Emono's Personal Blog @t1dprick - Tumblr Blog

i know i'm a little late but happy birthday

Thank you so much! It was a wild ride haha

hello! we used to talk some but fell out of touch. i hope things are going well and if they’re not, i hope they get better soon c: -🍑

They are! Uh, in theory so far. I’ve accepted my mental illness recently and I’m taking the first steps toward becoming a healthy, functioning person. It’s been a rough time since I’ve been diagnosed with diabetes and I think I realize my spiral started then. But yes! Yes, things are looking up, fingers crossed. I hope you’re well too! I’m sorry we’ve lost touch <3

#I know who I want this to be but I know she's gone and that's cool #can't really MAKE someone be friends with you especially when you were shitty #ie me #Anonymous

2018 so far 🖤✌🏻🖤

#emono omae #emono #and yet I can’t seem to keep the attention of any guy I go after #same story as always y’all #I’m good enough to fuck not good enough to fall in love with #story of my life

Alpha.. I'm opening commissions for the first time and I'm so damn nervous... I've gotten good feedback on my work so far but I still don't feel like I'm good enough for commissions... I really need this money but I feel like people are just going to tell me I'm full of myself for thinking anyone would want to pay for my work... I just need some encouragement I guess.. ~A.R. Omega

(Here's hoping mobile doesn't cut off my reply) you CAN Do this! You deserve it. Any work you put your heart into is worth paying for. Don't you dare think for one moment that you're not good enough because I promise you you are. I am behind you 100% and I wish you only the very best. I believe in you sincerely, and anyone who doesn't? Well they don't deserve you. I had the same thoughts once but I was lucky enough to have people around who told me my writing was good enough to be bought. Your work is good enough, More than good enough! *waves pompoms*

Howdy alpha, just incase your day has been less then stellar here's a hug allllll the way from Australia. I hope it's warmth can seep into your bones and give you that I really needed that feel \(^-^)/

Thanku I needed that 😭🌹 You're the best 🌟🌟🌟

g-luztrash

just a silly thing of what is probably my favourite scene (meant for the band of brothers week, but life got in the way, so i did it today)

g-luztrash

forgot to put the source of where i got the idea from, sorry! (X).

I was tagged by the lovely @ruinsrebuilt, and as @mjolll and @snowmedics can see, I’m on a Snoosier theme because I plan on working on their outline today. Post your lock screen, wallpaper, most recently played, and a recent selfie.

I’m tagging @alexpenkala, @ackackh, @unaduessa, @spoondragon, @onlythenuns, and an awesome new blog (we discovered each other!) @gettingthatyellowjaundice also anyone who wants to do it!!

#snoosier #emono

I have brushed my teeth 3 days in a row AND I had the appetite to eat breakfast this morning. I am proud of myself :D

*big thumbs up* Proud of you too <3

How do you feel about oatmeal and raisins cookies?

They're pretty tasty. But I love chocolate chip moar

ruinsrebuilt

from “anchor” by Wendy C. Ortiz

for @diosia

#charles grant #joe liebgott #band of brothers #FUCK I REBLOGGED TO A DEAD BLOG #BUT STILL SCREAMING

hey alpha i don't know if tumblr ate my message to you a few weeks ago but i thought i would sent it again. you probably don't remember me but i wrote you two messages in June last year about the void that filled my chest and rested heavy in my bones. i came to you because i didn't know anyone who understood that kind of feeling, the feeling of emptiness that you can't quite explain. i had tried to tell people before but they didn't understand what i meant. anyway i wanted to say thank you. 1/3

you may not realize it but your message did help me, i printed out both and stuck them on the wall against my desk. i forgot about them for a bit so i took the brightest high lighter and lined the edge so i could see them from my bed. i tried a ton of hobbies to occupy my time between working. after a while i found that i felt lighter after i drew, i felt like i could get through the day if i doodled something before work. I'm not terribly and it looks far too much like someone else work but 2/3

i don't feel a heaviness to my bones or an empty space where my chest should be, it doesn't 100% fix me but it makes me feel like i can get through with talking to people at least. I'm starting to see a light where near a year ago all i saw was darkness. granted i still have bad days that can stretch into weeks but i feel like there's no real way to stop that. so even though you don't know me i wanted to say thank you for inspiring me to keep going and for kinda filling my void *less void 3/3

Hey friend. No, fuck, I didn’t see any message like that. Tumblr is awful at eating my messages. I’m so glad to hear that the heaviness has lightened. I’ve gone through a rough patch the past few weeks and rock bottom feels heavy and dense and like a gaping void, so to hear someone clawed their way out even for a little bit at a time is a relief. Anything I said that helped I’m grateful for, anything that helped you in even the small way that words on a screen can. *hugs*It’s such a huge relief to hear this...I was worried back then, still was. There’s no fix-all that I can think of, but every success is still a success (what a cliche, I’m sorry ;;) but still - the small victories matter. Bad days are always going to happen, some a helluva lot worse or longer than others, but I’m proud of you, and I believe in you. Knowing you’re doing better inspires me right back to be better, take better care of myself. So thank you <33

ruinsrebuilt

from “anchor” by Wendy C. Ortiz

for @diosia

#charles grant #joe liebgott #band of brothers #SCREAMS #I WASNT READY

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mrrrl:

delladilly:

do you ever see someone in some quiet intimate moment and suddenly love them so desperately you feel like you’re dying

#like when they pass a mirror and make a face and mess with their hair a little #or when you hear someone singing in their car with the windows rolled up as they drive past you #i don’t know how to express this i just. people are people and it makes me so sad and filled up sometimes

I love seeing grown humans setting about little creative tasks out of boredom and then looking quietly pleased with themselves, like maybe a middle-aged woman on her train home from work manages to make a tower out of empty coffee creamers and gazes at it proudly for a few seconds.

I love seeing other people make the overblown OOPS I FORGOT SOMETHING performance for no-one that most of us do when we have to turn around in the middle of the pavement.

I love seeing stony-faced people in queues unable to contain a smile when a baby looking over its mother’s shoulder in front of them locks eyes and does that astonished stare.

#inspiration