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21 | active ed & bpd blog aug 25

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ppl rly hate girls with eating disorders tbh. did anyone else notice this

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like its funny that theyre seen as the primary perpetuators of diet culture and unhealthy eating and not as the most obvious victims of it

[horsesource]

[anarchistmemedistro]

[cleanlliness]

"birthday calories dont count" "drunk calories dont count" "period calories dont count" actually girl ykwhat ive decided that NONE count for u, the calorie curse has been lifted off you for eternity

[t3lleraugen]

I want people to still notice how skinny I am when I‘m wearing baggy clothes

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

agonizing over all the time you wasted or lost is useless. it’s gone now. you survived in the only way you knew how. doesn’t your survival deserve some recognition too?

[t3lleraugen]

I‘m now 4 days into taking prozac/fluoxetine and it‘s killing me. I can‘t sleep, I have really bad brain fog, feel completely numb and can‘t form a single coherent thought. I feel like I’m going insane. my appetite is also completely gone, which could be nice, but if I don‘t eat at all, the other side effects are just gonna become even worse. I hate it here.

I also have nothing to do, bc everything is too overstimulating and exhausting. I just want to sleep ;-;

has anyone of you taken prozac before and can tell me about their experiences?

[sandmandaddy69]

[t3lleraugen]

there‘s nothing worse than the extreme hunger I get the MINUTE I try to go to sleep

[s33th1ngg-deactivated20260125]

[t3lleraugen]

btw if you don‘t tell chatgpt about your 3d, it gives out the most unhinged tips imaginable about meals and losing weight, it‘s actually insane(ly helpful)

[t3lleraugen]

inside me there are two wolves

[t3lleraugen]

I hate body dysmorphia so much. the scale says I‘m skinny, everyone tells me I‘m skinny, my weight tells me I‘m skinny, I KNOW I‘M SKINNY BUT I CAN‘T SEE IT BRUUHHHH like pls brain can‘t you just show me what I look like ;-;

[sillysadsick]

My toxic trait is I refuse to weigh myself unless I can be completely unclothed and haven’t had anything to eat or drink yet💀

[ascaryghost-deactivated20251216]

sometimes there is a switch in my brain and i can see myself clearer and im like ”wait wtf… i’m pretty??? and skinny??”

and then it flips and i can’t see it anymore

[t3lleraugen]

my psychiatrist prescribed me prozac today bc of my anxiety - funny thing is that it also suppresses appetite and she knows about my 3d. I‘m not complaining but wtf

this stuff is probably gonna help me with losing weight now I guess

[mil4n0]

[catchymemes]

[t3lleraugen]

I‘m gonna meet my potential new roommates in a new flat tomorrow, I can‘t skip this :‘)

[t3lleraugen]

honestly being in the psych ward for my eating disorder just made it a 100 times worse. like they just triggered me daily by making me write down everything I eat and drink, talking about food and my weight constantly, making me eat with a bunch of other people with eating disorders where we literally just all triggered each other… it was horrible. only good thing about this is that they triggered me so bad that I reached my ugw and now have difficulties to even gain weight again. I never lost weight as fast before

that was fun 💀