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[00fate]

LINGERING - k.tetsuro

↠ when you’ve hung out with someone for majority of your life, stuff starts to linger. and sometimes, those lingering touches from lingering friends can lead to things, that feel like they should be taken to the grave, being expressed. ↞

✰ status :: ongoing

✰ pairing :: tetsuro kuroo

.ᐟ cws :: crackfic, vulgar language, sex jokes, ooc, modern au, time skip, suggestive, kys jokes, emotionally stunted adults, angst/comfort, substance abuse, yearning, slight slow burn, toxic relationship (if u squint)

playlist ✰ .ᐟ 

intros ::

yn && kuroo

psych ward 🧦 && booty calls 🍒🍑🍆💦

chapters ::

00 // MISSED CALLS

01 // WHAT DO THEY KNOW?

02 // ALL THEY WANTED

03 // HIGHSCHOOL LOVER

04 // SODIUM CHLORIDE

05 // HELP, I’M ALIVE

06 // NORMAN FUCKING ROCKWELL

REWIND 01 // TIME IN A BOTTLE

REWIND 02 // FUNERAL

07 // CHINESE NEW YEAR

08 // HATE YOURSELF

09 // GIRL SO CONFUSING FT LORDE

10 // OVER

11 // I’M NOT GONNA HELP YOU

12 // FUTILE DEVICES

REWIND 03 // JEMMA

13 // LIFE

14 // SOBER

15 // THINKING OF YOU

tba…

[00fate]

insane in the membrane - k.tsukishima

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when she realises that going off her meds periodically is actually not helping and ends up falling in love with her brothers roommate

status : ongoing DISCONTINUED (for now)

pairing : k.tsukishima

content warnings : female reader, vulgar language, gross jokes, jokes about suicide etc, substance abuse, mentions of depression, child abuse/neglect, strained parental relationships, smartasses, aged up characters, modern au, def ooc…, might be dif warnings depending on the chapter

intros ::

skidmark squad | banned from 7/11

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chapters ::

ACT I

chap1 - extra credit

chap2 - deadly

chap3 - coherent

chap4 - mature conversation

chap5 - help

chap6 - confrontation

chap7 - spit

chap8 - waitress

chap9 - disgraceful

chap10 - cat piss

chap11 - singular key

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ACT II

chap12 - highkey selfish

chap13 - that’s how it’s done

chap14 - dada

chap15 - quietly

chap16 - unwilling

chap17 - dipshit

chap18 - moving out

to be continued…

[00fate]

HI 01,

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✰ .ᐟ there’s a gc with noya, yaku and kenma regarding kuroo and yn. they’re starting to hate them

✰ .ᐟ yn actually can’t fathom why kenma and noya are irritated

✰ .ᐟ she paced around the city all day smoking and chewing tf out of her lips

✰ .ᐟ akaashi wasn’t drinking no damn shirley temples, those were cosmopolitans

↳ ✰ .ᐟ bokuto was buying and described it as a “cute red drink”

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“tetsuro, i know you aren’t pissing off my fire escape right now.”

your head is dipped under the window to see his bare ass directly in front of you, the continuous stream of his pee almost as loud as his slurred speech, “needed to piss, y’took too long. sorry?”

he shrugged and his pee jerked upwards, hitting the top of trash cans, for a second, before returning back to its previous place of the floor. 

“whatever dickhead. don’t get it on the actual balcony,” you pause your sentence to wriggle out the jammed window, a result of all the quick yanks up to usher him and the rapid slams down to hurry the cold out, “did you drink a gallon of battery acid, or something?”

your best friend is finally done peeing, but he doesn’t turn around to face you, much to your surprise, since you’re fumbling with the pack of cigarettes and your lighter, shaking as if it’ll urge it to work.

for as long as you can remember, he’s hated the habit. doesn’t like the smell, or the taste or what not having it does to you: how antsy and grouchy you get or the absolute misery that swallows you. 

but, he’s a hypocrite, so he knows he can’t hold you to your promises of quitting.

eventually, it lights and you can indulge, finally acknowledging his behaviour, “what’s wrong with you? you aren’t even giving me shit about this,” you wave it in his direction, a light smile on your face, “you get rejected again?”

he spins around at those words, and you get a look at his bruised face: his nose is bleeding, his bottom lip is split completely along the bottom, there are cuts all along his eyebrows and there’s a bruise blooming across the bridge of his nose and his right eye. 

your normally gorgeous friend looks as if he frequents olympic boxing matches, bruised and bloodied. 

