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Dear Claire (because I Love To Die)

MEME: bucky writes letters. :: STATUS: semi-accepting.

              Dear Claire.

      Sam said I had to write you an apology letter for bleeding over all your shit yesterday after the fight. But really, I was fine. I AM fine. I’ve been through worse hell than that, so a little split lip and scraped up arm isn’t gonna be the end of me. I know I’m new here and may not know how this whole operation works, but that doesn’t mean shit to me. I’m here to fight, and fighting means that you’re gonna get hurt. It’s just the way it is.

       Look, I appreciate your concern and I know you’re just doing your job, but you don’t have to worry about me. If two tours in ‘Stan and an IED can’t get the better of me, than some punk with some lead fingers sure ain’t about to. I admit, it was rude of me to bleed all over a beautiful woman’s med kit, it’s true. I’ll try not to do that one again, alright? But I don’t need to be coddled. I’m not some disabled war vet who doesn’t know which way is up. I know which way is up and it’s the ring. So, thanks for patching me up and maybe I’ll buy you a bottle sometime for the trouble.

       Sorry again about the blood,                     Bucky Barnes

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DEAR BABY SISTER

MEME: bucky writes letters. :: STATUS: semi-accepting.

                 Becca,

        Don’t you ever grow up. Don’t you dare do that to me. Stay like this forever okay? Remember me like this forever. Your big brother who would do anything for you..anything to protect you. You’re worth more than I or anyone could ever hope to give to you and I want you to hold on to that. There’s gonna be a lot of people who are going to want to take advantage of that and don’t you let them. I may not always be around to help fight your battles for you, so it’s just safer if you just always stay like you were the last time I saw you.

        You’re strong, you always have been, and I know you can take care of yourself, but you shouldn’t have to. I should be there for you. I should be there for you all. I’m sorry. Now I know you’re gonna hate me, but there’s something else I have to say. I thought getting drafted was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. Believe me, I’ve never told a soul this. I thought I’d finally be able to provide for you and Ma and Steve. I thought I’d be able to save us all. But then they gave me a gun and I knew it was all over right then and there. I ain’t ever coming back the same, if I ever come back at all. This war’s a nightmare that you will never have to see as long as I live.

        So, just…don’t grow up, you hear me? You’re perfect the way you are right now.

        Love you to the moon and back,                Buck

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my url for the icon thing?

MEME: url + icons of how bucky feels about your muse :: STATUS: accepting.

               ( i’d KILL for you, i’d DIE for you, && i’m with you ‘til the end of the LINE. )