[sxgrvina]

theroguetrickster replied to your post:

D'awww, wifey, you’re using the sassy face, and I love it.

She’s too cute to be too sassy.

[theroguetrickster]

“Of course I will,” Loki promised, kissing her forehead. “And I have every confidence that we can both face and overcome this. All of this. Our parents, the baby, we can absolutely do it.” If it had been Thor who had impregnated Sigyn, there would absolutely be a renewal of the war between Asgard and Vanaheim, but Loki knew he could fix this situation, he could find a way for everything to work out to their favor.

He gave her hand a squeeze before letting go so he could lift her up and carry her to the bed, nuzzling her neck. “I have all the faith in you that it is possible for a person to have, because you are the most incredible woman I have ever met.”

[sxgrvina]

“And I’m lucky to have you. I didn’t know I could love another person the way I do you, you’ve changed my life in such a short time and I believe you. Whatever comes we can make a happy life from it.” They would find a way. “My father used to tell me when I was little that all things happen for a reason, nothing is by coincidence and there are no mistakes in the Norn’s work.” 

And she truly did believe it. Through all the questions and worry her heart knew where it belonged, with Loki, wherever that path might take her. 

[sxgrvina]

I’m going to use Robin Wright as my fc. She’s just too cute as Buttercup and idk why I didn’t think of it sooner. 

[theroguetrickster]

Loki obeyed her, climbing up onto the windowsill and slipped into the shadows, casting a concealment charm over himself as he waited for her. When she returned and told him it was safe, he lowered the spell, exhaling in relief.

“I missed you,” he said, grinning as he went to her and pulled her into his arms, kissing her. “Shall we amend that statement you just made?” His hands found their way to her stomach, pressing ever so gently against the little life they two of them had created. “Both Mamma and little one need their rest, after all.”

[sxgrvina]

Smile pulling her lips ever so slightly Sigyn couldn’t keep herself from giggling as his hands wound their way to her belly, the pulse of emotion she felt at the contact adding to her laughter. “I don’t know if I could. There is so much on my mind; your father and my mother, I know my grandfather will help us but there is only so much he can do, and we’re having a child when neither of us know the first thing about raising one.” 

There was too much to worry over that made focusing on these little moments of peace hard for her. But the way he held her and the velvet of his voice in her ear already had her slowing down, her fingers laced with his where they rested protectively over their child’s resting place. 

“Will you still be here when I wake?”

[theroguetrickster]

“And why should I not flatter you when you deserve it?” he asked, grinning and basking in the warmth of her body against his as they rode back to Noatun. It was an easy enough journey to make, but he kept up the illusion that she was alone with a glamour, just for security.

“What now?” he asked, dismounting beneath the terrace and helping her down.

[sxgrvina]

“My window is open. climb up and wait for me inside. I’ll be there shortly, I need to sneak back in without my sisters catching me. Grandfather may know but they do not and until we are married I want to keep it that way. I can’t trust none of them will go running to mother.”

Parting from him was near impossible, it was like leaving a piece of herself behind and she was all to worried that she could lose it forever if things weren’t handled with care. 

It’s a short time later that the princess finds her way back to her own chambers. She made it back without being seen by anyone but her guards, which was a relief she felt as she closed the door and let out a long breath, taking off her cloak and hanging it by the door. 

“Loki,” she whispered into the dark, “Loki it’s safe now. Everyone is in bed but us.” 

[theroguetrickster]

Loki slumped against her shoulder, weeping softly. “I thought she…I thought there might have been  a chance for me to have a mother again.”

[sxgrvina]

❛ You do have a mother ——she is still here in so many  ways. Don’t you feel it? Love like her’s doesn’t just stop.  She instilled it in your and I see it in the way you look at  our sons. ❜ Tears got the best of Sigyn too. Frigga was more a mother to her than Freya could ever claim to be and her absence left a gaping void in the worlds. ❛ And maybe it’s not too late...maybe she’ll see what you really need but you’ll never know if you shut her own completely. Keep your distance and let her earn her way to being near you. ❜

[theroguetrickster]

“Gladly.” He wrapped his arms around her, nuzzling her neck. “Lead on. I forgot the way back already in the glory of your presence.” Just holding her was enough to restore his spirits, coupled with the promise of Njord’s assistance. 

“I’ll hold you every night that I possibly can,” he promised softly.

[sxgrvina]

❛ If you keep flattering me like this I may grow accustomed to it. ❜ Sigyn kissed him and again and let they finger’s intertwine, guiding him to her horse and mounting behind him. Her arms wrapped around his torso and the further they rode the more her lack of sleep caught up, her voice slurred when she gave him the last few directions. 

