Where was this sympathy for me when Dwayne was gone, when I lost all contact with him when he was away with Tolya? When Dwayne's delusions before our wedding got so bad he had to leave the planet and go into the moon?
There is a vast difference in these circumstances, I understand and acknowledge that. These were not things Dwayne did on purpose or in his right mind. I was in the right mind and chose my course of action.
I was very public with how I was handling his absence in both cases and almost no one spoke to me. Belle did at first, if only to help me try and figure out where Dwayne had disappeared to during his episode before the wedding.
Instead I got a bunch of anons asking me questions about whether or not I think he'll come back, why am I still giving him offerings when it caused me psychosis, trying to offer up explanations for why he left and vaguely implying I'm the reason it happened.
No one offered me any sympathy. No one came to me offering me comfort and support when I needed it.
No one here anyways.
Oh, some people liked my posts in support I'm sure, but no one reached out to me.