YouTube has started doing this horrible thing where I click on a video that happens to be a song animatic (NOT A MIX. I don’t click mixes.) and then it just. Shoves me into a mix playlist with that video in it. I DON’T WANT TO WATCH A MIX. I WANT TO WATCH ONE VIDEO, HAVE IT FINISH, AND THEN READ THE COMMENTS. I HAVE AUTOPLAY TURNED OFF FOR A REASON.
Every time I have a muse I'm hyperfixating on here, I always get so excited when I get any notifs
Only to realize that it's not from this blog, it's from the personal, and it's yet another person reblogging that fucking "where's your sense of whimsy" meme I made
I hope the captain hasn’t been wvorryin aboat me... i dont think she’s noticed me slippin off at night evwery so often the past twvo nights to run to the deck an disappearin briefly durin my wvorkin on deck durin the day... i just... keep gettin sick an i dunno wvhy. i cant efin hold dowvn simple wvater, so i just... havwent eaten in a fewv days... solid foods aint agreein wvith me right nowv... i eel bad claimin im alright wvhen i knowv i aint, an im shore she can tell im fibbin, i just... feel guilty wvorryin her
( -sigh-
I don’t know why I find this frustrating, but I do. I deleted my previous incarnation of this blog/muse, Redxeyedxcoyote as a way to have a clean slate to start a new. Though I was actually received was a year-year and a half hiatus from all of my tumblr blogs. Not to mention that I lost all motivation and inspiration for Destiny ( at the time I only had the demo for financial reasons ). So then, I was able to actually buy Destiny and gather all of my previously lost inspiration, only to come back to finding out that 53+ of the actual blogs I followed and interacted with either deactivated or went on perma-hiatus. I was so fucking happy, expecting to return what I believed to be the happiest and funnest time I’ve had on tumblr yet.
I don’t know, I wanna be happy to introduce and welcome the new muses that join the community, but I-- I’m just both saddened and frustrated by this. )