being a trans man rn for me feels like being a walking corpse. Like- my family loves me! but they really really don't. they don't love who I am and they don't know me as a person. I want out of this body so much i can't sleep, I want to get away from it so bad. It's hurting me, and I love myself, but it's hard when I was born into a body that feels like a death trap.
I don't know how it's going to get better from here, can't really imagine a future of something happier right now. I feel so isolated from the larger trans community to the point that I don't really know where to find it,
It's 2:30 I'm going to go try and find out how to put my chem on my ipod.
















