Speak.

On My Mind*

[onmimynd]

Its been a while since we’ve spoke, I hope youre well. Since losing you my days have been both great & gloomy. Loosing you has been hard but I’m trying real hard to focus on the good. I think there’s a big mess in front of us & whether it gets cleaned up or not is up to us. It’s hard for me to message you about it because I dont want to be - pushy? I respect your space even though I don’t love the situation. I miss you a lot, you were more than a friend to me & I’d like to think I was the same to you. I hope we speak again soon..

[onmimynd]

seeing you last night made my world.

[onmimynd]

u mess w my head, im tired of feeling this way..

[onmimynd]

on a real note tho, im stuck in the kfc drive thru for a 2 person doordash.

not complaining but being here, i think of you..

[onmimynd]

so when u wanna talk, we talk..

but when im at kfc listening to roc, im invisible

maybe you’re just busy

maybe im just crazy about you

toxic love

young

can find a cure

cure

im thinking about you

but also what id be without you

and maybe thatd be better

because maybe you dont want what i want

and thats okay

but thats something i wish i could say to you but for some reason a rock is in my throat around you. i just want to enjoy the time speant.

ahhhhhh

this is too much

[onmimynd]

yea, u deserve a good day, i miss your cuddles. our feet naked and entanged..

i have been blessed to know you as i have, i want self happiness for u

...<3

[onmimynd]

[onmimynd]

you drunk texted me thru new years. i kissed you thru the phone.

[onmimynd]

went to Acadia today to see Wilder, being there, not a quarter of an hour passed where I didnt think about you

[svmmxl]

i wonder if you think about us...

[onmimynd]

the best times..

[onmimynd]

views outside my apartment window.

[onmimynd]

its dumb i allow myself to question things like

“who will you kiss at midnight?”

i cant help myself..

[onmimynd]

i miss waking to your sleepy touch..

[onmimynd]

the aesthetic is no aesthetic. am i capable? we will see.

[onmimynd]

new tee

[onmimynd]

im gonna post what i want here, free of judgement, free of worry. my stuff is part of who i am as a human being, take it or leave it.

[onmimynd]

Its my last night, I wish you were here..