Halloween Hyperfixator 101

A little tumblr blog filled with wonders of chaos & geekiness of a 22 year old selfshipper. Icon art is by N/A Ask Box is always open for questions! Current theme: Emilyn Moone (My OC / Sona)!

[sxilor-1010]

INTRO POST

Hello everyone! My name is Sailor, Sxilor, Silxas, whatever you wanna call me. This is my tumblr blog, (cause apparently my last blog @gr3y-etiola got deleted so I lost all my shit-) so I'm redoing it from scratch! It sucks but it's just how it is, and I needed to redo my blog one way or another.

I am about 22 years old, using they/she/it pronouns, and I am diagnosed with AUDHD. I often like to ramble about my hyperfixations as well as about characters I enjoy or ocs I have. Some of my current hyperfixations are FNAF, Horrorvale, Halloween stuff, Roblox, Pumpkin Jack (the game), Left 4 Dead 2, and much more.

I'm also a selfshipper who has all of their F/O's in a polycule and will kick the shit out of proshippers on sight.

You can check out all about my F/O's here! If anybody wants to doodle or draw my sona with any of my f/o's, check out this post here!

If you would ever like to talk or ramble, feel free to shoot me a dm or send me an ask! Please make sure to check out my Strawpage too so you're aware of my DNI list and to learn more a bit about me! I hope after reading this you have an amazing day / night.

GOODBYE :)

[rambles-of-mental-illness]

If You’re Feeling Rejected and Need to Self-Soothe Instead of Reacting:

"They’re not saying I’m unlovable. They’re saying they can’t give me what I need right now."

"This doesn’t mean I have to leave. It means I need to find a different way to get what I need."

"I can survive this feeling. It’s real, but it’s not permanent."

"I’ve been here before. It felt like the end of the world, but it wasn’t."

"This really hurts, but I don’t want to lash out. I’m going to step away for a bit."

"I’m scared of making this worse, so I’m going to calm down before responding."

"My first instinct is to assume the worst, but I don’t want to do that. I’m going to sit with this before deciding how I feel."

"I feel like I’m being rejected right now, and my first instinct is to panic, but I’m trying to sit with the feeling instead."

"This really hurts, and my brain is telling me it means something worse than it does. I’m trying to remind myself that it’s just a feeling."

"I feel like shutting down or running away, but I know that won’t actually help."

"My emotions are really loud right now, but I know reacting in the moment might make things worse. I just need to take a second to breathe."

"I want to assume the worst, but I know my emotions are making this feel bigger than it is. I’m working on calming down before responding."

"Just because they’re not giving me what I need right now doesn’t mean they don’t care about me."

"This isn’t proof that I’m unwanted. It’s just a situation that feels bad, and feelings aren’t facts."

"I am not actually being abandoned. My brain is making this feel like a bigger threat than it is."

"They might be unavailable right now, but that doesn’t mean I’m losing them forever."

"I can survive this feeling. I’ve been through this before, and it passed."

[sxilor-1010]

foxy x reader but its the reader petting his head and scritching his ears mid-arguement which makes foxy melt in a relaxed trance and forget why he was annoyed in the first place

[x3daffo]

btw if you ever feel guilty for not posting/talking/thinking about your selfship enough, it's okay. whether you're stressed or busy or just not feeling it as much, whatever reason, your f/o(s) still love you so much! they would never pressure you for anything and they want you to take care of yourself. take as much time as you need, they'll still be waiting for you and supporting you 💙

[neuronary]

‘redditors need to know this’, ‘twitterinas need to know that’… no. you need to know one thing and that is that you are not allowed to complain about werewolf fuckers. this is the werewolf fucking website. grow up and go fuck a werewolf.

[once-a-polecat]

[were--ralph]

What does this gif have to do with werewolves?

[flizaa]

if you have to ask you’re not ready

[were--ralph]

can you explain? i don’t get it

[thefirstanomally]

This is like someone just informed the newcomers about the devils sacrament taking place every full moon and the devil itself popped up asking “what sacrament?” with a cheshire grin.

[unyieldingsilence]

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[nightlight-selfships]

Your f/o would never want to truly insult or demean you ; not really. Even if they're the more playful type, making a few jokes here and there. They don't want you to feel disrespected by them, or hurt in any manner. Your feelings matter and so do you, and they'd never try and tear you down.

[soft-and-silly-imagines]

Imagine an ice cream truck driving by you, but you wanted some ice cream so your f/o runs after it at full speed.

[0x1-deactivated20220826]

dick makes people mentally ill. dick havers, dick wannabes and dick lovers are all insane. it's like toxoplasmosis, you have compulsive need to defend and push and worship dicks all the time and spead your dick mania to everywhere you go.

this seems rational and grounded in empirical evidence

[afloweroutofstone]

#lost in a fugue of penis delerium

[crapscicle]

[sister-hawk]

reblog to spread your dick mania to everywhere you go

[sxilor-1010]

I'm excited to announce that I'm gonna be participating in Artfight this year!

This'll be my first ever Artfight so I really hope that I'll be able to have fun and improve upon my art skills a bit doing this!

If you want to follow me for this year or even attack some of my characters, my artfight profile will be linked right here!

[geniusbee]

these are getting weird

[kosmogrl]

[myothertardisisonthemun]

[jomjjeoro]

hey guys. this is my invention. check it out

[bastionkeeper]

listen no matter how depressed I am whenever this post shows up on my dash I fucking lose it I just laugh so hard, it’s such a good post. The way it’s presented? Soap on a sink nozzle, okay clearly this is some sort of handwashing appliance. Then there’s just water going everywhere no further explanation it’s so good I’m so happy

[sxilor-1010]

This is probably gonna flop by the time its posted but I did a lil Femi textpost meme video thing with a friend of mine that I wanted to post here!

However I will say there is at least ONE suggestive textpost near the end so feel free to completely skip that over if you don't wish to see it.

I might make another part if this gains some traction, so let me know what you guys think! 🦊🌙❤️

[sexycraisinthanos]

“AI art is okay if you’re just making shitposts”

Have you forgotten our roots

[damnbluewires]

reblogging this with my own masterpiece

[ask-the-fishdick-deactivated201]

REBLOG IF IT IS OKAY TO COME INTO YOUR INBOX AND SAY THE RANDOMEST SHIT I CAN THINK OF BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO INTERACT WITH YOU.

[sxilor-1010]

i might make more and update this post but I made some femi related textpost memes out of boredom and cause the wifi is out 💔

[sxilor-1010]

I TOLD YALL I'D MAKE MORE AHAHAHA

[sxilor-1010]

i might make more and update this post but I made some femi related textpost memes out of boredom and cause the wifi is out 💔