scrap thoughts

I identify as a nonbinary who loves women, biologically female, 20+, prone to feeling suicidal thoughts

[reduced2ashes]

Here’s the link to this series on AO3 featuring Wanda and an original female character. Give it a read if you’re interested.

[iconsfm]

pokemon sprite pngs!

(feel free to use but a like or reblog is always appreciated)

[swum2grief]

You shut your mouth How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does There's a club, if you'd like to go You could meet somebody who really loves you So you go and you stand on your own And you leave on your own And you go home and you cry and you want to die When you say "it's gonna happen now" When exactly do you mean? See I've already waited too long And all my hope is gone

How soon is now? - The Smiths

[shoelace4-48]

sorry for trauma dumping, it will happen again 

[swum2grief]

I can't sleep but there's nothing I can do

[swum2grief]

Feeling nauseous

[swum2grief]

I just want to melt into this bed

[swum2grief]

The feeling that everyone’s leaving me behind just won’t go away. Thinking about it makes me feel like I’m going to be sick.

[swum2grief]

I wish I had a girlfriend who would spoil me

[swum2grief]

No, I’m not your girlfriend, so I don’t have the right to say anything... but if you wanted me, maybe we could have a healthy life together?

[swum2grief]

Hey! What does it mean that even at this age, I’m saying almost the exact same things I did as a teenager?!?!?!?!?!

Maybe I should just die????

[swum2grief]

Living with someone who won’t compromise is really frustrating. Sometimes I wonder why I’m even stuck in this situation.

If my fear of losing my ego could ease up just a bit, I think I’d finally be able to let go of myself

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe i am not constantly contemplating about ending my life everyday

[sweetbittersweets]

“People care about you!”

I want to actually feel it

[equalperson]

HORRIBLE AVOIDANT REALITY: you have to talk to people to start therapy. or get a job. or make friends. or keep friends. or get your emotional needs met. or

[another-avpd-blog]

My life can be divided into two sectors. Feeling embarrassed, anxious and stressed for doing things and feeling guilty, anxious and stressed for not doing things

[maladapt3d]

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did