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A playlist featuring Billie Eilish, Kennedi, Petit Biscuit, and others

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A playlist featuring Logic, Kendrick Lamar, Trey Songz, and others

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Past 1AM Thoughts

"I don't exactly know this heavy feeling I have inside." "Sorry for all my shortcomings, for all my flaws, for every single thing that I do wrong." "What I say is always wrong." "I'm sorry for being a jealous bitch." "Stop being jealous so you'll stop hurting." "Pain. Hurting. Pain." "You're out of your mind." "I'm just trying to be okay." "Why do I always ruin everything for us?" "Why do I always cause problems?" "Why am I so difficult to deal with?" "Stupid shit." "Stop creating shits and ruining the both of you." "I'm really sorry." "You're overthinking again too much." "He can leave you, but he promised he's not going to. You believe in him so much that he's not gonna leave you just like the rest of them. Stop thinking." "Don't stop fucking crying. Let it all out. That's how you come out strong." "Just sleep to escape reality." "Can you kill me?" "There's a war in my mind." "Your thoughts are slowly killing you." "I don't know if I'm emotional or emotionless right now even." "Why are things so hard?" "Stop pushing people away." "Broken and kinda alone." "Lock away your emotions already." "The less you give pake, the less you'll get hurt?????? Can't even do that." "I love him so much." "Why am I killing him?" "I'm sorry for making you feel bad." "I'm sorry for making you sad or cry when I'm sad or crying at times." "I'm sorry if I'm killing you." "I trust you so much but you still scare me." "Our Andre-like situation hurts me a lot but that's okay." "You scare me so much cause you might be saying now that you love me so damn much, that there's no you without me, that you can't imagine your life with anyone else, and then the next time you might tell me that you're not sure of us anymore." "I fucking want someone to at least stay. I always find someone who fucking leaves. All I need is someone who'll finally stay and willing to." "I was so much deprived from love and attention that's why when you came, my expectations became higher and I'm sorry if I'm asking for too much of it both." "I slowly forgot how to feel anymore not until you came. Please don't let me come to that point ever again." "I just want you to love me as much as I love you." "Yes it hurts me a lot sometimes when you're kinda unfair." "And you can't do the same thing I do for you. It's okay then. I try to understand it always." "It's so hard being me." "It's cute that you fall asleep on me sometimes, but sometimes it hurts too when you fall asleep at times that I need you the most. Just like now. But, I'm used to it." "You have no idea what I'm really feeling." "Be careful with me. Please." "I don't really understand myself. Whenever I say leave me alone or ttyl or good night, what I really mean is please don't go, I need you. I'm so damn complicated." "When I say I love you, I really mean it. I don't say those words to anyone if I don't." "Don't fight for their attention. If they really care, you shouldn't have to daw." "He cares so much for you but all you do is try to push him away." "I'm sorry if I ever make you feel like I don't trust you or believe in you. But truth be told, I really do so much because I love you and your sincerity." "I'm fine, really." "Every thought is a battle I have to go through each night and I don't think I'm winning." "I'm sorry if I still overthink a lot. It's so hard to promise that I can conquer it." "I'm sorry for always starting an argument or something. If I don't speak up about what's pissing me off, it will extremely kill me inside. That's how I am that's why I always show signs that I'm not okay with something. I'm deeply sorry." "I promise I'll shut up soon." "I'll change for you. I'll become better and less annoying or a pain in the neck." "I'm deeply sorry for I am so hard to handle. I wouldn't handle me either." "Pain runs through my veins." "I'm sorry I'm lost." "I'm sorry I messed up again and again." "I'm sorry I'm a mess." "I really hate myself. So much as in so much. You have no idea." "I'm sorry if I care too much about you. I'm sorry if I love you too much. I'm sorry if I always give too much in everything." "I just want to cry until I can't cry anymore." "Where are you now that I need you?" "Nobody should be left alone with their thoughts." "You said you're not sleeping until we're okay and yet you fell asleep as usual. I'm getting so used to it. It doesn't surprise me anymore." "Fuck my life. Fuck everything in it." "I just really fucking hate myself." "I'm so pathetic." "Go kill yourself." "Am I gettig worse? I don't understand anything anymore."