How well will you die?

You! Trespasser! Take a step back, don't come closer and talk where you stand. What do you want from me and why are you here? Lon'qu's Status: Semi-Hiatus (( Independent Lon'qu Post-War blog from Fire Emblem: Awakening I will roleplay with anyone! Following tag: swiftstrikes ))

[swift-strikes]

OoS;; Back to Roleplaying

...However not as Lon'qu.

Long time no talk, my friends. I apologize. I may come back as Lon'qu down the road and I have been contemplating bringing good ol' Inigo back into play. However, as of now I have returned to my Wolf blog where things are a lot less hectic. The info as to what happened if you so wish to know is there.

I still have many followers and surprised none of them left me. So allow me to thank you for that and your patience!

Till then, my friends! You are free to roleplay with me on Wolf however.

[txguel-deactivated20141230]

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[swift-strikes]

I'm sorry but did you even READ the post I submitted to you?

Beyond this point, and I don't care if people hound me down for this

Beyond this point it's just a cry for attention. It's just the same thing over and over again. Why the fuck would you even CONSIDER that instead of all the help and support others give you? Especially after my close friend surviving an overdose. I'm not mad at you rather than I'm just extremely disappointed in you and I have my right to be wary.

I am still talking to ailed friend right now and let me tell you, attempted suicide can have lasting health effects. For example, his liver is probably toxic and can fail on him at any moment. Why would you do that to yourself? Why would you PURPOSEFULLY put yourself in that position when people time and time again offered you a ear and help as well as telling you your worth?

Just. Stop.

[swift-strikes]

>> A message to a certain few <<

You guys know who you are. I literally only came on this account because of what I heard. Let me tell you something:

Yesterday night, my friend tried to commit suicide by taking 16, yes... SIXTEEN benzos (klonopin. 1mg makes you loopy as fuck). I have no idea how, but I am so extremely grateful as I have now been informed that he is alive but very sick.

Stop with the suicidal thoughts. Please. I almost lost my close friend of eight years and enough is enough. I was seconds away from losing a super close friend who actually attempted it and tao bless he survived. You won't be that lucky.

I had fragmented sleep, panicking to all my friends about him and couldn't get in touch considering he resides in New Zealand and I have no offline form of contact for him. Seriously. Just fucking stop. I understand you are going through some problems but suicide is not the answer and you will >> not << be that lucky.

He almost died. Inches and inches away from death. Don't put yourself in such a grim position. It's not nice and he confirms so.

So please, just fucking stop.

[swift-strikes]

>> Officially Quitting: August <<

I really hate to announce this but due to moving and getting accustomed to a brand new area, I am not coming back.

I will be starting University officially on August 26th but I will be leaving NY officially on August 14th. Before anyone even asks, I plan to be very active in my community. I have a really good friend in CO already who I plan to hang out with as well as my new roomies who seem like total sweethearts. I will be doing outdoorsy, adrenaline-junky things as well as volunteering and getting involved in clubs. Not all in one semester of course, but most of my time will be with my new friends.

I do not want to sound like I'm replacing any of you. I still love my online friends. But I am quitting the RP world. I need to work on reality now and my free time will be used for drawing/painting instead. I'm just exhausted from roleplaying.

Sorry to announce this. As per usual you guys know where to contact me. None of my muses will be deactivated.

So, goodbye everyone. I might stop being a jerk and actually come on in July but I also plan to spend most of my time doing other things. My official goodbye is the day before I fly out to CO.

[swift-strikes]

>> A bit of a clarification <<

The gif presented above is probably the most accurate representation of me as I and a few others (non-fandom involved actually) scroll through to see drama and/or the usual doom and gloom. This has been going on for a few weeks, I mean as I have been fully avoiding Tumblr (or at least the RP side).

I really hate to admit that as soon as I left I smiled. No more stress, no more triggers, no more seeing people on their last rope (and no lag too).  At the same time however, I hate that I cannot help everyone. I truly and all honesty wish I could help every single one of you. But for those who care (which seemed to be those four who actually fucking bother with me), I have relapsed like a motherfucker. To keep it concise....

Intrusive thoughts kicked back HARD, nightmares which include fragmented sleep (up 2-3 times per night), new obsessions and easily more anxious. Some of you might have even noticed that I have been down-right aggressive, neurotic and just uncharacteristic. I am struggling mentally and the community's doom and gloom was the last thing I need to see.

So as fucking selfish as it might be and I feel guilty, I'm not coming back to the Skype group. Actually, I might never come back period for my own reasons. I move in two months and starting a whole new life.

I'm just disappointed that the majority of you cared for me as a muse and not me as a mun. I legitimately thought I was good friends with the lot of you. Sad to see I was wrong, but glad to see that those who stayed are friends worth keeping.

I have nothing else to say rather than to wrap up:

Real life issues. Mental health. Major change in life. Can't deal with the doom and gloom and I just lost my muse, perhaps because of it.

I might come back to RPing or I might not. I have quit before (askshiguresohma), but who knows.

[swift-strikes]

>> Yet another hiatus <<

I have announced an unofficial hiatus on Inigo, which is now an official hiatus. Keeping the bullshit nice and concise for all of you, my mental condition has deteriorated over the amount of stress and off my meds (personal reasons, but I'm going back on hopefully really soon.)

Not even on Sam do I feel confident in roleplaying. I am studying like a demon to improve my art and waste my free time there and all of my friends in real life are gathering practically every day until our final goodbyes. But I do have one thing to say and I practically do not care how bold this might sound:

There is just way way WAY too much doom and gloom here. Way too much. I cannot help everyone, unfortunately. But as expected as well, as soon as I left the community de-facto I literally felt better instantenously. But I also suffered a great loss in friendships. Only 'bout three of you'se talk to me personally on Skype, but hey. It weeded out who valued my friendship and not my muse.

