I mean literally the amount of anxiety I am feeling right now is unreal. I’ve been talking to this person and after vetting we agreed to enter into a Dom/sub S/M relationship which (great! love this for me) but like we’ve been talking everyday throughout the day for the past week, they take a while to respond bc their work is demanding which is cool, whatever, I can handle that, but they ALWAYS text me ‘Good morning Kitten’ before they go in to work so I can wake up to it, but I didn’t get one this morning, and I texted them ‘Good morning Daddy’ like always and I haven’t heard ANYTHING back. They’re been sharing things on their fb throughout the day and I am so fucking paranoid that I did something wrong and anxious bc I can’t think of anything, we said goodnight last night like normal so ????????? P A R A N O I D. And like the shitty thing is they live in Texas for work, but I’ve known this person since elementary school and we fucked around together in high school a few times and they are very much still ACTIVE in my immediate friend group so we’re doing this in secret from our friends so as not to cause drama but like I’m so anxious that I haven’t heard from them all day. Especially because they are coming to Arizona in 8 fucking days to meet their new nephew and hangout with all our friends and all that shit, and we are supposed to get together for yak now fun times, they’ll literally be here until 3 days before my bday, I’m so anxious pls someone kill me or like shoot me up with a sedative so I can calm tf down already.
