Weekly Journal 3: Finishing assignments... WHILE BEING SICK
This week, I have been very extremely SICK and I'm SICK of it. Hehe get it? Anyways, I keep on sneezing, coughing and even my body temperature sometimes keeps rising. I don't even know why it has to happen at the end of the semester. It's annoying and I'm tired of it, LITERALLY. I also have a huge pile of assignments to do. Doing assignments is already bad enough. But doing assignments while being sick? Hell, I'd rather die at this rate. Let me die in peace, lord. Heh. Nah, joking. I'm aiming to get good results, so I can't let my sickness get the best of me or stop me from gaining knowledge and finishing something that I must do. Imagine just typing one sentence and you start to sneeze uncontrollably until your body is unable to move. Ah. I hate it. I can't even do anything without whining and sneezing. If it was a dry sneeze, I wouldn't mind that much. But usually it's wet sneezes. If you know, you know. I don't like living like this and I hate how people keep staring at me whenever I wear my mask or something. It might just be my imagination, but what can I do. Being sick makes my focus worse. Focusing on my task is already hard enough as an ADHD person, now being sick AND having ADHD to do work? Another whole level of suffering and challenge. But I can keep doing my assignment by knowing that there's an amazing reward in the end. What great motivation for me. Hehe.
I'll be fine as usual, even though I'm painfully getting through it. Wish me luck and let's hope I won't do anything stupid in the meantime.












