Syjaann

Dark Artist/Grahics Designer

[syjaann]

The heaviest thing I carry isn't a burden on my back—it's the stone of guilt buried in my heart.

[novembermetaphors]

How do you know peace is departing? When nights are spent in hospital rooms. Awaiting for the next visit, and smile through it. Hum of hope in the empty corridors whilst entrusting the helplessness beneath your flesh. What do you do when you want to mend the hurt but you just stare at their face and wonder how much time do I have with them?

— Touhida K. @novembermetaphors

[thoughtkick]

“A year ago, I would never have pictured the way my life is now.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“You can achieve what you’re working towards, as long as you keep trying your best.”

— Unknown

[syjaann]

I am a believer

[thoughtkick]

“Breathe. This is just a chapter. Not the whole story.”

— Unknown

[syjaann]

There are only two things. Truth and lies. Truth is indivisible, hence it cannot recognize itself; anyone who wants to recognize it has to be a lie. - Franz Kafka

[syjaann]

“you are terrifying and strange and beautiful something not everyone knows how to love.”

“you tried to change didn’t you? closed your mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less volatile, less awake...” “you tried to change didn’t you? closed your mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less volatile, less awake...” - Warsan Shire

[nytherova-deactivated20250602]

In Pieces

People don’t always leave like doors slamming

sometimes, they leave like echoes

lingering in your favorite mug,

or the way the hallway feels emptier

even when you’ve turned off the lights.

They leave behind playlists you can’t delete,

and sweaters that still remember

the shape of their shoulders.

They leave in songs you skip too fast,

and coffee shops you walk past

without knowing why your chest tightens.

They leave without shouting.

They just... fade from photos first,

then from memories,

and one day,

you wake up and forget the sound of their laugh

and you wonder if they were ever real.

But the worst kind of leaving

is when they’re still around,

just not yours anymore.

And you start leaving too

not all at once,

but in pieces.

– Written by Nyra

[syjaann]

One of soft kind of leaving but yet harsh enough

[vexheart]

[syjaann]

"Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing." — Benjamin Franklin

[resqectable]

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than to hurt yourself trying to put them back together.”

— Unknown

[syjaann]

Sometimes I think I want to disappear, but deep down, I just want to be found. Maybe that’s why I hide — not to be alone, but because I need to know someone would come looking.

[syjaann]

Sometimes the best things in life are the things we can't have ~ they give birth to hope; and hope is fuel for the soul -Unknown

[syjaann]

“People speak sometimes about the "bestial" cruelty of man, but that is terribly unjust and offensive to beasts, no animal could ever be so cruel as a man, so artfully, so artistically cruel.” ― Fyodor Dostoyevsky

[syjaann]

Painting is easy when you don't know how, but very difficult when you do.

[syjaann]

Truth is everybody is going to hurt you: you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.

-Bob Marley

[syjaann]

Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you.

-Ovid