ハハハ

hi I not 19 anymore I quarter life crisis

[tabenai]

broken @ 24

[tabenai]

Lost @ 21 

[beercanbacon]

My boss called me “Tyrone” on accident (My name is Tyrand). She apologized and bought me lunch to make up for it. I didn’t think twice about it, since I’m used to getting called every variant of “Ty-(fill in blank here)”. Then later on I read a quote she keeps in her work area that made me feel kinda special.

“During my second month of nursing school, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: “What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?” Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. “Absolutely,” said the professor. “In your careers you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say ‘Hello’.”

I’ve never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.“

[lsdreaminn]

This is a very important lesson to learn

[tabenai]

What’s really sad is that looking back at the posts I made two years ago...essentially not much has changed sighs 

[papervine]

[ai-papi-deactivated20201124]

dear God take care of her when i can’t

[phallictunicate-deactivated2024]

Me when I pet a stray cat and it then runs away

[sunnyandpositive]

I love the sky

[petalya]

in therapy my therapist and i were talking about my own feelings of self worth in relationships. and she asked me to say qualities about myself that someone else would be attracted to, on a romantic and platonic level. so i named some things like compassionate, empathetic, etc. and she said “you named things that you can give someone. ways you can serve, rather than ways that you are” and y'all..my mind was blown that’s gonna stick with me forever like she then proceed to tell me actual innate qualities about myself that she liked and thought anyone else would like as well and i hadn’t even considered those because like she said i was focused on things i could do outwardly to attract and maintain connections rather than who i was as a person..goddamn!!! thats tea!!!

[chekhov]

In middle school i kept adding myself to my school’s wikipedia page under Notable Alumni and they kept removing me

[goodnight-pain]

[bandtshirt]

anyways….wake me up inside

[rockum]

[tabenai]

woman: i miss you like the deserts miss the rain

man: oh that's so sweet, i--

woman: i've adapted to existence without you, buried everything we made together, and prolonged exposure to you would be disastrous.

[tabenai]

Still waiting for you even though the ending is inevitable.

[avfwdrugec]

Gentle reminder that the human eye is naturally drawn by noise and movement, so the next time you walk into a crowd or a bit late into a lecture or something like that, they’re not staring at you or judging; it’s just an instinctive reaction that has nothing to do with you doing anything wrong.

[amymaymusings]

This really helps my anxiety.

[a-bstracto]

[summerhippie808]

Even when I am fucked up my thoughts still run back to you. I am tired of thinking about you, especially when you don’t even think about me. Please get out of my head. Please get out of my heart.