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Fun on Halloween Night Has Increased My Taboo Thoughts of my son.

I have posted a couple times here already, first talking about my time in college with my roommate and her father, and again how posting that, and reading posts here, had really ignited thoughts about my own kids. Now I haven't actively tried to do anything with my son, but the thoughts have really swirled around in my head, and Halloween last week added fuel to those thoughts.

I had wanted to have fun for Halloween this year, and decided I wanted to do something I hadn't done in a long time, a one night stand. I decided a good bet was a club that's usually great on Halloween, allowing costumes. Since it's about 20 minutes into the city and I was planning a one and done, I had rented a hotel room nearby for the night. Friday afternoon I said my goodbye to my daughter. Our house is off the path of trick or treaters, and she was going to a party with friends. When I got to the hotel, I relaxed a bit ordered some food and around 7 got ready to go. My costume was nothing original, just a cheerleader outfit.

There were quite a bit of people at the club, all kinds of costumes, some just down right sexy, some just regular costumes. Had some fun dancing with a few different people, men and women, until I ended up with a young guy dressed in a Ghostbusters jump suit. He was younger, like early 20s, and very handsome. After some dancing, a drink, and more dancing I made the decision he was the one one I wanted for my Halloween fun. When we danced a bit more intimately, with him really rubbing into me, I asked him back to my room at the hotel, which he accepted, and before we left, I made sure to ask if he had condoms. We ended up meeting at the hotel in the lobby, as I drove to the club, and he had been with friends, he had to tell he was leaving. Once we got on the elevator, which was empty, we started making out like a couple of teens, and once we got into my room I quickly started getting the jumpsuit off him, leaving him in a white t-shirt and boxers, and even with that still on, my god his body was sexy.

We get to the bed, and he strips, as do I, but before I take the skirt off he asks me to leave it on. We get back to kissing and now groping each other, and in between kissing and stroking his cock, and I ended up blurting out 'mommy loves your strong cock,' which was kind of an in the moment slip, and he kinda stopped things, asking me if I said what I just did. I thought I screwed things up, but admitted to it. I let out that taboo fantasy turned me on (obviously not admitting it being a reality) and he said it was the same for him. Without any kind of discussion of actually doing it, he just blurts out 'so mom, you like stroking your son's cock?' I ended up turned on even more by him with that sentence, and we quickly went into full mode of him calling me mom, and me refering to him like he was my son. We had an amazing night, and I can't describe how hot it was hearing him say 'mom I'm going to cum,' when he was fucking me. First time he came in the condom, while he was inside me. Second time, he came on my face, and asked me if, "wanted my son's cum all over my slutty face?" It was just a surreal experience with him, and he was an amazing lover, with all the talk making it one of the hottest experiences I've had recently. It's also really pushed my mind even more towards thinking of my actual son and thinking about him as a possible lover. I had just intended the night to a fun Halloween to 'scratch my itch,' but it ended up just putting more fuel on a fire that's been burning for a while. Looking back at it now too, I realize the guy was very similar looking to my son, so that probably played a part in me choosing to go for him at the club. It also made me wonder if he may have had fantasies of his own mother, cause he really took to it quick, when I let that line slip.

My boys saw me in a thong

I threw this pool party BBQ—just me and my three boys. Ordered a new swimsuit online, but of course in my rush of work and finish the chores I didn’t check the details. Classic me. Opened the package and… ughhhhh..It was basically dental floss on the bottom and two napkins up top. But I’d promised them a pool day, so… screw it.

Grilling burgers, trying not to think about how my eldest son kept side-eyeing me. Then he, he’s taller than me now—came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, chin on my shoulder. Held it too long for what I felt was way too long for a normal hug and I could feel his ugh you know.

That’s when it hit me: He’s not a kid anymore. I paniced dropped the bun I was putting mayo on and just said I needed to run to answer a call from their auntt Hid in the bathroom for 20 minutes. Now every time he walks into a room, I’m can't stop thinking about it. I keep thinking it was stupid and a horrible decision.

