#100 day

[sethdomain]

have this epic fail scu tommy design. My take was trying to gave him the same aura as Knive from trigun have. Sort of like a white dove covered in blood type of vibe. But i htink he's too tommy for that.

If I can write my own Scu!Tommy, I would definitely make him an eldritch abomination and more body horror i guess(partly him doing it on other people) and he would be more uhhh terrifying then canon.. cuz canon he's a soappy wet cat lol. Also his backstory would be very different i guess...

His backstory would be the mad scientist(condi) doing illegal shit, he's batshit insane and on some shit and experiment on tom. Errr his motivation is that he want to create fucking uhh super-human, genetically engineered super-human. So he created Tom aka the patient zero. He's a test tube baby and uhh it goes wrong bla bla bla apocalypse happen. If its still the same as the scu video sorry i forgot half of it and i make up whatever happened in my brain lol.

why does the mad scientist do this? Because he's crazyyyyyyy and sillyyyy. No, he just have some sort of savior complex

scu!tommy were a child who's prone to be sickly, mostly because of his diet that consist of normal human food, while he himself does not have normal diet like most people does. He eats human.

the mad scientist doesn't know this because who the fuck would have that in mind. For now, the scientist tries to fulfill his nutritional deficiency through bags and needles(idk how it works im not a doctor) and feeding him normal human food, despite Tommy protest on how he cannot stomach it and make his stomach upset.

Also forgot to mention he still does experiment on him, but its still tame. standard stuff like, his intelligent, capabilities and substance that might be his weakness. Suffice to say, the result satisfied the scientist.

anyway im bored typing stuff i might continue my backstroy rewrite ramble and how i write 100 days scu in other post.

[rainbowsnsunnies]

Day 15 of 100 - 02/08 - Defining Productivity

I INITIALLY PLANNED ON WRITING THIS AT THE END BUT I CAN’T CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT! THIS BLOG NOW HAS AN INSTAGRAM PAGE SO YOU CAN FOLLOW TO KNOW MY DAY-TO-DAY IN PICTURES! (username - rainbowsnsunnies)

Wait, I am officially 15 DAYS INTO THE CHALLENGE! WHAT?!

Today, I felt what I haven’t in a long time. I felt at peace with myself and today, for the first time in 15 days I wasn’t fighting a battle inside my head about whether or not I’ve been worthy enough of the day. Today, I felt happy and I really haven’t felt that in over a week.

Today, I was trying to understand how it has already been a fortnight of the challenge, and an hour later I still could not understand how it had been 15 days, but moving on! In an attempt to just see how the journey has been so far, and kind of audit the gaps, I opened my tumblr and was going through my posts and wow, I really suck at consistency and keeping up.

And don’t even get me started on the amount of breakdowns that I have had in the past 15 days. But why did it happen? Why have I had the most amount of mental blocks in such a short phase of the challenge which was supposed to completely transform me into a productivity machine?

It happened because maybe I was defining productivity wrong all along.

This is what I feel, if you’re keeping up extremely well with being a machine and absolutely smash the hell out of productivity, well kudos to you! And I’d suggest you don’t read any further, I don’t want to discourage being that kind of person.

But that really isn’t what my mind and soul agree with. At least not at this point. I;m quite a perfectionist and when I don’t achieve what I set for myself, it completely wrecks me to the core. When I told myself I’d study 6 hours, workout 1 hour, meditate for 30 minutes and just be busy all day along, I was shattered when I realised I wasn’t able to do that. I defined productivity as being busy and that is where it all went wrong.

Today, I refuse to define productivity as being busy. Today, I define productivity as studying, then taking a break to have a jam session with my favourite songs, then have a 30 minute workout session, have a shower and read about something new, study again, and then try to develop a new skill! Although, you might think this is still being busy, to me it is not. To me, even the tiny little breaks where I am not trying to be overambitious and move mountains with my achievements gives me that extra time to recharge my batteries and kill my next study session.

So, when I say today was productive, it really WAS PRODUCTIVE!

I studied, jammed to my favourite songs, worked on developing a new skill (which is learning Italian from the most amazing tutor in the world - @hideerie​ ), studied again, sat in my backyard listening to my favourite songs and then had my dinner.   

