#08.11.16

[stevesarnott]

365 Days of Aaron Dingle: Day 148

[lifeisaphotoop]

[lifeisaphotoop]

[threegood-things]

08.11.16

1. I have got a really exciting job opportunity about to happen. I it works out we will be great for the next few months at least. My partners friend works for the company and seems to know well in advance when he has work coming up. It looks like things are about to get easier for us woohoo! 2. My boy keeps practising standing without any support for balance, his face when he does it is the best thing I've ever seen. Such pride! We cheer him every time and he loves it. 3. I'm feeling more and more capable as I get more decent nights sleep. I wouldn't say they are GOOD nights sleep yet but they are on the way to being good and it is making such a difference to everything for me. I feel so much more able and human and happy.

[notrhianna]

08.11.16 - 10

Had a good convo with my friend about all of this stuff going on. I feel better. Thank you Meg. I love you.

[notrhianna]

08.11.16 - 9

I really need a friend to talk to. I'm seeing my best friend tomorrow after school so hopefully I will be able to make sense of some things with her because right now it's all up in my head and it's doing no one any good. They're still talking on the phone. I'm still jealous. My friend told me it's because I'm falling for him and I know it's true but I'm 100% in denial about it. Jealousy makes me angry and jealousy makes me sad and jealous makes me cry and I hate the feeling. I want it to leave me alone. I want it to stop.

[notrhianna]

08.11.16 - 8

I want him to be fucking jealous

[notrhianna]

08.11.16 - 7

I can't stay mad at her.