T3zla the E.N.A

just a 24 year old that still likes cartoons and is always up for RP-ing! she/her Discord: babybeta

[thoughtfultragedygoatee]

Got another request down just one more to go🫠

T3zla belongs to @swirlyorange

And here’s a lil wip I’ll finish one day

[swirlyorange]

AAAAA, I LOVE HER SO MUCH THANK YOU!

For any who are wondering about her sides

Orange: Curiosity - Hyperfocus

Yellow: Logic - Doubt

She's kinda representative of my experience with my ADHD and Autism and stuff like that, but she is a little goober.

[swirlyorange]

@coin-the-jovial-star How you doing, Coin? Feeling alright? :)

[coin-the-jaunty-star]

Oh hey, I am feeling great! Sometimes you just need a view like this to calm you down. How are you?

[swirlyorange]

I'm good. I'm glad to see you taking a moment to yourself. I know this view calms you. But it honestly inspires me. All these possibilities, so much to discover. It's beautifully overwhelming.

[coin-the-jaunty-star]

It really does get you to think about just how much is out there. It's an endless universe!

And yet we tend to end up in the worst parts of it. [laugh] I'm just joking.

[swirlyorange]

[OOC: cries cause there's no yellow option, so I'll just use white for logic]

Well... That's just it, isn't it, Coin? Good can't exist without bad, and... As much as all the bad stuff sucks... If there was only the good, then what would be the point of anything? you know what I mean?

Think about it... It makes sense that the universe is just one big experiment. There are constant variables, like time, space, matter, antimatter, and things like that... Then, there are the changing variables. But I'd rather not bore you with my theories. Sorry for rambling, heheh... [scratches the back of her head with an awkward smile]

[coin-the-jaunty-star]

Don't worry, T3z. It helps to get thoughtful like this at times.

And I get it. That's how it is. If it was just 'all good', it would be pretty mundane. Wouldn't get much excitement if everything was always nice and dandy.

But I guess what I meant when I said 'end up in the worst parts of it' is about how a large percentage of people tend to immediately think they know what we're like before we even properly meet each other.

And sure, one could argue to: "Just try and ignore those kinds of people.", but I just can't. Because the real problem is that I'm far from the only one being prejudiced by a lot of people like that.

I've seen how many of us are practically required to live like, and I've heard a lot about how they were being treated. I didn't have it anywhere near as bad as the stories I've heard. Exploited, neglected, being scapegoated, abused, tortured... experimented on... all of that... for what? Because we are apparently "embodiments of sin that deserve punishment for existing"? ...

It can get very hard to stay positive knowing that, you know?

[swirlyorange]

I think it's because we, meaning our species as a whole, are manifestations of the emotions and concepts that float in the between places. When enough of that emotional energy coalesced and gained critical mass, the suddenly *pop* here we are, we exist now. We're a reflection of things they hate about themselves. People hate looking at themselves, the traits they have or don't have that make them different.

[swirlyorange]

@coin-the-jovial-star How you doing, Coin? Feeling alright? :)

[coin-the-jaunty-star]

Oh hey, I am feeling great! Sometimes you just need a view like this to calm you down. How are you?

[swirlyorange]

I'm good. I'm glad to see you taking a moment to yourself. I know this view calms you. But it honestly inspires me. All these possibilities, so much to discover. It's beautifully overwhelming.

[coin-the-jaunty-star]

It really does get you to think about just how much is out there. It's an endless universe!

And yet we tend to end up in the worst parts of it. [laugh] I'm just joking.

[swirlyorange]

[OOC: cries cause there's no yellow option, so I'll just use white for logic]

Well... That's just it, isn't it, Coin? Good can't exist without bad, and... As much as all the bad stuff sucks... If there was only the good, then what would be the point of anything? you know what I mean?

Think about it... It makes sense that the universe is just one big experiment. There are constant variables, like time, space, matter, antimatter, and things like that... Then, there are the changing variables. But I'd rather not bore you with my theories. Sorry for rambling, heheh... [scratches the back of her head with an awkward smile]

[swirlyorange]

@coin-the-jovial-star How you doing, Coin? Feeling alright? :)

[coin-the-jaunty-star]

Oh hey, I am feeling great! Sometimes you just need a view like this to calm you down. How are you?

[swirlyorange]

I'm good. I'm glad to see you taking a moment to yourself. I know this view calms you. But it honestly inspires me. All these possibilities, so much to discover. It's beautifully overwhelming.

[swirlyorange]

@coin-the-jovial-star How you doing, Coin? Feeling alright? :)

[the-mrsomeone]

2 new Coin forms: Hysteria and Self-Despair

For more info, keep reading...

Hysteria

Full Hilarity (similar to Full Sadness from Temptation Stairway). Whatever it is that Coin is doing right now, he is enjoying it WAY too much. Just complete uncontrollable laughter and excitement. Doesn't really know what he's doing while like this until it slightly wears off. Stops when he's either had enough, gets winded, somebody else knocks back sense into him or knocks him unconscious.

Self-Despair

Sometimes he feels like he's lying to people. To himself. Doesn't feel good about himself. The thoughts of being worthless are getting to him and he's going Null. If one sees him like this and tries to make him feel better, he may ask you to at the very least just stay with him. Even if just for a bit. In his own words while like thi

...I don't want to be alone again.

[swirlyorange]

I won't let you be alone, brother... I'm staying right here.

[coin-the-jaunty-star]

*looks at T3zla for a few seconds... and gives her the biggest single hug he ever gave anyone*

...

You don't know how much this means to me.

[swirlyorange]

Tez: I actually do know, Coin... *She hugs him back with all 4 arms*

[swirlyorange]

Theory

I'd just like to point this out, I may be on the long end of the train for people who realized this, but...