Gave son a blowjob for his 18th birthday

Always caught my son checking me out here and there. Probably didn’t help I’d be braless or wear low cut shirts often around the house. He one time confessed that he found my boobs attractive: I always just took the compliment and didn’t mind him much, a look but don’t touch feeling.

He eventually got bold and asked to have sexual contact of any sort with me. I refused but he persisted. Eventually I told him on his 18th bday when he became a man I’d give him what he wanted.

His birthday was yesterday and so late at night I went into his room and locked the door. He was already waiting eagerly. I took my top off and let him play with my boobs for what felt like an eternity. His dick got rock hard. It was smaller than what I’m used to but due to his youth it was cute. I took his pants off and lowered myself and put it in my mouth. He didn’t even last 2 minutes. I then found out that was his first ever sexual encounter.

Got caught in the middle of it by another one of my sons.

Hey! I hope y'all are doing fine. Been kinda busy recently, with lots of things. But I just wanted to give you guys a quick update. You know the pleasantries, I'm a mama of 4 boys myself, haha.

A few months ago, there was a time when we were getting quite reckless. I'm in a relationship with the oldest of my sons. A few months ago, we were kinda doing stuff with the rest of them in the house, obviously not in plain sight, but behind locked doors. I think the second oldest had been getting a bit suspicious since there were a few times where it felt like he deliberately cockblocked us.

This time around, I was laying in bed with my oldest on his day off, and we were doing movies. Smooching here and there but nothing too horny, just cuddling and what not. I got my second oldest to give me a foot rub, and all 3 of us ended up watching a movie while the other two slept. So after a while, my second oldest started to get a bit sleepy, and he went to his bedroom while I cuddled with the oldest. I gave him a goodnight kiss, and he just left my room. So after some small talk and what not, we started making out. One thing led to another, we usually don't make out without the intention to take it somewhere else. So long story short, it wasn't long before we were both busy with foreplay. The door leading to the hallway was slightly open, and it was just pure darkness out there. It was also quite silent that night so we had to keep it down.

So while we were going at it, I look at the door, and notice that we were being watched. But he wasn't just standing there, I thought I was seeing things but I definitely could see a little bit of his face because the TV was on in my room. When this happened, I was getting eaten by my oldest. Instead of asking him to stop or anything, I decided to carry on with it. I dunno if he knew that I noticed, but I acted like I didn't. I just let my oldest go at it, even decided to spread my legs wide for him, with my feet up in the air. It was hard to look at the action from that angle, but yep, I noticed that we were in fact getting watched. By this time, I knew it was my second oldest. So I got a bit carried away, and so did my oldest. He got me on all fours, and I just threw my ass back at him. I was actually quite aroused since we had somebody watching us. We went at it for a couple more minutes, and even told my oldest to spank me a few times, and I couldn't help it. I was trying to stay quiet, but I did end up moaning a few times.

I was getting REALLY carried away, so I decided to ride my oldest. This time, he was laying on his back and I was facing the door, so there was no way for him to see that we were being watched. While I was riding him, and pretty much letting him see everything (I was wearing a bra at first, but when we switched to cowgirl, I took it off, so he caught a glimpse of that too)

At one point, I tried signaling him to come over with my finger. I kinda gave up on pretending that I didn't know he was there. I signaled him to come over a couple times, even gave my boobs a squeeze, but he didn't. Looking back at it, it was kind of a dumb idea. What if my oldest didn't want him to join? What if there was some kind of conflict between us?

I think he pretty much saw the whole thing, and when my oldest was about to finish, I lost track of him. He ended up spraying my back. When we were done, I looked at the door again and he was gone. After my orgasm and all, that's when I was thinking "Yeah, maybe it was good that he didn't join right away", but I can't help but to squirm at the idea of just having both of them at once.