“what the fuck?! i told you to stop getting into these stupid fights!”

your cigarette is in between your middle and index finger now, slowly burning. 

he takes small steps towards you, a light sigh leaving his swollen lips as he creeps towards the light so you can see how his eyes are glossed over and how the, usually, smug smirk on his lips is replaced by a quiver, “i’m sorry, i just- i don’t know anymore yn.” 

the night feels colder now, not the way it should in the middle of august. 

your skin is no longer sticky and your blood doesn’t feel warm as it rushes through your veins.

“i can’t believe you tetsuro. this shit is ridiculous. and i bet you’re expecting me to help you out?” 

looking at him breaks your heart, similarly to the friday before when he showed up in a similar state, and the friday before that one, blood trickling from his gums that night, darkening his bright teeth. 

you hiss at the burn of your skin, shaking the ash off of the butt before dropping it altogether, engulfing him in a hug. 

you can hear the deep breaths he takes and the sniffles that plague his nose, trying to plug the blood. 

you can smell it drying onto his face and you can feel the steady beat of his heart as he stands there, seemingly lost. 

“you know i’ll always help you out,” his chuckles make you step back, push on his chest and squint at him, “i’m serious. you’re like a brother to me.” 

“a brother?”

“you know, family.”

right, family. 

it’s not secret to kuroo that there’s a weird tension between you, the one where you always wanna kiss the other person but the thought of being pushed away is too prominent in your brain that you can’t. everyone else can tell too, your friends and his. the way he comes to you first and the door is always open for him.

you’ve dumped guys for him and he’s cut off girls for you.

so, pretty incestuous family, he thinks, you sit on my lap and clean my face, wear all of my clothes, and we were each other’s first kiss. he’s seen you borderline naked! but okay, family.

“thanks yn.”

“let’s get you cleaned up pissy pants,” your hand is in his, the lingering warmth from your cig is pressing into his palm, and you pull him towards the window, “and pull them up while you’re at it, doofus.”

“not very familial of you to be staring at my ass yn.” 

✰ .ᐟ kuroo already knows he’s deep in love

✰ .ᐟ yn is in denial… deep denial

✰ .ᐟ noya and yaku are posted outside the room

✰ .ᐟ she then proceeded to make him strip down to his underwear and out of the bloody clothes to clean him up

↳ ✰ .ᐟ kuroo is convinced she has a brain injury

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[00fate]

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saliva pooled in your mouth as you slithered out of the bar, the bass vibrating through your body.

it’d been nine hours since your last smoke break, just before you had gotten in the shower and just after you’d answered a phone call from your mother, inviting you to easter.

the tremble of your fingers while you pulled out your single and plopped to the ground gave away just how much you were craving it, the alcohol in your system making your desire grow deeper.

you felt your heart slow as the rush hit you, previously tense shoulders relaxing.

‘shots’ was playing inside and you could hear bokuto screaming along, but for some reason, giggles from across the street peaked your interest, causing you to lift your droopy eyes to the scene in front of you:

kuroo and a blond girl.

he was sat on the pavement, a glass in his hand, presumably a whiskey and coke that he’d stolen from another bar or club as he made his way here, and a lazy smile painted onto his face.

the cut above his eyebrow was open again, and deeper, the split in his skin obvious from this far away despite your inebriated sight.

the girl was in the road, bent down to his eye level and rubbing her hands over his face before she leaned in to kiss him, softly at first until he grabbed her, pulling her closer to deepen the kiss.

you could feel the remaining rationale leave your body, throat burning and chest aching when you stood, marching over to the two of them.

