#(ooc chatter)

[caramel-gxthiatt0]

(( ooc: I really hope I eventually outgrow how damaging this kink is on me mentally. I present as male in my day to day life and its my true authentic way of being. Ive tried to view this more and more as cross-play and I'd eventually like to be able to sexualise the breast forms less so I can do drag and not feel itchy and disgusting. I want to feel like a cis gay man doing drag. Why is it invalidating for me but not for him? Why do I have to be lonely because I dont "pass" but feminine looking rock star men get bitches all the time? Why was I only wanted sexually/romantically when I was pre-T and pre-top surgery? I just want to feel love and to be loved for who I am...idk just rambling here. ))

[sun-guard-and-guard-guard]

Hey, so ooc chatter here. Some recent things have gone down with the creators. I'm not gonna go to much into it, mainly coz I'm only on tumblr and tiktok so I don't know everything, but also I'm not entirely sure what to say. As an Avid fan, I'm a little annoyed that this has happened, but as an ex Dream/Wilbur Soot/JKRowling fan, I know it could've been worse. I'm also not commenting on the Marm stuff mainly coz I'm not a Marm fan, I'm only really an Avid fan coz of VSMP fanfic.

This doesn't really have much of an effect on this blog or my activeness in general but there are a few things I want to say. 1, no being a jerk to people who don't know or are known for doing Avid and Marm related stuff. 2, be polite, understanding and patient to everyone involved, this is a lot. 3, if you get an anonymous raccoon in your askbox asking if you're OK, that's me checking in. Don't feel like you have to answer but just know that there are people who care. 4, remember there are a lot of good people out there, and things will always get better.

Sorry for the long post, I just wanted to get things of my chest. TLDR: the Avid and Marm stuff sucks but even if some people aren't, we're still wonderful people and it's important to be respectful and polite. Also I'm sometimes a raccoon in your askbox making sure you're alright.

[mumbo-officially]

//completely dumb ooc chatter but thinking about it makes me laugh.

So in MS, everyone with a power is either a hero or a villain coz if you're not, you don't practice your power and then you lose it. But what if there was one exception, the only civilian with a power through sheer force of it being so dumb people don't realise its a power, not even the man himself!

What Mumbo Jumbo had a power that made his mustache perfectly magnificent and always exactly how he wants his mustache. He doesn't even realise he does it, he just thinks he has amazing luck. But no. The power of a 10/10 mustache.

[mammoth-clangen]

It makes me so happy to see how passionate you are about paleo!! That kind of dedication is so lovely to engage with

Oh I'm glad! I worry I'm rambling aimlessly so knowing that at least some people are enjoying it is nice to hear c:

For some paleo related fun, here's a huge Eurasian Pleistocene Big Cat sketchdump from 2023 when I was brainstorming for White Cat, Gold Plains

I still like a lot of these, though I was obviously trying to lean more into realism than I do in Kindred Also they're not Fleet Fangs, they're a different species within the same genera, Homotherium latidens and Panthera (leo) spelaea

Past me was some kind of madlad trying to put spots on things, no wonder the comic died after 10 pages c':

[colonel-johnny-bevan]

Lore Drop!

//So I like to headcanon that Bevan is confident and has his usual level gravitas all the time. He is the boss and knows what he's on about so why would he listen to those he knows he knows better than? Even if they out rank him, he will still stand his ground if he knows he's right. There is exactly one exception and that is Hester. She is the only person in existence who could give any order or request and he would follow without hesitation. He justifies this as he knows she'll never ask him to do something stupid, but deep down if she told him to jump into the Thames he would, no questions asked

[lumberjack-of-oakhurst]

Bit of ooc chatter here, mun is an art student and fanfic writer. And a lovely bit of art history for you.

Saint Sebastian is the Patron Saint of soldiers; if I remember correctly he was a roman soldier who was killed for being Christian. And he was a fairly popular subject for art, but because they needed a reference, artists got male friends to sit slumped and tied to a tree as a pose reference.

Male friends, of course, being a history friendly way of saying boyfriends, and this is why Saint Sebastian is the unofficial Patron Saint of the gays. And what if Mayor Louis was an artist? Do you guys see the vision?

I can't decide if I want to write a fanfic about Louis painting Owen as Saint Sebastian and then the people of Oakhurst find it 200 years later, or if I wanna to make the painting myself

[ax-burden]

Logs in only to say, I want you to imagine Haru in this Dior 26/27 outfit

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Wouldn't Haru be so, so cute in this outfit?

[soulshards]

Since I'm doing Miqomarch (as much as I can, anyways) I wanted to give Deeza a proper update for DT. I never got around to doing their tattoos before DT and honestly I cannot be bothered to hand draw them, so I made a lot of edits to some existing ones (big up to millyxiv on XMA I used a lot of theirs!!! very good content!!!)

Also: TUMMY TRAIL!!!!!

Anyways buff kings live

and big thanks to @avaritia-ffxiv for helping me figure out how to grab the UVs from blender for the facepaint so I could edit it to have the facial scars go through how I imagine @_@ <3