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I know you're sorry. I know you didn't want to go. I know, if there would be any possibilty for you to win, you would have made it. But there wasn't.
Don't feel guilty.
Please don’t feel guilty. I know you didn’t want to leave me alone. I know you didn’t want to die. You didn’t want a new life in heaven or wherever you are now. Don’t worry. Enjoy your new life, enjoy that you are free and without pain now.
You gave me the best years of my life and for that I am forever grateful.
Missing you hurts like hell but I hope, you're still there, with me.
July 4, 2015
Went to go see the fireworks in DC on the Department of the Interior lawn, since I won free tickets in some raffle drawing I entered a few months ago for myself and three guests--Mason, Jen, and Wei. Lots of bugs. Lots of food and snacks. Lots of fireworks.
Given myself plenty of distractions today, but I can't get over how I had counted down the days for today only to end up wanting it to just be over with. Never thought I'd be doing anything other than finally seeing what you looked like in there. I know the days ahead will be easier than today but I'll always remember and love you with my whole heart.