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[soulsearcher1613]

Lost with Open Eyes

The bed is growing too large Or am I just shrinking? Shrinking into my thoughts and feelings. All alone and nothing but quiet. I’m at home but feeling lost. Locked all the door but not feeling safe. I close my eyes and see one face….yours

Those brown eyes fixated on my face. The same ones I can get lost in. That smile that makes me warm all over. Those lips with the gentlest of kisses. The ones I can’t get enough of. I open my eyes and am alone. All of this is what I miss.

The bed growing uncontrollably. I’m alone and confused. Still lost in the familiar place. Far from being safe. Reality is too much to chew. Wrap my covers tight around me. I close my eyes and see one body….yours.

That chest large enough to lay on. Listening to your heart beat. Arms wrapped around me. Keeping me close and warm. Now I am home and safe. Legs intertwined in knots. Making us one instead of two.

Fall asleep in the dreams and bliss Because I am with you. Happy and warm where I belong Because you have found me. Transported to my world Because that’s where you are....my home.

[soulsearcher1613]

Hidden or Free

Look at me and tell me what you see An outer shell that hides the deepest secrets from the world Away from public view with a facade that fools many You’ll see what I want you to see and nothing more.

Do you want to know me?

Peer into my eyes and you’ll see my soul Not pure but well traveled and wise Peer into my mind and you’ll see my thoughts Not innocent but full of life and dreams Peer into my heart and you’ll see my truest form Not whole but mended with love and care

Break that outer shell and you’ll see me for who I am Break that barrier and with you I shall be free

[soulsearcher1613]

Hopeless Yet Romantic??

People who proclaim to be hopeless romantics only see way to indulge the one they love. Going way up over and above to show what they feel and ensure the other knows it’s real.

Grand gestures filled with heart because they don’t dare be apart. They don’t always have a personal touch And are sometimes too much. When words and simple things will do hopeless romantics just don’t have a clue.

[soulsearcher1613]

Feelings of doubt I’m down and out Giving up on this day There is nothing to say That could make me smile.

[soulsearcher1613]

The soft cool sand beneath my feet. The crash of the ocean waves. The warmth of the sun rays. The cool breeze blowing thru my hair. The glow of sun kissed skin. The tranquility and peacefulness. My paradise….I’m about that summer life.

[soulsearcher1613]

In life you must always have multiple modes of transportation to get to your destination. You never know when you’ll need to utilize another strategy or exit plan. Be prepared.

[soulsearcher1613]

Breathe in; Take a hit Escape to my world for a bit Feel the breeze Put my mind at ease Place the bottle to my lip Take a nice long sip Close my eyes and slip away

[soulsearcher1613]

I never seem to choose the right time To open up and let my feelings unwind. Always when you have to go or I can’t stay Is when my words want to release. But when I have the chance I’d rather let my actions show And not let the words take over.

My actions are so suddle they need help But words and time never match up. One of these days ill let it all out Get over any fear or doubt And spill it all til my face turns blue. Say everything I feel for you.

Until that day ill write it all down. Shed some tears cause every single word is true And straight from the heart. I’d never lie or stretch what I feel. So hopefully when that time comes And the words flow like a raging river You will know that I am being 100% real.