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Kind of upset i wont be able to get my artifight card and refs how i want them in time since i got a sudden massive influx of work on the weekend and continuing today :/

Like wow, perfect time to throw all this at me huh....

#im not taking it too well honestly #curses of being a perfectionist and having basic hopes and dreams ig #even the small ones #especially because one of said heavy influx of work is #inflicted because someone i trusted was being incredibly incompetent #so now i have to bear the work because people around me literally insists #im the only one who can help #if not me who else #sometimes i hate that i have pity #but yeah #cant... let my brother fall i guess #who else but me can help right #its been super cloudy this past week #i always hoped it would rain #it never does #idk why thats upsetting to me #maybe i just want someone to cry with me #its not like the massive work is just because of my brother #half is also work i was procrasinating on #ig im also upset at myself for this #but at the same time #fuck me for not wanting to work outside of work hours #....#i hope it rains #lyssten to my rambles

empty net haunting the narrative

#sharks lb #warso don't do it #i know you think it will help #it never does

things hypnokinksters and mentally ill people have in common:

they both want their brain to

shut the fuck up

#hypnotism #mental health #mental illness #hypnosis #ignore the tags #blah blah blah #blah blah text post #ignore this #please ignore #vent #why do i have to take things so personally all the damn time #why do i invest so much of myself into people just to get nothing back #why do i keep hoping the cycle will change #it never does #no matter how much i wish it did #no one ever sticks around for long #and i don’t blame them for it

sigh. takes a deep breath. I will not check the weather app.

#every time I go. oh maybe checking the weather app will calm my nerves!#it never does #ITS NOT SVEN CLOUDY TODAY #It’s completely clear I just saw a few clouds on the horizon and I started shaking in my boots #checking the weather app will not help me checking the weather app will not help me checking the weather app will not help me #bunnierambles

Little rant under the cut (please dont read it, I just need to let it out)

Tired of not having money. Tired of my own mum saying she doesn't have any money. Tired of growing up in a poor country with a poor family, having my faith put on that " if I finish uni I will have a high paying job otherwise I will be broke and homeless" Tired of. Being guilty of spending my own money on food. Just. Im so angry and tired.

#i still remmeber when i had to pay for a weeks worth of groceriers for my family from my own money #and that was a few yers ago #im tired im so so tired #and i try everything i signed uo for jobs i open commisions #and every day i wake up stressed worrying about my future #i always think it gonna get better and it never fucking does #it never does #i just. i dont know what to do #do i quit uni and pray i find a job #work my ass off for shit money and move out #i really just i really want to get out of this financial crisis of a family #im sorry i had to let it out

been obsessivly thinking about hybrid capabilities of all of the species here and I made this;

Humans/ elves- yes (25% percent change of magic)

Humans/ orcs- No

Humans/ dwarves- yes (50/50 chance of magic)

Orcs/ elves- No

Orcs/ humans- No

Orcs/ dwarves- Yes (always have magical children)

Elves/ dwarves- Yes (always magical)

As for Ashen species mixing in with all of this is a whole other subset of fascinating as from what I can tell they all seemed to be some kind of human animal hybrid and that’s it’s own ballpark I don’t really know how to tackle but is so cool to think of!

Also also I have a theory that humans are a subspecies of elves with a huge gap branch off from their lines, but orcs and dwarves developed and evolved on their own parallel to them.

The ratio of which species can have hybrid children and which can’t and how the magic mixes into all of them is so fascinating to me, I genuinely wish this was a more popular book so I could scroll through Tumblr for hours reading everyone’s take on these characters…

#bolas #blades of light and shadow #what happens when the story ends?#It never does #you keep thinking about it over and over until you drive yourself nuts #welcome to my world!

incorrect ASOUE

#beatrice baudelaire #monty montgomery #count olaf #frank denouement #a series of unfortunate events #asoue #asoue edit #incorrect quotes #I feel the last one in my bones #like I just know that Frank can fuck someone up if the need arises #it never does #but he could