#07.21.19

[hsmtmtsnet]

via stephychica on Instagram

[kisses5ever]

you made me want to stop believing in love. you put me through hell, swallowed me up with your waves and threw me around, nearly drowned me before spitting me back out onto the beach, just so i could swallow a mouthfull of sand. over and over and over and over and - waterboarding, is that it? you set me up. you knew that would hurt. i knew that would hurt, but i still went wading in your waters. thank you for the swim, the weather was nice for a little while, thank you. thank you for the slivers of happiness you granted me; god knows i lived for them, even through all the dark shit that came with. because i thought it was worth it, you know? for you, i thought it was worth it. you know? of course you know. sadist. i almost think you hated me. i try not to dwell on it. the only thing that hurts more than what you did to me is the thought that you didn’t even care about me from the start. i’m barely bearing this, but that’s unbearable.

i’ll never love again. probably. most likely. hopefully. that being said, could you please give me my heart back?

[actualhumansunshine]

x

[dizzynfalling]

Finally dying my roots! I haven’t been able to since Jesse was born, but he’s sleeping and my mom is keeping an eye on him and Amelia so I finally can. Yay! I won’t look like a skunk anymore! xD

[actualhumansunshine]

can you post the pic he liked since I can't see it please?

[killmybones]

[killmybones]

[i-shall-believe]