It was Sunday, so I didn’t workout, but in another news (let’s pretend you don’t know this) *drum rolls* I have an Instagram page now! 

https://instagram.com/rainbowsnsunnies?igshid=70ici7nikenh

I just found it a bit annoying that there were limitations to sharing content on tumblr (by limitations I mean the feature of a ‘story’, that would fix EVERYTHING!). Like I said, I was really happy today and I had this urge to keep sharing every single time when I ticked an item off my to-do list but then realised, you can’t share ‘stories’ on tumblr. Hence why, here comes my Instagram! I’m so excited to share more of my day on there! You can go follow me, if you want to and have a peek into my day and then come at night over here to see me sum it up in a blog post! I’d love to have you over there so please come say hi!

Wow, this is an exceptionally long post but I haven’t felt so content and satisfied in a while now and the bubbling energy really makes me want to write and write. So I am going to end this post here and see y’all tomorrow!

Arrivederci! (I hope I got that right @hideerie​ hehe)

[nevermind-ma]

Day 1 / 100

Day: Saturday, September 28🌔

Time: 8:37PM

🌡: cold, windy, rainy at night (1°~8°) ⛈

Very quiet day, staying at home working on some writing. Just submitted a 3000 words essay for my Ethics class. Today was very cold day! So freaking cold. Yeah!

Fifteen facts about me:

1. Positive. 2. Night person. 3. On diet. 4. Love summer. 5. I have one best friend. 6. College student. 7. I love fríes. 8. I hate sweets. 9. I born on Aug. 10. Moody. 11. I don’t give a shit. 12. wear glasses. 13. I love black. 14. I’m cute. 15. I love music.

This is a 100 day challenge; i just thought of this as being in Tumblr almost every day, I thought how about making this! Sharing about my days here. I found that could be something interesting so why not! Sharing the weather for instance since we’re in fall season and it’s kinna cold, hot, rainy, windy weather season, it’s really different from country/city to others. I found that is sometimg interesting to share! Also the time. I’m gonna try and see how it goes! If you like it why not you start your own!

[riya-in-the-valley]

Hong Shim is my spirit animal. 

[magyar-studyblr-and-lifestyle]

34/100 days of productivity

Biosz tanulás🙃 nagyon nem szeretem, csak túléltem eddig mindig az órákat.

[alastar-wyatt]

Day 3 and Day 4

              Once again, the man took a note on his list of papers.

              "Who are, or were, your parents?"

              Alastar frowned once again. The room was still too dark thanks to the light shining above. He could have been in a cave or a tight box for all he knew. The air was stale like he was in an enclosed area, but it wasn’t like he'd been in many caves though. His gaze flickered back to the man, who surprisingly seemed content with his silence this time around.

              "Why do you need to know that?"

              The man sighed, leaned back, and pushed his hat a little ways up. A small grin danced across his face. "I'm verifying information. Tell me the truth, and my information will line up, and, as I said, we all go home a little faster."

              The grin was eerily well-practiced. Nothing akin to a jailor or guard. He was having fun now, maybe, because Alastar was being stubborn? He didn't like that idea. "And If I lie?"

              "I'll put an x by my information, and I'll leave you rotting in a cell until you tell me the truth."

              "Why do you need the truth?"

              The jailor leaned forward, his fingers cupping together as he did so. The stench of smoke and the faint odor of strong whiskey floated off his breath. "Do you want to end the conversation here? Leave you to die in a cell?" His dark eyes stared at him all the more impassive, it seemed the jailor would have preferred that quicker end.

              Alastar’s jaw clenched, giving himself a moment to lean back. He wasn't tied up, he reminded himself. But he still was a prisoner, but too who? Too what?

              "Tell me why I am here."

              The man snorted, allowing a loud bark of laughter to escape his deep-throated voice. "You are here because I want you here boy. Answer my damn forsaken questions, and we go home. Got it?"

              Alastar glared, the man returned the look with a gaze of disinterest, a little bit of annoyance.

              "My parents were-"

              "Katherine Gwynn, and Alastar Wyatt." The man hummed. "I'm saving us both an extra step. You were going to lie to me weren't you? Does this prove that your lies won’t work? Twice now." He smiled. 

              Alastar had paled once again. How-how did this man know all of this? He knew his first name, but how did he figure that out in the first place? Who was he? Where was he?

              "Calm down boy," The jailor fidgeted with the paper, marking again on the piece of paper. "As long as you sit in that chair, no harm will come to you. Now the next question. Any siblings?"

              Still baffled by the whole sense of everything going on, he could feel terror slithering its way into his heart. "N-no," he shifted, eyes turning to the dark walls once more. Maybe if he just bolted from the chair, maybe there was a passageway he could escape from?

[precurememes]

Yet, why has he not been impeached?