What a Nightmare

Sup, lets learn about ourselves. Tobi/Genderfluid (He/Them)/19/Pan & Ace

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I am in a constant state of falling apart

[psychoticsuggestion]

they’re waiting for me to slip up.

[bpdmitzu]

Conclusion: I’m almost convinced i’m a lesbian. And also, men are monsters.

[sl4v-deactivated20180705]

Person: So who are you ?

My BPD ass: *shows a catalogue of all of my personalities* your pick

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why can’t I get it through my THICK skull that MY FRIENDS have FRIENDS other than ME

[no--hemo]

my brain: your disorder makes you unlovable, you’re abusive and everyone would be better off without you

me, plugging my ears and screaming at the top of my lungs: i am better than my disorder, i am a good person and care about others and my friends love me and would be sad if i died

[believe-in-miraclesx]

I don’t think most people realize how much having BPD can affect relationships

It sure destroyed mine

[narutokinserver]

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[weloveshortvideos]

[wanderbymistake]

This is my favourite video on the entire internet.

[la-mancha-screwjob]

Weird little alien karate-chop hands

[babybleu2]

^^^^^exactly was I thought watching this

[boygirlz]

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[uvparadise]

[thepowerwithin]

You really are such an amazing person. Please don’t allow for anyone to make you feel any less valuable that you truly are; for you only deserve to live a life filled with a full understanding and love for yourself.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin (via thepowerwithin)

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Is there any blogs out there that post about:

- Naruto - BPD - DID - Psychosis - Until Dawn - Mr. Robot - Persona 3 If so, please like this post!! I want to follow some new people!!

[thoughtsick]

driving with psychosis

- fuck is that something on the road!?

- how did I get here wtf how long have I been driving

- this car is definitely following me I gotta lose them somehow

- the people in the car behind me are laughing… is it at me or my driving??

- whoops missed the turn because I couldn’t move

- crash your car! crash your car! crash your car! crash your car!

- I forgot you existed and were in the car with me sorry

- nothing is real so what is even the point in driving

- better lock the doors even though it’s the middle of the day

- if that person pulls up at the lights next to me they’re definitely trying to read my mind

- what if that’s not even my real car??

- why do other people trust me so much while driving I don’t even trust me while driving

[myschizoass]

do you ever dissociate so hard that you’re actually like 99% sure nothing’s real but u just kinda go with it bc you honestly have nothing to lose

[opheliabpd]

How I Control Splitting

These are some of the ways I have learnt to cope with my splitting. While they may not work for everyone or in every instance, hopefully someone will find some use in these strategies.

When I feel myself splitting on someone, I acknowledge it. I tell myself that I’m splitting, and that it’s the disorder speaking, not me.

If I’m splitting on a person, I try to distance myself from them to stop me lashing out. Being around them just increases the chances that I’m going to say something I regret and make things harder on both of us. 

Communicate with them. I have found a lot of success in actually telling the person that I’m splitting on them. “I’m getting really upset at you right now, but I know that it is irrational and just because of the BPD. I’m going to try to control it, but it might be best if I have some space until it blows over.” Surprisingly, a lot of people are far more understanding if I just tell them to truth.

Keep a log (even if it’s just a note in your phone) of the times you split, and what caused them. You might be able to notice patterns or triggers, which you can then work on avoiding.

[prince-rami]

This match is about to get RED HOT! Now GO!!

//I decided to be cuphead for halloween!