So sorry to say but this particular side of Tumblr just triggers me. I'll get into detail in another post to explain but TL;DR: Hiatus. Indefinite. Perhaps I'll come back if I feel better all "WOW HELL YEAH I'M READY TO THREAD AND BE LON'QU AGAIN!"

Till then, true friends.

[swift-strikes]

New Muse - Sam Winchester (Early Seasons)

Off to configure the theme before I leave to CT. Come follow Sammy!

[swift-strikes]

wait you are leaving!?

(( I was just about to log off because I sent someone a thing buuuuuut I suppose I was unclear so allow me to clarify:

I will be on my FE muses like before, maybe less active as I am going to be less active on Tumblr in general. I will just be inactive OOC wise to the community as I am going to do my own thing.

Sorry for the vagueness! ))

[enterthevaike]

[aloofmyrmidon-deactivated201306]

((I feel like this is a conspiracy *cries*))

[magusxmalum-deactivated20130707]

outofhexes; it is actually you should be proud to be part of a conspiracy. 

[swift-strikes]

(( EVERYONE FOLLOW TWIN.

DO IT.

Also I have a whole thing of Lon'qu icons that I will send you via submission WELCOME TO THE FANDOM ))

[swift-strikes]

Announcement: For those who wish to know me

For those in the community who wish to know me more on the personal level, my personal blog is: gemini-frostt and my skype is inferno_fai

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Announcement: Fandom Change

I have made (and making the theme for it now) a Young!Sam Winchester (Early seasons) RP account that will be up once my hiatus ends, perhaps available to RP a few days afterwards.

I am NOT abandoning ANY of my three FE muses. However, I am going to be at least 80% less active in the FE community for my own reasons. I already made my "semi-circle" of friends and honestly this is the switch I need. Think of it this way, in a small community EVERYONE knows each other which is good and bad within it's own respective reasons.

In a HUGE fandom, no one knows everyone and you get to choose who to RP with and befriend and avoid certain people you don't want and there will never be such thing as a huge issue that involves every single fandom member. I'm more of a huge community sort of person where I can make my own group of friends and everyone goes on with their own business.

It sounds mean but it's nothing against ANY of you. I love every single one of you and I will still be involved! You guys are ALWAYS welcomed (and it would be pretty neat!) to roleplay with my Sam as he will probably freak the absolute fuck out and it will be fun.

TL;DR: New Muse, New Fandom, I'm not leaving I'm just going to be inactive. (This includes Skype). I will still RP on all three of my muses with threads, but perhaps going to be less involved OOC. I will still check on everyone and make sure everyone is alright, as always.

Still on hiatus, just sending this message.

[swift-strikes]

INIGO || FIRE EMBLEM AWAKENING || FOLLOW

independent inigo (fire emblem awakening) roleplay blog. for more info, see about mun and/or about...

FIRST LET ME JUST PROMOTE THIS REALLY COOL CAT TWIN OF MINE. GO LOVE THEM AGGRESSIVELY

there are others too so I promo every new FE RPer I just can't get to them right now.

[swift-strikes]

Important: Hiatus extension

Sorry guys but I am moving my hiatus from Saturday to Monday as my parents are taking me to Mohegan Sun in CT for their anniversary.

Also, when I come back I will come back on a semi-hiatus. There are high stressors right now and Tumblr is one of them.

Thanks for understanding, and I apologize for those I am threadding with. I promise I will get to them, but you must understand that the fast-past environment is getting a bit munch amongst other things.

Till then, my friends!

[swift-strikes]

OutOfSwords;; Hiatus

I'm very sorry to state but I'm moving from semi-hiatus to full blown hiatus. I have finals this week and honestly Tumblr has been sucking up all my free time and I got Supernatural to watch and other hobbies to do. I was reluctant to do this because I will miss out on all the fun but I'm biting my tongue and telling myself tough luck because this is priorities.

My fear is just people wanting to drop all threads/replacing me for when I come back. But this hiatus will end on Saturday. I suppose I will have to hope for the best.

So this means Lon'qu, Inigo and Stahl are all on hiatus till Saturday. I may come on once or twice a day depending to send crack drabbles to people.

This will be reblogged for early roleplayers tomorrow morning.

LON'QU'S THREADS:

Sumia Soren Syaoran Sora Lightning Twinny

Tao DAMN that's a lot of S'. But that's who I have in my drafts. If I'm missing anyone, do let me know!

Till then, friends!

[swift-strikes]

Out Of Swords;; Thank you everyone!

First off, thank you EVERY SINGLE PERSON who wished me a happy birthday. It was honestly the best birthday I've ever had, and I'm glad that my last birthday with my besties was the best as well. I saw everyone's swapnotes and asks and honestly, thank you all so very much ;; I'll get to the asks privately soon.

I'd also like to announce that my hiatus has turned into a semi-hiatus considering I just want to relax and finals are coming up uGH. I'm not sure when it will end but it IS semi so~ This means replying to two-three random randoms instead of my usual reply train and just on and off a lot in general.

I also really want to kickstart my Stahl since I've done almost nothing on him and would like a compelling plot if anyone is interested.

Thanks for understanding!

[darckcarnival]

(( As it was asked to be rebloggable. ))

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(( I've come online only to reblog this because Darck's words must be all over tumblr. This shit has been RAMPANT as of late and it is truly disgusting.

Your words can take people. Anonymous feature is not an invitation to be an asshole to someone.

Well said, Darck. ))

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