#1.19.15

[bepizzazzed]

First day of second semester!

[ionlywantedtobegin]

FUCKKK!! I hate being so damn emotionallllll :/

[soulsearcher1613]

Lost with Open Eyes

The bed is growing too large Or am I just shrinking? Shrinking into my thoughts and feelings. All alone and nothing but quiet. I’m at home but feeling lost. Locked all the door but not feeling safe. I close my eyes and see one face….yours

Those brown eyes fixated on my face. The same ones I can get lost in. That smile that makes me warm all over. Those lips with the gentlest of kisses. The ones I can’t get enough of. I open my eyes and am alone. All of this is what I miss.

The bed growing uncontrollably. I’m alone and confused. Still lost in the familiar place. Far from being safe. Reality is too much to chew. Wrap my covers tight around me. I close my eyes and see one body….yours.

That chest large enough to lay on. Listening to your heart beat. Arms wrapped around me. Keeping me close and warm. Now I am home and safe. Legs intertwined in knots. Making us one instead of two.

Fall asleep in the dreams and bliss Because I am with you. Happy and warm where I belong Because you have found me. Transported to my world Because that’s where you are....my home.

[juidiary]

Today was full of surprises...

But it was fun nonetheless. My real studio work doesn't start till tomorrow so I had plenty of time to socialize and hang around for the day. 

. . . . .

The earliest messages from those anon(s) have had me wondering all day…

Platonically or not, such words mean a lot to me and keep me moving onward past my insecurities.

So thank you anon, whoever you are...

おやすみなさい...I have a long day tomorrow

[tee-shirt-s]

"anyways I hope you're doing well"

[stefislikeblah]

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I can't believe this is happening.

[detonating-doll]

My stomach is sicker than the house's at the edge of the cliff