#01.01.2023

[xdeaktiviertxuninteressantx]

Ich möchte nicht, dass du mich rettest. Ich möchte, dass du an meiner Seite stehst, während ich mich rette.

[freddie-mercuryy]

Happy new year everyone!

[liam-93-productions]

liampayne: Happy New Year … I hope 2023 brings you everything you ever wanted. Heck who knows maybe even some new music. Have a good one x

[zoeflake]

Spent the afternoon hiking; a beautiful start to the New Year

[nanakorobiyaokii]

☆★～*~*☆ ━ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2023!  ━ ☆*~*～★☆

Hope this new year is filled with possibilities for you, so dream big and believe in yourself this year. Wishing you a safe and prosperous new year!  ♥♥♥

[dxckgrxsonx]

Happy New Year!

01.01.2023

I must admit my loves, I am glad to see the end of 2022.

There’s been a few challenges that have happened over the course of the last twelve months, not all of them positive.

I ended a friendship with someone I considered my other half. Coming to the decision that sometimes you have to be selfish for the sake of your own health was something I found incredibly difficult. Especially because we had been close friends for almost 10 years. It was even more difficult accepting that I deserved better than what I was getting; I’ve never been good at recognising my worth.

I’ve struggled immensely with my own mental health this year (and pretty much all the years before). I’ve found that childhood trauma has a way of coming back to haunt you, and that ignoring it does not help in the long run. I hope that this year I can finally heal my younger self; she has been so, so brave.

Work has been a struggle. Customer service has a way of making you want to bang your head against a wall. And that’s without poor management and a workload that is almost impossible. The responsibilities pile up, the salary stays the same and coming back in day after day just gets harder each time. Maybe this year I’ll finally take the plunge and pursue a new career.

But on a more positive note.

I’ve been forced to accept that the love I hold for fictional characters is endless; especially Jason Todd and Dick Grayson. I’ve written more these past 8-12months than I have in my entire life and I certainly have no plans to stop anytime soon.

My WIP folder is a mess of jumbled ideas and half written fics. Looking at it is enough to give me a headache but if I knuckle down and focus, I should be able to post a little more frequently that I have been doing and I for one cannot wait!

My writing has come a long way from when I first started and I couldn’t be more proud of myself. There’s been so much self doubt on my skills, more so in the last few months, and it’s been hard accepting that not everything I do has to be utterly perfect. But finally accepting that fact comes with so much freedom and it’s enabled me to write without the constant worry that it’s not good enough (although the feeling that I’m not good enough comes and goes quite frequently, but I am trying and I think that counts for something)

Starting this blog has absolutely been the highlight of my year. I’ve had the privilege of interacting with so many wonderful people through this blog and it’s incredible to know that I have a place to share my writing and that so many of you enjoy reading it.

I’ve fallen head over heels in love with so many of you and I’m mentally giving every single one of you a forehead kiss (I am however fucking BITING some of you)

I’m wishing all my followers and mutuals a Happy New Year and thank you for sticking with me this far. I hope you all have an amazing 2023 🥳

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