“tetsuro, are y’fuckin’ serious?!”

the words leaving your mouth blended into one, knees wobbling and heart slamming against your ribs, “we don’t talk f’two days and y’fuck a random bitch?!”

all colour from his face is draining at your presence, pushing the girl away and jumping up to rush towards you, “what’re you doing out here alone? where’s kenma and everyone el-”

his hands are reaching for you and all you can think is who is this? this boy that i’ve known for years and all i feel is disgust. and an urge to reach out and slap him, and then kiss him until he can’t see straight.

you can feel the pool of saliva in your mouth grow into a lake when the girl inches closer, smirking, “who’s this babe?”

“fuck you, bitch. just go around fucking other people’s boyfriends, huh?”

kuroo’s face is the epitome of confusion at this, blinking rapidly, “boyfriend? the fuck are you talking about yn?”

“you’re just gonna let her call me a bitch?” the girl pipes up again, ignoring your previous remarks.

“shut up alisa.”

the names familiar and once you get a real look at her, realisation kicks you in the ass, “you’re fucking lev’s sister?! you’re a whore, kuroo. a whore!”

“ugh, can we just go? she’s obviously just drunk. crazy cow.”

the insults you’re slinging at kuroo stop as soon as she says those words, all attention turning to her before you lunge forward, grabbing her hair and slapping her across the face.

she’s yelping for him now, struggling to shove you off before you both tumble to the ground, still punching and yanking at her blonde locks.

“fuck, yn, get off of her!”

there’s a crowd forming now, all watching as you beat the brakes off of this girl, not even registering the possible consequences of this.

and then you’re being dragged up, only after she lands a punch on your nose, ring slicing your skin open.

the floor is beneath your feet again and warm tears are pulling mascara down your blazing cheeks.

with very quick succession, the result of vigorous movement while nauseous and experiencing a nic rush catches up to you, and you puke.

you puke an unbelievable amount, tuning out the blaring of kiyoko’s voice yelling at kuroo and kenma’s hand gentle on your back.

the last trails of spittle trickle from your chin, jerking up and speeding away from the group.

“yn, wait,” you can hear kuroo running behind you, “fuck, wait!”

his hand is firm on your shoulder, spinning you around, “i’m sorry, okay? she’s no one, she’s nothing. let me take you home. i’ll look after you.”

“no, you won’t.”

“what?”

“leave me alone. don’t call me, don’t text, don’t come by my house. i don’t think i ever want to see you again.”

the firm grip isn’t there when you walk off, your own hands grazing over the cut on your face, your heartbeat ringing through your ears.

✰ .ᐟ yn hasn’t not smoked a cigarette at least once a day since she was 15

✰ .ᐟ kuroo dropped alisa off and then went and sat at his brother’s grave in silence

✰ .ᐟ kiyoko and yaku got a kebab and bossman gave them a discount because of the guy vomiting on her.

↳ ✰ .ᐟ she then called tanaka and cried about how she’ll never listen to yaku again and then passed out on the uber back to yaku’s.

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FATE SPEAKS UP ↹ i listened to this fuckass song 20 times. i never want to hear it ever again. im so agitated.

[00fate]

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“fuck, its cold in here.”

kuroo is currently curled under your blankets, mindlessly staring out of the open window while you type at your desk, eyes rolling, “only because you opened the window.”

“yeah, to air out the smell of smoke!”

“fuck off.”

you can see him in the corner of your eye, pulling the hairs at the nape of his neck before glancing at you and back to the window.

he’s waiting for you to get bored, and slide in next to him, that usual wide smile on your face as you slot into place.

waiting for you to settle into your routine and humour his stupid hypotheticals, ignore the way his hands rub the small of your back and how his heart beats faster when you shuffle slightly against his, normally, covered skin.

waiting for the normality of pushing aside your feelings just so you can keep him around.

“d’you remember when-”

“maybe you should go home kuroo.”

the wind blowing in is significantly colder now, much like the expression that dawns your face.

and kuroo just gazes back at you, confused.

everything seemed fine.

sure, sometimes you have your moments, but this wasn’t one of them.

you weren’t clasping for cigarettes or letting your teeth draw blood from your lip, you were straight faced. eyes passing through him.

