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🧃 i woke up this day and started cleaning immediately, i did SO much cleaning and i was pretty proud of myself! i got groceries and dipped out afterwards because spence wanted to front!
💬 jamie was feeling insecure right when i got on so i spent a long time trying to soothe prin, prin doesn’t have very much self esteem which i’m certainly not one to talk about, but, prin deserves to feel better about prinself so i tried.. i think we watched a bit of c*role & t*esday together and that was a good time, music lesbians are good. i was really irritable because mason always tries to talk to us when we have headphones in and that drives us up the wall. but we talked about it and worked it out. made some cinnamon rolls for the two of us (me n mason) so i could emotionally try to reconnect from splitting lol jamie is good and im sad that pri feels so bad about prinself, pri’s cute and soothing to be around, but people have a lot of good in them outside of how useful they are, jeez...
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💬 didn’t do much the first part of this day but i wanted to get comfy and try to do something nice to cope with general undermedicated misery so i decided to go out to chapters and try to find a cute cat coloring book. jamie recommended we install the n*ko ats*me app and i loved it immediately, cats are great. i ended up finding a pusheen coloring book and it was really cute and soothing to color in.
jamie was working on one of their school projects and i asked a question and pri took it the wrong way and it started a really long discussion and i was trying again to reassure prin, that went well into the night. i think (like me personally) that things were good by the time we went to sleep, it was nice to be affectionate with prin and for it to make prin happy and feel safer. pri is good, just worries a lot and puts prinself down a lot and that bugs me...i know i dont have any right to be bothered because i feel like shit about myself too but, you know, this is them, not me...just want prin to feel good because pri deserves to, it doesnt have to be deeper than that...
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💬 oh my god i hate this website. i typed the entry for this part and it got eaten too. fuck tumblr i swear to god. im going to start typing these in google drive first ffs.
i went to eat lunch with mason and went to a coffee shop across the plaza and got a caramel thing and pomegranate froyo with mochi pieces, they were both really good and the froyo was SO tart
the rest of the day was pretty uneventful, just spent it chatting and snuggling with jamie which is fine by me lol
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💬 was weird this morning from dissociating from nightmares, ended up going back to sleep for 2 hours because my head was heavy and i was feeling weird. i drew myself when i got up. i look so much cooler than i really am.
and jamie drew us together
so i drew us together too. the nuzz
the rest was uneventful again, just chatting with jamie & kylar about h*talia and all sorts of other things and being close. i had a good time.