❛ There is no guard outside my terrace at this hour....we can walk after we stop at the stable. ❜

[theroguetrickster]

“Sigyn, what am I supposed to do? She… she…” Loki shook his head. “It doesn’t matter, she’s never going to come near our family. Especially not our children.”

[sxgrvina]

❛ I know...I talked to her and I understand now. ❜  His face cradled in her palms Sigyn kissed the  bridge of his nose, letting her’s brush his cheek

         ❛ What she did to you was selfish and you          owe her nothing; not forgiveness, not affection,          not the name mother. You have some so....don’t          let her take that from you. ❜

[sxgrvina]

larrealist I have been on your blog for like three minutes jamin’ to your playlist. I’m supposed to be in bed. 

[sxgrvina]

ERHMYGERD

[theroguetrickster]

“There’s nothing to talk about.”

[sxgrvina]

        ❛ Don’t lie to me. You’re upset and you         have every right to be but please don’t         do this, don’t pull away from me. ❜

[sxgrvina]

        ❛ Loki. Love. Will you talk to me? ❜

[queencruelstriker-blog]

“The only thing I would have ensured was the death of my child and you would not be here to hate me today. I am not a warrior, I could not have protected him if Koli fell. Or worse, Laufey could have pulled me aside and had me watch him die. I am begging you, Sigyn, let me speak to him. From a mother to a mother, let me see my child.”

[sxgrvina]

❛ And to ask the AllFather for help never occurred to you... ❜ She was near exasperation. All she heard were selfish excuses, not true remorse save for her own pain. Did Loki’s mean nothing? She spoke of keeping him safe not because she loved her child but for political gain. True they both gave birth to sons but they were not the same. This woman was no mother in her eyes. 

❛ He does not want to see you, Farbuati. His doesn’t trust you. ❜

[queencruelstriker-blog]

“Leave? My husband was threatening to kill him, he could not stay. As for me staying, I could still have children. Laufey kept me because he had ‘tamed’ me before and wanted to keep me as a pretty pet. He threatened my love, Koli, and Loki’s life if I ever left. And don’t you dare accuse me of not looking for Loki, I hired countless spies to scour the land for my child. He was never found.”

[sxgrvina]

❛ No. You chose to stay. You chose to leave your child and whatever pain you feel is deserved, a consequence. Now I’ve heard you out and I see why Loki is so besot. Consider yourself absolved of any obligation to him, you’re business in Vanaheim is done. ❜

[queencruelstriker-blog]

“Pain? For him? Perhaps. But you must understand how infinite the pain for me was. Imagine you have a child, that was born just a little different from everyone else, hated by their father, the man you supposedly loved, who then seeks to kill your child. Then your true love takes the child to a Temple to protect them, only to be found dead in the river with both legs broken, lungs full of water to ensure he suffered! And your child is nowhere to be found. And years later, after you fake that you have recovered from it, you learn your child lives. What would you do in my place?”

[sxgrvina]

❛ What kind of mother leaves her child to an unknown fate? What kind of mother leaves her child at all? I would never find myself in your place because I am not selfish. I would die for my sons. I would not assume them dead and vanish. I am not you and I am glad. ❜

[theroguetrickster]

Loki kissed her again, removing one of his arm greaves and wrapping it around her wrist, adjusting it to better fit her. It was informal, but still a proposal by Asgard’s standards. “We’ll have to act quickly, won’t we? Because of the baby. Can your grandfather help us?”

He was already trying to plan everything in his head. Ways to explain his absences to his friends and brother, cloaking spells to keep Heimdall from knowing about the marriage. This was going be his greatest caper ever, but if he succeeded, the blessings would be myriad.

[sxgrvina]

❛ The baby has only been with us for a week, ❜ she laughed and admired how the green and gold looked on her arm, ❛ but you’re right. In a few months there will be no hiding it and we need to have the safety of marriage to protect him. My grandfather will help up. He can give you asylum if you need it...we will figure this our but for tonight will you come home with me? ❜ The woods with their prying eyes and ears wasn’t the place to continue this conversation. 

❛ I’ve missed having you to hold me at night. ❜

[queencruelstriker-blog]

“Yes, I am female, how very nice of you to notice.” Farbauti gave a slight chuckle. “Forgive the joke, I am Queen Farbauti ‘Cruelstriker’ of Jotunheim, is there something you wish of me?”

[sxgrvina]

❛ What I want is for you to leave. You’re coming here to seek my husband out has brought nothing but pain for him, do you not see it? You want his forgiveness which is a selfish thing to sooth yourself while he’s forced to relive things he’s worked so hard to leave behind. ❜