sometimes, i have no motivation to do anything. i don't want to study, to clean, to do laundry, to reply to texts, to charge my phone, to eat, to even go to the bathroom.
but then, other days, im do motivated. i get a spark of ideas, and i can write a whole book, make orange juice that can last me a week, do all my laundry, study for FUN, exercise for FUN.
and then go back to being unmotivated.
but then i open tumblr, and the dark academia guides, and book recommendations, and the cottagecore recipes, and pretty skirts inspo, all that gives me faith that i can do something. even if its just writing a tumblr post, after a week and a half of not postings.
im very weird and idk where i was going with this post to be honest, but i just wanted to say this i guess, idk.


















