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[foreverinthesun]

IT WAS SO THE NEW KID unless we already know he's in more episodes lmao

[smoogieboogie]

Started to brew a cup of coffee, then started singing The Climb by Miley Cyrus, got super into it, did a whole fake performance for my dog, thought wow what uplifting lyrics this makes me want to do a tarot spread, so I did a whole tarot spread, then remembered my dog didn't eat her breakfast so I should remind her it's there, watched her eat her food, then sat down at the kitchen table and was like mmm coffee sounds good, went to brew a cup of coffee, but wow look there was one already made that I completely forgot about! Aaand it's cold. And that psychiatrist I saw thinks I have adhd ha ha ha! But like... yeah.. lol

[colorisbyshe]

A spider landed in my bed which I would not have known if tuna hadn’t started playing with it

Which like… thank god. I was naked and afraid and needed her to defend me

But instead of eating it she just knocked it off the bed and then could not find it 😭

So I had to get rid of it but now tunas prey drive has been activated so I’ve spent the last ten minutes playing with her and letting her “win” to resolve her prey drive but she just won’t let it go she wants that fucking spider

Do they make spider flavored cat treats like how do I get her to chillll

Like the spider isn’t coming back it’s with god now and it’s not edible unless she’s into licking the bottom of shoes like… it’s gone

[flightinstinct]

btw pleather fucking sucks

[mostlyghostlyy]

he’d go crazy for deviled eggs, let’s be honest

He is the one that pulls up to the function with trays and trays of deviled eggs. Then, he gets pissy when nobody goes back for seconds

[of-moths-and-doves]

Select images from the MoMA yesterday

1-3: Photos from the Government Approved Fallout Shelter Snack Bar installation by Michael Smith. Very fascinating experience. I didn't get to play it but there was an arcade machine too

4: Section of the tapestry Tied to the Other Side, done by Otobing Nkanga. The piece is HUGE and the detail work is amazing.

5: Print from the series Intake Facility for an Anonymous Client, by Mustafa Faruki and theLab-lab. It's hard to see but the quote is "Be not inhospitable to strangers | Lest they be angels in disguise"

6: Self-Portrait with a Model, by George Grosz

7: L'inhumaine, by Georges Djo-Bourgeois

8: Agapanthus, Claude Monet. This part of the exhibit was packed :"v

9: Hope II by Gustav Klimt

[angeltism]

random 1am ramble under the cut

ykw maybe this is just 1am aqua thinking too hard but there really doesn't feel like there's a proportionate amount of resources for beings who's relationships ended because things just simply. didn't work. vs those who's relationships ended in some kind of hellfire torment situation.

like, example, there's so many songs of "I hate my ex I hope uu die ++ are never happy again I hope uur goldfish dies ++ everybun uu know leaves uu" or whatever.. but nawt rlly any, at least that I've found, that are just. "hey, I know we wanted this to work, but it didn't, and that's okay but I still feel kinda upset about this because even though neither of us did anything wrong this still sucks"

all the more somber songs I find are often from the pov of "uu hurt me but I miss uu despite uu being a horrible being" or "take me back take me back take me back take me back take m-" but like... all those who weren't actually hurt, but still don't want to return to their old relationship?

and maybe it's because it's less interesting. less dramatic. a song about violent heartbreak can also be broader, fit more people, because relationships do often end in lots of pain and hurt, but idk.

still feels weird whenever I'm trying to look at edgy quotes or listen to music to healthily deal with my emotions and none of it really fits, it's all too intense ++ emotional ++ full of spite or heartbreak I don't even. have? does this make sense?

and it's nawt like I'm expecting beings to write songs for my specific experiences, but idk, I've known a lot of beings who've also had relationships end because of things that were out of everybun involved's controls ++ they generally seem to agree w me on this??

and it doesn't even strictly apply to music, although that's what reminded me of this, but in general breakups and separations tend to get consistently portrayed as "somebun did something wrong" or "both beings involved were doing something wrong" when.. yes, that is the easiest way to end a relationship, it's nawt always the case?

like.. most of the advice online for how to deal w a breakup I've found is through the lens of having been wronged or hurt, but how am I supposed to follow that advice when... that isn't what happened? and I do suppose that it might be partially because in a situation where it kinda just. didn't work. uu can only really let time heal any emotional ouchies uu have, but still, like. some "cheer uurself up" advice that isn't "key uur ex's car" or "go make out w the nearest living thing to show uur ex on how much better uu are now that uu've broken up mwahahaha!!!!" please? idk give me ways 2 remember the good parts and cry a lil in a healthy way. shrugs.

is this literally anything or am I rambling about nothing at nearly 2am