“yeah, whatever. you’re right,” there’s a pause when he waits for a reaction, but nothing comes, “sure my roommates miss me.”

his gathering is quick, only because he plans to leave with nothing but the clothes on his back and his phone clenched tightly in his fist, irritation radiating from him.

“you can’t just keep inviting me in and throwing me out yn. y’know that, right?”

you can’t help but roll your eyes at that, “if i didn’t, i’d only see you when you were on death’s door and hungover. i'm not here for your disposal.”

“neither am i!”

“just fuck off! you’re stood around looking stupid, leave!”

the door slams hard after that, angry footsteps clattering away from you until the front door slams and silence envelops the house.

✰ .ᐟ  whoo angst!

✰ .ᐟ literally nothing to say…

✰ .ᐟ time to disappear again 🥹

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[00fate]

INDECISIVE

masterlist , previous & next

chap3 :: beg

written content…

warnings!! :: talks of death, “kys” jokes, love of pathetic men

the last thing, and person, you expected to see at your door on a warm saturday afternoon was iwaizumi. 

his knuckles were white around a bouquet of pink peonies, an anxious look plastered across his face, “uh… hi. i’m sorry for your loss, and for… imposing on the day. and for defacing your doorstep. and being a dick in general i guess. i really didn’t know that you had this… i wanna say thing? the fact is, i’m sorry. i hope you and your family can forgive me.” 

his hands shook as he extended them out to you, flowers on full display under the brightness of the sun. 

“i’ll forgive you if you beg.” 

his anxiety morphs into chutzpah, unclasping his hands while he continues to stare at you, lips slowly parting. 

the sun is warm against both of your skins, despite the cool air coming from the air conditioning system of the house.

the distant sounds of your younger brother’s console ring out from behind you, catching the attention of the boy in front of you as he peeks around behind you, “is that your brother?”

you don’t dignify him with a response, your blank stare not wilted.

iwaizumi looks worryingly pale, a thin layer of his sweat across all the visible parts of his skin. 

for once, his expression has faltered.

normally, you would find him looking smug.

consistently and annoyingly so.

when he talks to his friends, while he walks around school, even when he sits alone somewhere, like there’s a constant satisfaction running through his mind. 

but now? 

now, as he blinks back at you, his eyes are wide, mouth slightly open in awe and his nose is crinkled, almost like there’s a bad smell wafting in his direction. 

and so, he drops to his knees, in an effort to distract you from his face after he watched your eyes flit across it one too many times.

too ashamed to continue looking into your eyes. ashamed that he had noticed the shimmer across your eyelids, the way you were biting your cheeks, the furrow between your eyebrows and, most of all, the content look in your eyes.

“please forgive me yn. i’m begging you to forgive me.” the slight waver in his face causes a streak of glee to run through you, loving the fact he’d been taken down a peg.

“whys this guy on his knees for you?” your pleasure doesn’t get to last long before your younger brother interrupts, amusement laced in his voice.

“move elian, nobody wants you out here!” 

he’s quickly shoved to the side as you begin pulling iwa up and out of his position, a sense of shame even hitting you now, “ok, it’s fine! i forgive you, get up!” 

as quickly as he went down, he shoots back up, looking into your eyes and noticing that pitiful look.

he can’t bring himself to say anymore. anything that’s of substance or use to either of you, so instead, he dusts off his knees and bolts, leaving you with a quick thanks! rather than the conversation he wanted to continue.

the flowers are in your hand before you can protest and the sweat on his back is as prominent as it was on his temples

“you’ve got weird taste in guys, yordanis was sooo right. what a fucking dork!”

quiet sniggers sneak past elian’s lips, no longer shielded by the door and from the response aimed at him, “didn’t you have a discord girlfriend and when you did a face reveal, she broke up with you?”

the abrupt end to his giggles, a gasp, and quick pads away from you were enough of an answer for you, “oh, okay!”

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[00fate]

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✰ .ᐟ normally, kuroo just shows up on a friday and that’s that but now he feels a need to prove that they’re more than “family”

✰ .ᐟ yns favourite thing to do is reminisce, adult life stresses her out too much (same girl 😰)

✰ .ᐟ so much beef between noya, tanaka and yaku

↳ ✰ .ᐟ only united in hating kuroo

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