see if you look closely.

You must remember when she forgets.

You lose her when you don’t notice that she notices everything about you; your use of the proper punctuation that tells her continuation rather than finality, your silence when you’re about to ask a question but you think anything you’re about to say to her would be silly, your mindless humming when it’s too quiet, your handwriting when you sign your name in blank sheets of paper, your muted laughter when you are trying to be polite, and more and more of what you are, which you don’t even know about yourself, because she pays attention.

She remembers when you forget.

You lose her every second that you make her feel less and less of the beauty she is. When you make her feel that she is replaceable, she wants to feel cherished. When you make her feel inadequate, she wants to know that she is enough and she does not need to change for you, nor anyone else, because she is she, and she is beautiful, kind and good.

You must learn her.

You must know the reason why she is silent, you must trace her weakest spots, you must write her, you must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up, you must be there for her to hold her when she’s about to. You must love her because many have trie and failed, and she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.

And this is how you keep her.

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You’re going to miss her. You’ll miss everything about her. The one that cares for you. The one who doesn’t know how to give up on you no matter how hard you’re to handle. Her crazy side that never fails to make you smile whenever you forgot how to. Don’t you miss that girl who cries so hard over little things? That girl who has a lot of drama in herself and always wants to share everything to you. The one who’s always been there for you and will do everything just to make you feel better even though you never ask her to. Among all the other things that you’ll miss about her, the most important is her love and care for you. She never fails to make you feel that you are loved and that you are worth it no matter how many times you told her that you are so hard to handle and to love, but she don’t mind it anyway. She took care of you when you’re sick and she’s always trying to make you feel that you’re not alone, that you still have her even when everyone is gone. She always makes you happy whenever you’re sad. She does all the things that will only prove how much you mean to her and how much she love you.You’ll miss all these things. You’re going to miss her when she’s gone and that’s the time that you’re going to feel that a huge part of you has gone because you will probably miss her.

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        Sometimes she misses how warm your hugs feel.Sometimes, she misses how complete you made her feel when you held her hand. Sometimes, she misses how special you made her feel when you would tell her you’re thinking about her. Sometimes, she misses how important you made her feel when you would tell her you want to see her. Sometimes she misses how beautiful you made her feel when you would give her this certain look. Sometimes, she misses how high you made her feel when you would kiss her for a long time. Sometimes, she misses how safe you made her feel when you would hold her throughout the night and when you were together. Sometimes, she misses how happy you made her feel when you tell how much you love her. Sometimes, she misses how you made her love you. Sometimes, she misses how the two of you talked about your future together. Sometimes, she misses how you made her in love with you. Sometimes, she misses how much love she gave to you. Sometimes, she wishes that you guys were still together and do crazy things that made the both of you happy, but then she remember that she’s better off without you.

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For the heart who doesn’t know what Love is, you became the meaning. You wipe those tears I shed for someone unworthy of it. You hugged me tight for the times I needed comfort. You made me smile when I am sad. You were always there for the time I needed you the most. You never left even I pushed you away, you were still there holding me. You listened to my rants and laughed with me about them. You listened to my songs even though I have an awful voice and listened to my stories about how my day had passed without you. You hold my hand in the most unexpected ways and danced with me to make me forget the stress I had. You kissed away the pain of the past and made me feel okay. You gave me hope and gave me strength to hold when no one else could. I miss you. I miss you playing with my hair until I fell asleep, I miss you being worried when I forgot to eat on time or when I slept late because I read books at night. I loved you the way I can. I gave you everything that I can give and I will not regret that I have loved you. I will always do. I’ll be happy for you even if it hurts me. Thank you for making me feel that I was once loved of the person I will always love. I’ll forgive you for letting me go and I will let you go.