Am I the only one who noticed that with BBQ Ena, her switches seem much more intentional than OG Ena's does? I'm serious.

I'm of the humble opinion that Salesperson acts more like a social mask to appear friendly, useful, and helpful to the clients and thus maintain her job, while Meanie appears to be her true self or at least the emotional core of her. Salesperson is just an act she uses to be more pleasant to get answers, while Meanie doesn't want to be there and hates socializing (hence also her panic at the Purge Event. Though she was also drugged by whatever the hell she drank to get in there, they also say that a drunk person speaks what the sober one hides. She hates her job but would rather be doing that than spending time in a room packed full of people partying, but she also seemed to want some kind of freedom as seem in the phone call before she enters. It just wasn't what he was expecting, i guess. Like social anxiety works in strange ways, i would know. You want to socialize, but then you panic.)

Cause if you notice... As far as I can see, there is one instance of Salesperson interrupting Meanie, and that's when Meanie wants to tell Froggy (her manager) off for being a lazy bum. Obviously, she understands that mouthing off to her superior isn't a good idea, so her pleasant social mask takes over to smooth things out and appear more pleasant to others.

And later on, when Ena speaks to the Shaman, Meanie interrupts Salesperson because it's assumed atp that shes been talking to other npc's before she entered Seal House and is getting frustrated that they won't tell her anything useful about this gen-BATHROOM. So she gets straight to the point with him.

This kind of obvious emotional switch also happens earlier in the game with the Receptionist after being insulted and berated by her in the introduction, Ena is frustrated, and switches to Meanie to get to the point as fast as possible

[swirlyorange]

How big is T3zla's sense of humor?

Considering she's based on my experience with my ADHD and Autism, it really kinda varies. She's not great with social cues sometimes and can be reactive to situations, but her heart is generally in the right place. She may not always get sarcasm, and she does love jokes. But go too far with dark humor, and she'll not be impressed.

"Wanna hear my favorite joke about the periodic table?"

"NaH"

[the-mrsomeone]

2 new Coin forms: Hysteria and Self-Despair

For more info, keep reading...

Hysteria

Full Hilarity (similar to Full Sadness from Temptation Stairway). Whatever it is that Coin is doing right now, he is enjoying it WAY too much. Just complete uncontrollable laughter and excitement. Doesn't really know what he's doing while like this until it slightly wears off. Stops when he's either had enough, gets winded, somebody else knocks back sense into him or knocks him unconscious.

Self-Despair

Sometimes he feels like he's lying to people. To himself. Doesn't feel good about himself. The thoughts of being worthless are getting to him and he's going Null. If one sees him like this and tries to make him feel better, he may ask you to at the very least just stay with him. Even if just for a bit. In his own words while like thi

...I don't want to be alone again.

[swirlyorange]

I won't let you be alone, brother... I'm staying right here.

[thoughtfultragedygoatee]

Totally forgot to post this yesterday 🙂‍↕️

Take yuri as an apology

(I won’t be rendering for a while.)

Rena belongs to @yxleii

V.gate belongs to me

[swirlyorange]

YURIIIII! God, I love them

[swirlyorange]

@yxleii I made a height chart for her Ena characters. These are just estimates, but I think it's good to have a real height for people to reference:

[swirlyorange]

Someone drew Goober T3zla!! (Idk their socials, but I'm grateful for it) AHHH SHE'S SO CUUUTE!

[onefey]

you're going about your normal day when, suddenly, surprise! you've been pokémon mystery dungeon'd!

unfortunately, due to budget cuts, the pokémon assigning quiz has been canceled. instead, you must spin THE WHEEL, assigning you a random, unevolved, non-legendary and non-mythical pokémon. you must now go on some sort of world-saving adventure as this pokémon. good luck!

tell me in the tags what you rolled, and how you feel about it - for bonus points, you can spin the wheel again for (or just take your pick of) a pokémon to be your partner.

bonus rules:

you're not shiny unless the wheel tells you you're shiny

take your pick of regional forms and evolutions (for example, if you roll vulpix, it's up to you whether that means normal or alolan vulpix)

apply whatever logic you like with regards to gender

have fun and be yourself!

[swirlyorange]

I got Duraludon and Snover

[swirlyorange]

Will T3zla the ENA get voice claims?

I can't decide from a variety of voices, but... I like to think her curious side is either Entrapta from She-Ra or Peridot from Steven Universe. Logic is either Sylens or Hephaestus from Horizon: Forbidden West.

[lexi-b9]

Many Ena's phonecall images

Standard Ena

BEENA the Bee-shaped Ena (@lexi-b9)

Cinne the Hybrid Ena (@peepsnsneeps)

D3NA the Ena (@aieroartstudios)

ZENA the Ena (@firefoxartz)

RENA the Ena (@cmnd-prompt)

[the-mrsomeone]

call up

[swirlyorange]

Hell yeah! (Thanks @the-mrsomeone )

[lexi-b9]

Many Ena's phonecall images

Standard Ena

BEENA the Bee-shaped Ena (@lexi-b9)

Cinne the Hybrid Ena (@peepsnsneeps)

D3NA the Ena (@aieroartstudios)

ZENA the Ena (@firefoxartz)

RENA the Ena (@cmnd-prompt)

[the-mrsomeone]

call up

[swirlyorange]

Hell yeah! (Thanks @the-mrsomeone )

[the-mrsomeone]

Coin and T3zla!

Coin and @swirlyorange's T3zla together (platonic ship)! They are like bro and sis!

[swirlyorange]

Hell yeah! The wayward adventures! The scientist and the scout!