i’m feeling angsty friends 💔
MDNI | 18+ tw! cheater! reader , smut
he can taste your dishonesty. it sits bitter on his tongue from whatever boozy concoction that still courses through your veins. it seeps through your skin and he can smell it — your betrayal. heady and saccharine, a dark musk that encapsulates his soul and hurtles him towards his darkest nightmares but still he kisses you. rough and frenzied, with you pressed against the wall and his hands gripping your thighs. he can taste him on you. the other man that dared venture into his personal Eden to sample your forbidden fruit. is he a villain ? a fiend that crawled from the darkness to still you away ? no. that’s not the case. maybe he’s your hero, there to save you from a life of loneliness and repetitive cycles and he’s the one that’s the actual villain because only the opposite of good could turn an angel away. you’re panting now, chest heaving against his own. the thin fabric does nothing to dull the pebbling nipple that poke at his bare skin. within a fraction of a second it’s gone, and the budding mound is covered in his saliva. the man sucks and pulls, tugs and rubs, staking his claim to your freshly marked body. “s’good, so good, daddy” you slur, fingers locked in his hair in an almost painful grip but he isn’t deterred. he doesn’t even wince too focused on pushing back the tears welling in his eyes because when have you ever called him that ? never, but you say it with such familiarity, the way it falls off your tongue he just knows that’s what you call him. with lightning speed you’re thrown to the bed, remnants of your tattered dress pathetically framing your body. you whine his name. just his name. and it’s a breath of fresh air because you haven’t regarded him with such emotion in so long. how long has it been ? since you’ve been under him ? since you’ve been seeing him ? are you like this for him ? pliant and submissive. legs spread and glistening cunny hot and throbbing around his cock. it’s been too long because he’s only half way in and he feels like he’s about to cum. how could you still be this tight when he just fucked you ? with his cum still sticky between your folds and lubricating his dick. he feels sick. was he really so bad ? did he deserve to be treated like this ? yes, he was busy but that’s because he was protecting the innocent ! are you so selfish that you don’t understand that ? are you the villain ?! you must be because what saint can make his body run hot with pleasure solely from your alluring voice. the way you call to him like a siren, he can’t take it. he’s losing his mind. you feel so good around his cock but so bad on his heart. he thrusts faster, angling his hips to hit that gummy spot that makes you see stars. hands intertwined with yours he begs you to look at him. he’s desperate. “please , please, please” but your eyes are glued shut. “no no no” you sob, shaking your head as tears start to form. you know that he knows, he can tell but he needs to see your eyes. what are you thinking about right now ? being so close to the edge. at the precipice of pleasure but he won’t bring you there unless you fulfill his request. it was cruel. but didn’t you deserve it ? “i need it baby, p-please. yn, just look at me baby. it’s okay”. your heart shatters. the pain in his voice more sobering than any of his forceful thrusts. “im s-so sorry, Izu” you whine, but that’s not enough the needs you to look at him. “sweetheart, please look at me. just look at me please and we can fix it”. did you even want that ? his brows furrow as he examines you. why are you so conflicted? don’t you love him !? “yn, baby please. i-fuck!” his thrusts grow sloppy as he nears the edge but he needs you to answer him! “please baby, just , just look at me and tell me you love me. just do it baby and it’s fine. it’s okay , my love. I just need to hear you say it”. your body convulses, tightening around him almost painfully. your eyes flutter open as you begin to cum wailing pleas to god but he wants you to plead to him ! “I-zuku , I love— his hips stutter and his seed fills you just as you whimper that damned name.
“Katsuki”.