𝙂𝙬 seems so far away.. Is it wrong to think im starting to like my body? I hate that feeling of being satisfied with myself when the number on the scale is still so high. Am i a traitor?

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𝙂𝙬 seems so far away.. Is it wrong to think im starting to like my body? I hate that feeling of being satisfied with myself when the number on the scale is still so high. Am i a traitor?
When the food noises gets too intense
Going to the beach tomorrow
I'm sorry for everyone that will have to see my gross body
The comedown from speed when your body is malnourished is hell. I'm hungry, physically starving but so nauseous I can't keep anything down
I hate that when I get close to my lw my stomach get all hairy it litteraly ruins my pics
gotta make sacrifices 😔
Maybe it’s something inside me
Maybe it’s something I can’t quite understand yet.
Or feel, or grasp, or fight.
It’s just something looking at me from afar. Buried, deep. A silent noise. A slow broken wind tingling my skin and my hopes without ever striking. It’s like living in constant fear, the type you forget quite easily, the one that lets you smile and dream.
Until it gets closer and you forget what it was like before
‘Cause you feel like a living corpse. It's the same game, you always forget how bad it was when you are out of the pit. You continue to smile but the smoke is lingering off your lips and your thoughts are too hazy to catch.
I wish I could put a name on it but my words are lacking.
I’m tired.
Ana girlies do you know about lavash flat bread?
This whole plate is less then 300 cals but so good and satisfying my bread craving whitout giving in to the regular white bread.
Biggest wl tips
I DON'T CARE I AM STARTING AGAIN
I just want to stop being so scared of going back to my lw I will go back to my lw.
Being AuDHD is having a meltdown and then being upset because your tears ruined your skincare
Another outfit
I moving toward my goal weight but its like my silouhette is staying the same. It's so frustrating
I feel like im never gonna like my body. I am never happy about the way i look. Maybe i should try harder?
I dont know why my legs dont follow my body weight. Guess i have to try harder
How's the outfit though?
"I want an ED"
Until you sick mother decide to cook for the first time in a while and you can't even eat it because of how much fat she use in her cooking.
I hate it
I hate food
I hate how weed make me feels worthy of eating
I hate how being intoxicated make the worries go away
I hate that the slight brime of intoxication makes me want more. Because i knew more. Because i crave more.
I hate how now weed is not enough.
I hate how food control my life, how nothing can make me forgot how high food get me, how high crack get me.
I hate how i'm eating everything 'cause i'm high and never want to come down
Some of my favorite tinsp 0right now
Ps one of those is my pic :3
My favorite low-cal substitutes and options! All under 50 calories.
Feel free to add to this! I didn’t include everything out there :)
Drinks 🧋
0 cal - herbal tea 🫖
0 cal - green tea 🍵
0 cal - water flavoring like Mio
0 cal - Diet Coke 🥤
0 cal - pretty much any diet soda
2 cal - Black Coffee ☕️
2 cal - black tea
10 cal - monster ultra (I like paradise and fiesta especially)
20 cal - other sugar free energy drinks
39 cal - shot of sake 🍶
Breakfast (snacks, smoothies, etc)
