pari !

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[urlocalpari]

this . account has become bit of a graveyard in every sense . lol but i wanna continue being active on tumblr/occasionally writing, everything else. so . um . im moving my whole base of operations to @udiudijaye and abandoning/setting to delete this blog

tagging a few moots so they . know lol : @pricetagofficial @superheroesaremyjam113263 @wonderlandifulcat @under-the-seeea @glorified-red

[taarokeshabd]

my father may have an ego so high, i could jump off it and finally end my suffering, but i was born with his mentality (and the same ego) and my mother’s (the person he hates the most in the world) rage. did he think he could suddenly dictate my life after neglecting me for more than half of it?

[taarokeshabd]

can someone tell me why indian fathers, have the ego of a narcissistic dude and act like they’re the president of the fucking works but get scammed by their own siblings and forget their kids exist for the first 16-ish years of their life?

what makes them think they’re the shit? i need to know, thanks!

[urlocalpari]

MY COLLEGE SHORTENED OUR CHRISTMAS BREAK????

anyway, yeah i want to scream

[urlocalpari]

am i slaying college or is college slaying me

[urlocalpari]

my batman 🥰

[taarokeshabd]

this masterpiece i found on my main

[taarokeshabd]

having 'mommy issues' with a present mom is so weird because like.

i love the idea of having a mom. we never get along. i fucked up because you hurt me. stop being my mom, please. i don't want to hate you. i don't think i hate you. i love you. i'm glad you're alive. leave me alone. i hate you. i'm sorry i messed up. you deserve better than me. i want a better mom. i don't deserve a better mom. i know it isn't your fault. you're just as hurt as i am. please stop. i can't be in the same room as you. i'm glad you're there. it's not the same. i want to leave. this is home. the chaos feelings like home. i want a mom. i'm sorry i tried standing up for myself. you were right. please change your ways. be kinder to me. i should be nicer to you. stop this. don't. please leave. don't go. i want a mom. i'm glad you're here. i wish you were present in my life more. don't get in my life now. i don't need you. i can't do this without you. i'm sorry. please forgive me. i did nothing wrong. it's not your fault either. i want to escape this. i don't want to leave. i'm tied to this burning tree. you lit it on fire. but you've been tied before me.

[taarokeshabd]

hey jaanemano, yall good?

[taarokeshabd]

wearing big jhumkas with the bright yellow kurti i stole from my mom makes me feel so girlboss but in an aishwarya rai or a deepika padukone as naina way if that makes sense

[taarokeshabd]

having 'mommy issues' with a present mom is so weird because like.

i love the idea of having a mom. we never get along. i fucked up because you hurt me. stop being my mom, please. i don't want to hate you. i don't think i hate you. i love you. i'm glad you're alive. leave me alone. i hate you. i'm sorry i messed up. you deserve better than me. i want a better mom. i don't deserve a better mom. i know it isn't your fault. you're just as hurt as i am. please stop. i can't be in the same room as you. i'm glad you're there. it's not the same. i want to leave. this is home. the chaos feelings like home. i want a mom. i'm sorry i tried standing up for myself. you were right. please change your ways. be kinder to me. i should be nicer to you. stop this. don't. please leave. don't go. i want a mom. i'm glad you're here. i wish you were present in my life more. don't get in my life now. i don't need you. i can't do this without you. i'm sorry. please forgive me. i did nothing wrong. it's not your fault either. i want to escape this. i don't want to leave. i'm tied to this burning tree. you lit it on fire. but you've been tied before me.

[bishh-kanya]

Things Desiblr made me realise & do :

That it's actually really cool to be a Desi .

Old Bollywood movies >>>>

Every Desi girl should wear saree and wear bindi and feel like a retro Indian movie star.

Indian history supports queer people , so whenever your aunt is being homophobic , proudly say her , she knows nothing !!!!! If you wanna know more read "Shikhandi " by Devdutt Pattanaik .

What as an Indian man are you doing if you aren't writing poetry?

That nothing can compare to Indian humour .

Indian goddess are the actual baddies .

Haseena's and brown munde's >>>>> rest of population.

Ittar >>> perfume .

Urdu & Persian poetry are top tier .

Kannada devotional writers like Akka Mahadevi are like diamond in the dust .

A gajra >>>french kiss.

Jasmine & lotus are not just flowers .

Pasoori rules the world right now .

Be free like Geet and bounce back like Bulbul .

Madhubala is the embodiment of being gorgeous and cute at the same time .

Rekha is a Siren .

Learning Sanskrit is a rich experience .

Draupadi's vengeance created wars , so can yours .

Kishore Kumar for rain , Lata Mangeshkar for prem .

Alka Yagnik for feeling confident .

Indian rap is richer and sounds more poetic .

96 sanskrit words for love >>>>> the word love .

South Indian movies have the perfect balance of romance and action .

Khanjar is mightier than a sword.

Ye Maharani banke kaha ja rahi hai >>>> you look beautiful honey.

The tension between me and a cute boy at a puja pandal >>>>>>> speed of the earth rotation .

Gold >>>> any other metal

Chandni raat is for romance .

Talk to me in ghazals and geets only !

And many more .......

Writing this made me love being an Indian more !!!!!

If you want add yours , I'd love to read.

[kurja-tales]

That's the thing about people who haven't been loved much..They think about every kind gesture, a slightest touch of fingers, kind smiles, random acts of love, intimacy in every small thing done. They find that love wherever they can cause it was never given to them freely. They don't ask for love, they search for it everywhere.