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As they entered the bar, Marlene felt the woman pull her arm away. It worried her for a moment, before she felt the woman’s hand grasp her own. It seemed that Mary had a way of warming her heart with even the simplest of sentences, and she felt her cheeks start to warm as she glanced away.
Settling herself on the barstool before turning back to the woman, her smile only growing. “I care about you too, Mary. More than words can say,” she whispered, her free hand coming up to brush a few curls from the woman’s eyes. She wanted to be able to see the light in Mary’s eyes, something she’d become so accustomed to in the past few weeks. “I don’t think I mentioned this yet, but you…you look absolutely stunning tonight,” she said, unable to meet Mary’s eyes as the words tumbled from her lips.
This moment between the two of them-electric and too intimate to be friends, just friends-sent Mary’s heart beating rapidly. Her face heated as Marlene’s hand tucked a lose curl out of the way, the other woman’s gaze avoiding her own as she offered up the compliment. “Oh, thank you,” Mary said, her voice soft and her cheeks warm. “You look lovely, Marlene, but-you always look so beautiful,” she responded, looking up to try and meet Marlene’s eyes.
She wasn’t certain of much, when it came to the woman in front of her. Mary knew three things beyond a doubt: that Marlene was mixed up in a world Mary did her best to avoid, that the other woman felt at least a sense of friendship for her, and that she was utterly, completely, irrevocably head over heels in love with Marlene and if Mary didn’t tell her she would explode.
Suddenly, Mary was nervous. Petrified because she could have been reading the signs wrong, or maybe Marlene was just toying with the poor girl with the unfortunate crush, though Mary was hard pressed to consider Marlene doing something so malicious. She bit her lip, unable to look at the woman next to her. “Marlene,” she started, voice cracking from the sudden dryness in her throat. “Marlene, I-I just-you know that I value-this-our-friendship,” Mary’s voice shook, the words coming out disjointed as she tried to keep herself from losing the little courage she had. “But I just-sometimes it seems like maybe it’s-we’re-not friends.” She blinked, rapidly, her own words coming back through her ears and sounding off. “Sometimes I think you look at me the way I know i must look at you,” she admitted, glancing up but not letting her vision rest on Marlene long enough to try and read her expression. “But Marlene, I just, I can’t keep living like this, so uncertain. I just-Marlene, what are we to you?”