25 cal - 1 large egg white 🍳
32 cal - 100g Strawberries (~50 cal per cup) 🍓
40 cal - 1/4 c low fat cottage cheese 🦴
42 cal - 1 kiwi 🥝
42 cal - 84 g (1 thick slice) pineapple 🍍
47 cal - 154g (1 c) watermelon 🍉
50 cal - 1/2 grapefruit 🍊
50 cal - 3 oz plain Greek yoghurt
50 cal - 2 tbsp serving powdered peanut butter 🥜
50 cal - 4 oz (120ml) low fat milk 🥛
Meals (mix and match this shit!) 🍴
0-10 cal - serving shirataki noodles 🍜
0-20cal - Broth 🐥
5 cal - 1 c lettuce 🥬
6 cal - 28g (1 oz) pickled onion (do this yourself! So easy! So good on everything) 🧅
7 cal - 1 c spinach 🥗
16 cal - 70g (1 c sliced) mushrooms
17 cal - 1/2 c kale
20 cal - 1 c zucchini 🥒
20 cal - 82g (1 c. cubed) eggplant 🍆
21 cal - 1 tbsp parmesan cheese 🧀
25 cal - whole tomato 🍅
25 - 148g (1 med) bell Pepper 🫑
30 cal - 78g (1 med) Carrot 🥕
30 cal - 116g (1 c) pumpkin
30-40 cal - 1/2 pack or can tuna 🐟
35 cal - 1/2 serving (1.5 oz) cod 🐠
36 cal - 1 c miso soup 🍲
37 cal - 40g shelled edamame
38 cal - 1 c Brussels sprouts
39 cal - 1/2 hard or soft boiled egg 🥚
39 cal - 1/2 serving (42g) halibut (white fish) 🐟
40 cal - 1 c arugula 🥗
40 cal - 186g (10 spears) asparagus
45 cal - 148g (1 med) broccoli 🥦
45 cal - 6 med raw oysters 🦪
45 cal - 3 oz/85g lite tofu
50 cal - 100g (1/2 small-med) sweet potato 🍠
50 cal - 1/2 corn cob 🌽
50 cal - 50g shrimp 🍤
Snacks 🍬
0-8 cal - pickles 🥒
5-10 cal - 1 tbsp salsa
17 cal - 1 passion fruit (18g)
23 cal - 1 tbsp hummus
25 - serving seaweed snack
25 - 1 med bell Pepper 🫑
30 cal - 22 Organic Yogis (okay technically this is baby food but it’s just freeze dried Greek yoghurt and fruit so shut up it’s good) 🍓🍌
30 cal - 300g/1 Cucumber 🥒
35 cal - 1 cutie (small orange/tangerine) 🍊
40 cal - 1 light babybel 🧀
47 cal - 1.5 c Air popped popcorn 🍿
50 cal - 6 oven-baked parm crisps 🧀
50 cal - >1/2 c unsweetened apple sauce 🍎
50 cal - 3 dried apricots 🍑
50 cal - 15 pistachios 🌰🥜
Dessert 🎂
0 cal - Diet Root Beer (I don’t care that it’s a drink! It’s so insanely sweet and it kicks the ass of my cravings. Also, my list my rules. Sue me) 🍺
5 cal - serving Sugar Free Jello 🍮
5 cal - 1 tbsp Hershey’s Sugar Free Syrup 🍫
~14 cal - WHOLE BOTTLE Too Tarts sweet sour spray candy (so a few sprays is just 0-3 cal)
20 cal - 2 tbsp Frozen Cool Whip Lite (seriously, eat this frozen) 🍨
20-50 cal - baked fruit (bake some peaches, apples, etc. and mix with Splenda, cinnamon, etc.) 🍑🍎
23 cal - fun size sweet tart pack
25 cal - no sugar added small outshine popsicles 🍧
25 cal - 1 pack smarties (American) 🍬
35 cal - swiss miss reduced calorie hot chocolate ☕️🍫
40 cal - small Outshine Popsicles 
40 cal - 5 sugar free hard candies 🍬
42 cal - 1 Hershey assorted mini 🍫
43 cal - fat free green yoghurt with sugar-free jam 🍧
46 cal - 2 regular marshmallows
48 - 8 mini Cinnamon Sugar skinny pop Rice Cakes
50 cal - 1-2 squares dark chocolate 🍫
50 cal - 2 Dum dum suckers 🍭
50 cal - ~25 sugar free jelly beans
50 cal - halo top pops (lots of flavors) 🍦
Miscellaneous
0-2 cal - any herb/spice 🌿
4 cal - 1 clove garlic 🧄
5 cal - 1 stick sugar free gum
50 cal - 1/4 container White cheddar seasoning (2 cal per 1/4 tsp) 🧀🧂
50 cal - 10 sugar free mints 🌱
Disclaimer: actual calorie counts may vary depending on serving, brand, food tracker, etc.
these are so real
When someone calls me beautiful i cant accept it.
If the way I look is not the problem, wtf is wrong with me?
Why do i keep doing this to my body?