Leaving
I’ve been growing more inactive ever since I joined the reddit scene. I’m really beginning to grow into the site, and finding better, happier, more positive communities. The longer I’m away from here, the less stressed and more sociable I am.
I’ve been thinking over making this post for a long while. I do think it’s time I make the right decision, for my mental health and for my growth as a person, to move on from this site.
I’ve left a pretty negative mark here, and that’s my fault. I did my best to make up for it, but after gleaning knowledge from others and some self-reflection, there are some wounds I can’t heal just by being a better person. Not everything gets better after time. I’ve hurt people.
At the same time, I know I’ve also helped people. A lot of people. So not all I’ve committed is negative. There are wonderful relationships I’ve developed, people I’ve rekindled with, and contributions I’ve made.
But it’s been seven years I’ve been here. It’s time I find another place to go.
My contributions, I’ll leave up. I’m not going to delete this or any of my blogs. This will be permanent hiatus unless for some reason I’m needed desperately. Even then I doubt I’ll show up.
I don’t know what I’ll do with the projects I haven’t finished. I might delete them or leave them alone, or something. I’ve no idea. Probably just forget about them.
I do wish I could detach my name from some of my creations, so hopefully they can grow beyond me. But can’t have everything you want.
I’ll be checking my messages every once in a while, in case some of you wanna have my Discord or something.
I’ll be moving on to a healthier place.
I hope you all reach that day that you do, too.
~ Hail
