- John Winchester’s Journal
- Supernatural: Mythmaker by Tim Waggoner
god, the way Sam believes that Dean was John’s favourite. that Dean was perfect and so John loved him more, and Dean has tried everything so that he would be John’s perfect child but he knows he isn’t and he knows dad’s favourite baby will always be Sammy. it will always be Sammy first and then Dean second. but Sam felt so outcasted in his own family that he thought his father favoured Dean, while Dean knows John favoured Sam.








