heyy my loooveeee (emily again -> honeslty who is surprised anymore)
MINDDYYYYY!!!! mwah mwahhhh
i realise u literally give soo much on every post and helps me literlaly every day (yes i write each and every one of your posts in my journal :))))) but literally i wonder how ur doing!! i hope ur doing well and i love your content but most of all i love you!! have a good one and pleease tell me how ur going! i need to know if ur ok or not cause i actually love and care for u sm!
your optional closet teenage concubine: emily xoxo
stop it right now you're literally going to make me cry happy tears!! the fact that you write my posts in your journal?? that's the most precious thing i've ever heard and honestly knowing that my little brain dumps are helping you in some small way just fills my entire heart up.
you asking how i'm doing is so sweet because honestly? it's been a whirlwind lately. college has been kicking me in the best and worst ways possible, like i'm learning so much and growing so much but also questioning everything i thought i knew about myself lol. some days i feel like i have it all figured out and other days i'm googling "how to be a functional human being" at 2am.
but you know what keeps me going? messages like this. knowing that there are people like you out there who genuinely care and who are on this messy beautiful journey with me. it makes all the late night study sessions and existential crises feel worth it.
i've been trying to practice what i preach lately, you know how i'm always talking about being gentle with ourselves? well turns out that's harder than it sounds when you're in the thick of it. but i'm learning. i'm learning that it's okay to have days where i don't feel like the wise big sister everyone thinks i am. it's okay to feel lost sometimes.
the writing has been my anchor though. every time i sit down to answer asks or write posts, i remember why i started this whole thing, because we all need reminders that we're not alone in feeling messy and human and beautifully imperfect. and i'm so happy i reached 4,000 of you on this blog!!
thank you for caring about me, angel. thank you for reading and journaling and being part of this little corner of the internet we've created together. you have no idea how much your support means to me, especially on the days when i feel like i'm just throwing words into the void.
i love you too, emily. so so much. and please never stop being your wonderfully chaotic, caring self. the world needs more people like you.
sending you the biggest hug and all my love,
your very grateful mindy 💕
ps - "optional closet teenage concubine" made me CACKLE you are unhinged in the best way possible
