Jan 1, 2021
you drunk texted me thru new years. i kissed you thru the phone.
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you drunk texted me thru new years. i kissed you thru the phone.
(whenever you see this) you should know that i am not okay not happy and so fucking sad and i hate myself. i feel broken numb frozen and still. i keep crying and i hate it so much. i thought i was getting better and then summer came along and august fucked me up and i've been a shit show since and i hate it. the crying comes more often and i hate it. i don't know why i'm telling you, you're going to blame yourself and i genuinely don't know if there's anything you can do to help me. i love you and i'm sorry you have me as your girlfriend; a piece of shit who doesn't know how to listen.
a draft almost sent to my girlfriend
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