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@sweetnlowsworld
I hate that I’ve been feeling like shit lately. I have to keep my own head up. I have been catching myself when I’m down. I keep telling myself it’ll get better. Baby steps first. Keep writing because you are just over thinking what you want to happen. Smoke your weed and relax. Work will get better, sleep more. Take deep breaths. #DepressedThoughts #ClearMind
We have been distant for some time now. I always think back out how things were. How happy we were together. I’m now learning it was a moment of happiness. It is now a memory I can no longer hold onto. We haven’t kept in contact. We don’t even like each other’s pictures anymore. It feels like you have left me more than I have left you. I don’t know how to hold onto people because they tend to distance themselves from me. Sometimes I wonder if people talk about me, & if they do what is it that they are saying?! I know I’m a boring person. However, at the same time I’m a very spontaneous person that loves to feed my inner curiosity. I don’t have a New Years resolution. For the first time I see no point in it. Every year I thought, “Well this year I’m definitely crushing my list.” Not this year. What comes I hope stays & if it doesn’t I’m not going to fight for them to stay. I feel like when I talk I’m hoping someone would catch on & be my support system. But I don’t get it & it feels like I’ll never get it. For now, it’s fine. I’ll learn or force myself to be like everyone else to see how is it that they stay even if a person is disrespectful. I want to feel wanted at the same time respected for being slightly distant. I’m not pushing you away I’m learning how to co exist with others. I’m not a hateful or spiteful person. I’m just misunderstood. #Journaling #DepressedThoughts #ClearMind
It’s a new year & it hasn’t been feeling like a new one for me. Feels like last year just rolled over. But I’ve finally had it. This year I do want to accomplish things but I don’t want to list any new resolutions. I’m just going to live in the moment from now on. That’s my resolution. I’ve noticed that I don’t like to be controlled but I do like to be in control of my time with others. This year, it’ll be different for the better. I can’t keep holding myself back because I want to bring people along with me. If they want to come I hope they stay forever. I have goals I’d like to accomplish with others. & if I can’t, then that’s totally fine. I was happy at one point, even with just $5 that I had in my pocket I knew I’d make the best of it. I’m not happy now because I’m lost in this new world. I’m just trying to figure things out, who I am now. & I’m doing it all on my own. #DepressedThoughts #NewChapter #NewBook #HappyNewYear #2022
Playing catch-up with life is hard as fuck. Got depression on one shoulder, anxiety on my other. … …. Caught a ghost in my car though. 😈😈😈😈
I’ve come a long way. No more tears. Learning to be myself with others. I know I’m not the best option, but I know I’m a good option. Don’t be scared to hit me up. I’m new to this social media stuff. #NYC #MeetUp #ThirstTrap
It’s been stressful lately. Needed that #SunRay. Add me on IG @ellejcarter
Finally decided to make a blog/vlog as a cancer patient survivor. However, I'm not sure where to start. What would be some questions you've wanted to ask a cancer patient or survivor? I'm an open book. #CancerSurvivor #CancerPatient #Busines #BusinessPerson #vlog #blog
rules is back!
I feel so lost at this point.
WHO FRAMED ROGER RABBIT (1988) dir. Robert Zemeckis
I had the biggest crush on her when I was a kid. Marvelous.
I was 8 or 9 when I first heard the word hermaphrodite. I didnt know what it was, so I asked & a kid just yells from the back: "A chick with a dick!" & then i hear some people laughing. When I was in HS I first found out about trans. Growing up it was very conservative, & by the book. It was really uncomfortable growing up in my own home. There were many signs of what my future would be & instead of just letting my life flow, my life was turned into a more cookie cutter life. When I was in 6th grade I would comfortably wear sweats over jeans or skirts. My teacher would ask me why I never wore jeans, told her i never liked it. I remember being in a parent teacher conference & instead of talking about my grades, how good of a student I am, my mom & my 6th grade teacher talk about why I dress the way I do. How im supposed to be dressed like a girl & not like a boy. My mom tore up all my sweats from left to right. Anything that was "boy" related was torn & tossed. She bought me a pair of jeans, & ill never forget those fucking jeans. My mom literally bought herself the same pair as mine. A girl that had been bullying me since I started school spotted that we have the same jeans. She comes over & asked me why me & my mom share jeans, if we're that broke. I had told her that we are two different sizes it made no sense. She didn't let it go then. Mentally i snapped. Didnt want to live anymore. Thinking that it was easier to kill myself to be reborn again for another chance at life. I was 11 when I first officially attempted suicide. I took a belt to my neck, went to sleep. Woke up the next morning & went to school like nothing happened. I really changed after that day. I shut out more & more with my family. I had started to realize who I was no one really liked, so it was harder to find friends. Those that authenticly became my friends I ended up pushing them away because I was pushing for those that didn't like me to like me. 7th grade i had a teacher that bought clothes for students with good grades. I really wanted to get some comfortable clothes for once. But I never won. By the time I was in 8th grade I had a different group of girls that were never fond of me, & I'd just stand there & try to help them with their school work, still being a sweetheart & they're just total bitches to me. When I had done summer camp for the first time, there were another group of girls targeting me. By the time i had noticed i told myself maybe it is time to explore the life. What would go wrong? In hs I felt a bit more comfortable. However, I was still scared of the thought of rejection so I kept myself in the back til I was able to authenticly get those friends. HS was my best time. They helped me be myself when I couldn't do it at home, PRIDE had been celebrated religiously & with respect. I had been a coordinator for a small talent show we would throw for PRIDE. After a long day of LGBTQ workshops we had a 2 period talent show. Everyone would perform, & it was always beautiful. Im 28 now, & I feel like my life was the most challenging thing I have ever seen. Dealing with a weird abusive childhood to surviving cancer. I now feel like I'm able to live my life with freedom & lots of purpose. I love everyone for who they are, & if you are disrespectful to others I cant be around you.
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michelle n judy making out is the gay content i signed up for 😍
All I see is Velma & Daphne. 😍😍😍😍
Kobe Bryant Park | Manhattan , New York City By DemiGodxTonio (source)
When #SummerTime comes back, I'm taking advantage. I hate it here now. 👽💥🔫 #SparkUp #MorningSmoke #CBD #CBDCigarrettes #Hemp #CurlyHair #AllNatural #Guages #Weirdo #PS4 #Gamertag ElleJCarter_
“How did you meet my papito?“
It really is. Ever just talked to someone of the same sex. They take it as, "I'm hitting on them". They tell the world. The world tells them, "They'll just use you." They leave you because "they are right". & now you're wondering what you said wrong. Welcome to my life. 👽💥🔫
