#072317

[evigheden-bliss]

I'm actually super depressed and angry majority of the time. I just never say anything because so many of these hold me down and probably no one would understand how deep my mind runs. Oh well, we shall continue with this

[danaecanton]

Clearly, we did not understood art 😂 #072317

[rizalovessarahg]

Strawberry 🍓 & Grapes 🍇 👭 #072317 💜💙

[little-moon-tears-blog]

please i dont deserve to live. i want to kill myself but the thought of not existing makes me jolt forward and near throw up. i could never bring up the courage to do it myself. can you do it for me ? you know how much of a failure i am. i make everyone unhappy and uncomfortable. you would know. you know i cant help others. im not supposed to be upset im not supposed to be anything myself. just a slave to you and nothing else. that brings me my worth but seeing and i cant do that right either- shove a bullet through my head plain and simple. so quick i dont have time to be anxious about it. or maybe cut me slowly till i bleed out. maybe the pain will keep me distracted. perhaps i deserve to be panicking so much. its truly hell and i suppose thats what i deserve. im so sorry. i love you so much. please.

[little-moon-tears-blog]

im so sorrt pleass be okay please bd okey i lvoe you so mcuh you csnt die you cssnr i tou you sctuslly hsve thingd to livd fod your so smart bud og no tou want to kill tourseld snd i dont want tou gone

[rojkyung]

Hello Precious, its been a long time and it was a good experience

[juliabels]

mamsh sobrang quota ako today like sagad na sagad na talagahahahahahahaha so sunday service exam ko bukas ganyan tas nagstay ako sa church after service kasi sabi ko dun nalang ako mag-aaral tas... mehn nakaupo ako dun sa technical room... nagsusulat.... tapos nagulat ako.... tumabi si bry...... sobrang windang ako kasi nga diba di naman ako sanay na mag-usap kami sa personal kasi nga masungit siya tapos ayun hdfgdhdbyshs kinamusta niya studies ko..... sobrang awkward ko tas dami pa nakakakita samin and nang aasar bat daw kami magkasama blah blah so inexpect ko na maiinis siya sa mga nang aasar pero hindi nagstay parin siya :-(( tas dumating pa si pastor tas sabi sakin "julia haaaa wag ka muna magboboypren ha" tas si bry sumagot sabi "opo pa, ecclesiastes 3:11" 😅 tapos biglang dumating si kuya atan tas sabi kami daw gagawing model sa tshirt na ibebenta ng church tas nashook ako mamsh KASI AWKWARD AKO SA CAMERA???? pero pinupush parin ako ni bry na ok lang yan para kay Lord naman eh so g ganyan sumakay kami sa sasakyan kasi papunta kaming park apat lang kami ako, si bry, kuya atan and marella tapodhdduhd sabi nila iwan muna nila kami sa park kasi kukuhain pa nila yung shirts TAS I WAS LYK "ha kuya iiwan mo kami???" "oo 10 minutes lang" "promise kuya 10 mins lang ha :(((" KASI DI KO KERI MAIWAN WITH BRY COS IM AWKWARD AS F firufhdhdhs tas ok kami nalang natira waaaahhh sumakay kami sa swing.... tahimik sa paligid ganyan.. tas nagkwento siya about family niya, about kung pano siya nagsimula sa church tas pag ako naman nagkkwento nag-aadvice siya sakin AND EVERYTHING WAS SO HEALTHY and ayoko na matapos yung araw na yun KASI PARANG NAGDATE KAMI ANUNA ECCLESIASTES 3:11 TALAGA grabe parang narealize ko tuloy yung mga nakalandian kong di kristyano... ANONG GINAWA NYO SAKIN???? kasi sobrang sarap sa feeling ng ganito :-(((( tas nung pictorial super alalay siya sakin ganyan tas nung pauwi na kami sa kotse ulit kami diba tinitignan ko pics sa cam taposhddhdhs tinatawanan ko yung mga solo niya tas biglang gusto niyang agawin yung cam pero nilayo ko so parang medj naka-yakap siya sakin GANON I-IMAGINE NYO NALANG JUSQ KINIKILIG AKO DI KO KAYA tas bumalik na kaming church diba eh pagod siya kasi syemps music team tas nakapatong ulo ko sa table kasi pagod rin me abaaaa nagulat ako tumabi ang koya mo furhdhdhs wuwz very comfortable na pala kami sa isa't isa di ako nainform gusto ko sabihan ng uy mehn bawak tayo pahalata pagalitan tayo ng mga leader natin hahsshhsshhaahaha :((( pero ok ayoko rin kasi umalis siya so kebs dyan ka lang :((((((( waaahhh parang dati hanggang tingin lang ako sayo tas ngayon.... KALA NYO TAPOS NA BA DIBA SABI KO SAGAD SA QUOTA AKO NGAYON HAHAHAHA edi okay evening service na, nasa bass na naman ang bbq ay ang koya mo pala heuehueheueheu nadala ng emosyon :((((( hahahaaha tas balak na namin umuwi ganon pero pinapunta kami ni ate mean sa kabilang room para kain daw muna eh andun din pala sa kabilang room si bry nakain so basically sabay kami kumain....... ng dinner..... tas super kwentuhan after tas lagi kami nagkakatinginan tas may time na tinitignan nya ig ni raymond tas super lapit ng ulo namin naaamoy ko na wax nya WAAAHH I AM SO BLESSED dyan ka lang bry ha please :((((((

[faholo23-blog]

There are two great days in a person's life- the day we are born and the day we discover why. #MyTwentyFourth #072317 #PotpotCakeByMamiMaui #SweetTooth #PMForInquiries