May 28, 2024
i was ready to go to bed over an hour ago but i have just been scrolling because i am very stupidly scared to go to sleep because of nightmares but now i've stayed up later which means i'll sleep weirder which means if i go to sleep now they'll be worse which means. this sucks i hate this.
#10000 devils#do you think i can get away with an all-nighter? but i'll have to sleep at some point. that just delays the inevitable.#uuuuugggghhhhhhhh#they've been a problem since i was like? 6? i should really be over this by now#why can't i just go to sleep without the horrors.. i just want to black out for 9 hours....#and i've been up late enough now that my roommate will notice and ask and AUGH this is puerile#i will pay someone 35 cents to come hit me over the head with a hammer so i can sleep